#gothamendment

watching ft. aeter

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

beabadoobee

lucille - fuckin freak

i wish i was pretty

don't shoot us down

whatever

renxo x lucille - all alone

[prod. 1sickboy] lyrics;
I never falled, off,
You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all  

IVE BEEN STUCK UP IN MY HEAD, I NEVER SLEEP
IVE BEEN.. FUCKED UP EVER SINCE YOU WANTED PEACE
VOICES CONVERSATING AT NIGHT AND THEY NEVER WANNA LEAVE
TRIED TO NUMB ALL THIS PAIN, BUT YOU CUT ME WAY TO DEEP
NOW I’M DROWNING IN REGRET, AND I CAN’T FIND MYSELF RELIEF
EVERY PROMISE'S BROKE UP IN MY HEAD, ITS LIKE A DREAM,
AND YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME TO DEATH WELL I GUESS YOU NEVER MEAN
I'M  LOOKIN’ IN THE MIRROR I DON’T KNOW WHO I SEE

YOU TOOK A PART OF ME, NOW IT’S EMPTY, 
INDEED
I WAS BLEEDIN’ FOR YOUR LOVE,
NOW I’M FINALLY FREE
BUT FREEDOM FEELS LIKE HELL WHEN YOU’RE,
LOST IN THE SEA


i never felt this type of, way
every time i think about you, i just see your face
i wanna end it fucking, blow out my brains
you did me dirty i thought you were gonna change
running circles in my head, i cant escape
all these gun shots, gonna ricochet
i wanna move on but I'm so afraid
you fucked up everything, but left me here to blame

(wo-woa-woahh)

You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all

I never falled off

2017

oxygen - shy the eternal

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

lucille - mean it (final)

would you talk to me at all?
i'm just constantly at fault

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

it feels like torture
it's so damn horrid
you're lurking as i
make the wrong choices
just say i lost

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

misery

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

it's a fake out
tryna trash this party
doing lines in the bathroom
do you wanna makeout?
we could probably find a spot on the hills if we had to, i know

even if you could apologize
they'd find the wrongs inside your rights

no matter what you do
they'll always be after you
until i walk alone
on misery avenue 

all fall down
under the surface
i might drown

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

hat trick

Machine cover of a song written and recorded by Kevin Bianchi.

©2025 St. Francis Records, LLC.

Written by Kevin Bianchi
JakeOwen/St. Francis Music (ASCAP)

don't shoot us down

lucille

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