LYRICS:

Verse 1:

Hey there
Me again
I thought I’d let you know that
I made it
Are you proud
I wish that you were here now
Why the fuck do I try
I can’t sleep why can’t I die
I’m cursed to live here
Wondering what I did
What did I do
Just tell me
Just call me someday
I’m so alone I can’t breath here
The walls are closing in let me
Out this place
I’m begging 
Please just let me out of this place
Let me free
Lose the chains
I don’t know if i will make it

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 

Verse 2:

You found me
And told me 
life would get better if I
Held onto what I loved
Now I lay here with shattered dreams
Same thing new day
When will I feel something new
Same pain all day
Broken heart and fucked up wrist
I don’t miss you
But I can’t help but long for what we had
Why did I waste all this time
Searching for myself and I
Cant take this pain away no
This pain won’t let me go

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head

I DON'T MISS YOU

I DON'T MISS YOU [prod. CRCL]

You know nothing at all
Hands up on the wall
Caught up in the dark
Falling down from the start

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

I’m good
On surface
Cant hide the feeling 
Hide the feeling 
Hide the thing that’s 
Keeping me down 

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

Tell me something 
I don’t know baby
Caught a side of the dark 
Let it take me
I won’t go home tonight
Got no fear for the knife 
I said won't pick a side 
So come on 
Come 

Put your hands on me
Torture me some more
I can’t sleep
I might lose control 
Break me down
Till I fall apart
Till I fall apart

Hands

comforting

Keeps Me Breathing

Let Me Down (feat. Billy Sane)

Rivilin:

I know anxiety lives in me 
if I stay here will I lose my mind I think I've already passed that time
plagued by derealization feel like im looking through a fucking glass
feel like this ain't my body im just in a dream will death wake me up

these drugs no they don't mean shit when this body doesn't feel even real
can’t keep up a fucking job it feels like im just blessed with bad luck
try to explain it to someone but they don't understand
like why can't I be normal for a second so I can feel human

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Coaastgxd:


Every time I die I wake up
Every time I die I…

This time I'm just fine running away
And I'd sell my soul just to better the days
I never get a hold of this, I throw it away
I never know what to say, I make the same old mistakes

I been playing in traffic with my emotions and 
I'm closer to a rope than I been in a fucking minute, oh
Every time I think I'm getting better, I end up fucking sendin'
Now I'm back to the motherfucking beginning tho

Can't sleep and I can't wake up
"Life's tough, get a helmet and, shit, man up"
I been stuck and I'm spinning my tires up in the mud
Going nowhere fast, The ash floating over the sun

Rivilin:

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Scarlett FT. Coaastgxd

https://youtu.be/DGC-JmVwlpA?si=zgNJXipXcYdsTFmZ

lyrics

She got my time she got my date
She cast a spell, look up my fate
The crystal shine it captivate
She reading stars in outer space

Moon lit and the back wood with it
Ima spell bound wizard
To the full moon witches

Blood drip on the rock wrapped linen
Know the crystals fitted
On her neck gun glisten

This girl got my name and date
And I named the place
So she surveyed my spirit

My fate in the sky to live
A big black abyss
I feel so small in it

Blurred days, lotta years with the mind low
Wake up paying rent what a hell where the time go

Miss days skipping school for the quick smoke
Now I'm on the floor with a bottle still dead broke

I hear the witch hum, running through my system
Shawty got dummy off the water that the moon spun

Issa wisdom, starry in the distance
Flying thru sky take a sec or you'll miss em

Shawty got a spell
Full moon white
So she bright
When she heal

Got me in a hell
Reliving life
And strife
That entails

Bringing up the pain
Say the crystals
Gunna help
With the chains

Telling me the way
That the stars
Made me
Who I am

Stop telling me to wait
I ain't slow down
Rising like the moon
Everyday, till the suns out
Fully insane issa cycle
When moons out
Looking round
Homicidal
Feeling like waste of space
Like the earth rotates away from me
Great
Forever in a fucking chase
This place I crave I'm on the way

Blurred days, lotta years with the mind low
Wake up paying rent what a hell where the time go

Miss days skipping school for the quick smoke
Now I'm on the floor with a bottle still dead broke

I hear the witch hum, running through my system
Shawty got dummy off the water that the moon spun

Issa wisdom, starry in the distance
Flying thru sky take a sec or you'll miss em

Moon lit and the back wood with it
Ima spell bound wizard
To the full moon witches

Blood drip on the rock wrapped linen
Know the crystals fitted
On her neck gun glisten

This girl got my name and date
And I named the place
So she surveyed my spirit

My fate in the sky to live
A big black abyss
I feel so small in it

Moon Rock Shawty

MUSIC VIDEO

Moon Rock Shawty (CRCL) [Music Video ↓]

