How to kill somebody
1. Fill them with love
2. Leave

 Verse 1:
 
Hello Diary! i'm tired of tryuing hard like rastafari van
Man never change tho - plane as a day. Who wasn't spark won't became a flame.
I am not made of steel, i've just being badly stinged, 
I don't want you drowning with me. There is no fun, please believe me like by 
you i never've been seen..  

I gotta seize my moment on top!
Stop telling me that my plan is upside-down
My type can't be tamed what maybe is good part
Because bring pain - is all what i love. 
Half of me hold in hopeless dream - (when) halt a long ago was been.
if only I'd feel...but all what can deeply covered with rust.
too much of "Me" - not enough about Us. Ugh!

 Hook:

On another side of the phone - not who you loved...
Wiping outta world - once and for all...
Vine is all over the floor - you should be proud..
Why it's so focking hard - blinding your own heart?

Verse 2:

You know fact - amount no matter of food a wolf get
He will end up in the forest - how curious played hand!
One pair is missing to make this house packed. tecular went day we met, girl
You spent so much afforts on the great fault 
Move that salvage remnants on a graveyard - who you'll blame now?
Just forgive and let go all crazy things that we planted! 
Like it never was and of course it will never happen
"Bailed mostly no cost" 've been half and halfen this time  
And part of him will be in that eyes that never lie 
Being dropped from the train on drafty terrain                   
love is always where you will never look
but all what can feel it covered with rust
That's how it was and that how it does ugh!


Hook:

On another side of the phone - not who you loved...
Wiping outta world - once and for all...
Vine is all over the floor - you should be proud..
Why it's so focking hard - blinding your own heart?

Blinding heart (Sound by Bobby Dunnit)

Al right, so the whole song is based on a dream i had recently. From psychological side i think it can be explained with my limitless depression and loneliness, so that my brain starts to coming up with anything which could make me at least smile.

I have chosen cinematic beat, for which extreme thanks goes to BROKEN BEATS(link will be somewhere here after ill figure out how to add it) not just because. I think it will allow you, hunger for suffering people, to better absorb all this hopeless essence of Tartarus which we have a joy to see here.

Dream was about end of the world as i got. "As i got" bc you always kind of appear in the middle of the action but the setting was dark. Just the feeling that there is no hope you know, no way out. Death is inevitable. 

And i was already sitting in a pub(which was located on the top of Malibu hills for idk which reason tho)  like any other normal lonely broken guy before his end - when everything happened.

There were Spaceships coming from the sky, whole glade of the ocean was covered with whirpools, tornadoes everywhere and chilling cold. Cold inside you know. To better realize my point of view was somewhere at Pacific Palisades i think bc i saw all Santa Monica bay all the way to Palos Verdos.

So the ships came and along with them She. 

The moment our eyes met stunned me. You know that feeling when you already know a person without even seen him/her before? So that's what it was, and i felt warm and safe like i think never felt in a long time tho. Ugh, sad.

She never told, but i knew that she came here to save me and the moment when my dream cuts happened when we stood in front of one of the gates of spaceship, waiting to get seated maybe or else and she looked at me, i asked her for a name although i already knew that but she said it out-loud anyway. Katrine. The Saviour. My Black Edelweiss.

Oh and yeah - the cover is an actual moment captured in time with my memory so i used Midjourney and bunch of another tools to bring it to real life so you can see what i saw. That is how she exactly looked like, fun thing that i've remembered but i'm telling you it felt like real i even remember the smell of her hair.

So while i go to meet a therapist who is obviously dying to see me, you guys have a great opportunity to enjoy one of the most depressing lyrics i've ever wrote. Hug you all and don't you worry - everything and everyone have a purpose. Best things always comes to those who can wait! 

Merry Christmas xoxoxo

P.s. 

1)Bobby Dunnit - is ONE HELL OF A SOUND ENGENEER with even more capital E that i used. (https://soundcloud.com/bobbydunnit)

2)Sorry for my English guys, i'm still working on it. Give me some feedback tho is it good? better be:D

3)Beatmaker link as i promised earlier (https://brokenbeatsprod.beatstars.com)

Lucky Fella

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