made this yesterday, facgcd tuning, shitty diy acoustic

red faced, i didn't know that you'd break me like this
build me up, tear me back down this time around
light up fast, hear my name
i'm a match, i can't run from shame, or you stupid games, i still love
i can't turn you on

is it gross to want you to myself?
is it wrong to feel jealous and cheated out of something that we never talked about

i'm used to excuses
i'm not gonna tell you how i feel, i need you to guess
and i'm sorry if you saw me cry
it's a sight to see, it's embarassing
i promise there'll be no more tears coming out of my eyes anymore
can i sleep on your basement floor?

riding on promises, you'll never get what you want
i tried hard, i went sore, somehow you still wanted more

gross (demo)

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Feito em 25 de julho de 2024, nunca terminado

Meadows

Sorry

Painting: Changing Costumes Back Stage At The Onna Kubuki Theater by Steve.D.Hammond.

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First draft of "hourglass memory"

The world made you forget

2024
ja tenho de tudo mas eu quero mais
eu ando pra frente nunca pensei em olhar pra tras
to ganhando em dolar ja falei q fodase os reais
ce ja deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta mais
deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta atrás
ainda bem q eu sai da lama vi quem sao os reais
essa e a nova trama siga ou não siga tanto faz
chegou minha vez de falar mano eu ja fiz de mais
e voce nunca botou a sua fe em mim
por isso que voce acabou assim
vai recomeçar eu nao vou voltar, e o fim
voce diz que e o mesmo mas e diferente sim
não teria problema se voce não mentisse pra mim
saquei seu esquema não te socorri
sei que não era amor mas me confundi

nova trama

prod me

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
yes i moved but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror feeling like something is missing
too much on my mind but i can't fix it
you know you don't gotta remember what i told you
i changed everything i could about me
i only moved like that cause i had to
i only moved like that cause i had to woah
you move like that because you don't even know who you are
please don't move so strange please don't move so odd
don't step in that mine when you in that warzone
cash out cash out cash out tryna buy guitars
i can't ever live like you it's not in my hard code
i went up the escalator with no door code
everyday without the blunts so fucking awful
i don't know what type of bitch you think i am
some things i just can't seem to understand
tell me that i'll do it tell me that i can
i don't wanna talk i don't have the plan

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
moving up but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing, missing, missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror thinking that something is missing

i don't wanna go yet i can't go right now
i'm too far up my own head i can't see the way out
saw a bird falling out the cloud it's phoenix down
don't give me that ball cause i'll kick it out
what's the point of saving all this money i should spend it now
i can't count these losses it's a big amount i know it's a long way up but don't try to come back down
i know just as much as you so don't pull me to the side look me in my face and ask what do we do now
and i dont mean to be rude but i got somewhere to be if you got something to say you should it now
i know it's the end i see it playing out if i close my eyes then i won't see the mushroom cloud
i should take you with me back on my way down

mywaydown

A brief moment

prod. me

alt title: yayaya freestyle

made the beat and punched this in in 2 hrs

im not the type that likes to sit around and wait
and if i ever cross your mind you know im a call away
and you had so many reasons but still couldnt bring yourself to stay
im still on go bitch im not quitting till i find a way
we're so up bitch finally
don't say that you're proud of me
yea i got @bugs he right beside of me
yeah this shitty life so irony
on top cause i cant fall properly
im on go so theres no stopping me
did it once i did it properly
dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore
i dont think i wanna do it
yeah you bitches thought that i was stupid
i know he's tryna go up still but it's looking useless
i can't let this money pile up im tryna use it

i don't wanna see you talk about it more
think i wanna hang up im so fucking bored
all the pills i got i got them up off tor
man that shit so garbage put it back in store

dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore

letting go

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