[LYRICS]
I don't give a fuck, I can't even trust myself
I can't even trust myself----
I might pull up with a stick and I might shoot it up
I might cut off my organs I'll throw them in a bathtub
I'm so irrational it feels like I'm fucking up
I'm gonna rip off my brain I might cut it up
I stand in this place cuz I'm paying for my sins
I woke up to the Reaper, he said "you ain't fucking living"
Please take me to the land of the old unliving 
I don't give a fuck, I don't wanna be seen
I don't give a fuck, I don't wanna be living
I don't give a fuck, I'm a fucking mistake
I might stab myself and throw up all my blood
You won't find my body it will be in the mud
Throw myself off a building, it'll make a loud thud
There will be no fucking warning, but there will be lots of blood
Dream of it everyday, please God let me go
I don't wanna be like this, I don't wanna be like that 

Show me something
Show me a light of hope
Show me something
Show me a piece of hope
I don't like it
I don't wanna be like this no more

I'm gonna need some fucking meds, I don't wanna get addicted
I don't wanna be like that, I don't wanna be dependent
To a drug in my system that will fuck up with my living
I just wanna die lit
I'm so fucking conflicted---

I don't wanna be like that, I don't wanna be like this
I dont even know myself, how'd the fuck it get like this?
My identity a secret, I can't even trust my sis
Pray to God, with my soul, he'll do a devious lick
All these government meds, they'd make me so sick
All these fucking pills and shit, it's all a fucking trick

I don't wanna be a Zombie, I don't wanna be a normie
I wish I was a  Zombie, I wish I was a normie
All these thoughts in my brain, all that shit so fucking corny 
I was just tryna vent, I'm so fucking sorry
I look myself in the mirror, all I see is fucking nothing
Not a vampire bitch, I just don't like myself
All these goddamn memories, I might put them in a shelf
So damn pathetic, you can't even look at yourself
Do it yourself, Destroy your Persona, go to Hell

I don't wanna be like this, I don't wanna be like that
But I can't help it, I'm just like that
My brain is so fucked up, I can't even help myself
I don't wanna die like this, I don't wanna die like that
I just wanna be a normal person, I just wanna be okay

Don't die like this (prod. Synergy)

strange faces wherever i go
all i think about is you
cant stop reminiscing 
i just cant stop drinking
i pray to God for nothing
i guess im cursed or something

i could never fit in anywhere
i only had you and you left
i never really understood life
why the fuck do i have so much strife

i guess thats really how life go
one day i will not show
one day i will dissapear
who'd really care though?

 lost again, lost again
who am I?
who am I?
who am I?
who am I?
WHO AM I?
WHO AM I?
WHO AM I?
WHY AM I ALIVE?
WHAT AM I?
TELL ME WHY

tell me why
who am I?
why I'm alive

Luci Percival

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