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Rivilin: @rivilin
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xrW21bT-yUA

Lyrics:

Shine
Darkness
There’s people inside
Mind broke
These voices they lie
Telling me
I already d!ed
Liars
I feel so alive
Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

I see your body dance up in the sky
So lifeless but you give a smile
And you say
It's ok
It's not like our life
Really mattered here anyway

40 stuck between
In the back seat
Dumb geeked
They capping ain’t the same
I'm a fact sheet
Trust me
Wide up and awake
Love a night shift
Create this
And lately I been dreaming wide awake
Imma make it

Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

So the sandman will sing
Feelin' stress issa mess drowning neck deep
Take my hand and search with me
Hearing shrieks in the walls calling me sweet
I wake up see him in my screen
Shadowed eyes in the back, help I can’t sleep
The shadow people wont let me leave
All the same need a change looping last week
Looping last week
Filthy in the back geeked
Shadows on the wall
I’m feeling like they trynna grab me
Cult up in the cut deep
Roots in different countries
How the f*ck we get here from the bottom
Now we up sheesh

SHADOW PEOPLE

$LOTHBOI x RIVILIN - SHADOW PEOPLE

Lyrics:

I've been missing for a week
Catch me nod out in the dugout
Bitch I grip it like a sheath 
I hit that, let it go
cop a base and let it go
Where the fuck your manners go?
Revy on fleek, bitch I got it on me
Wait
Said I been missing since the seventh
I ain't text a bitch cause lately
I been fucking with that resin
I been down bad
Shot a tank I down that
King a bitch I crown that 
Let me take a seat 
Let me take a fuckin, ugh

Fuck it up like I came to bomb a bitch it's do or die hoe
Where the fuck you get your manners? Bitch I shoot and tie hoe
Said that he fuck with what I'm doing 
You a biddie, bye woah
Sticking up butter call your mother
Fucker Revy I go
Wait Wait Wait
I put that chop it on a plate
I slang a bitch into the dirt
Now I can't even catch a fade 
I swipe a bitch like "this America!"
I'm bankin on my plays
Asking "why the fuck you like that?"
Tat it on my face
I feel like Yoimiya don dada
Hold my dick I might drop a 
Pussy with a hot shotta
Run it back you cop like a fiend
Bloody tracks up on my jeans, fuck you mean?
Call up zeta to the spot I heard you acting like a fiend (wait wait)
I spent six, on my shit, prolly seven with the woes
I can't let em take me down I promise Revy can't go
"How the fuck you get your name?"
Think you get it but you don't
Double tracks up on my veins 
I fill the void in black smoke
Bitch I pull back, all reg, all reg
Finna blow back, my head, my head
Fuck you mean boi? Go to bed, go to bed
Got a bevel on my capillary duck em what I said uh
(holy shit)
(ayo they can't sleep on you forever, keep talkin that shit, just wait, wait wait)

Missing Since the Seventh

Missing Since the Seventh (prod. Qrystral)

BATHING IN ACID, WATCH THE FLESH BREAK, BONES JUST REMAIN
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SUBSTANCE, A PIECE OF SHIT, YEAH ALL LOVE DECAYED
I'LL TAKE THE HINT AND ILL GO NOW, I GUESS SITRALINE'S NOW HERE TO STAY
THE HATE SWELLS IN THE GUT NOW, WILL I STAY OR EMBRACE THE PAIN

IM WAKING UP TO THE PANIC ATTACKS, 
IM UNSTABLE FOR TRYNA MAKE IT OUT JUST IN TACK
CANT SYMPATHIZE YEAH, DONT AGREE WITH ANY OF THAT, 
I TRY TO BUILD UP AND THEN I FEEL MY BONES INTERJECT

IT'S LIKE WADING THROUGH THE FOG NOW THE MEMORIES BLACK
DONT REMEMBER WHO THE FUCK I WAS GUESS HE'S NOT COMING BACK
THE KID YOU LOVED, SMOTHERED IN AN ANGER
AND YOU SHOVE, TELL HIM HE'S A STRANGER

AS YOUR’E MELTING YOUR BRAIN WITH DEODORANT CANS
HUFFING ON CHEMICALS, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN
YOU SAY YOUR HARD, THINKING YOURE A STAR,
I'D RATHER FUCKING KILLING MYSELF THAN EVEN GET ALONG

WITH SOMEONE SO FAKE, YEAH A LIAR, YEAH WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU NOW
YOUR EYES, THEY CHANGE FREEZE ME UP AND I SHATTER ON THE GROUND
WHEN YOU PUSH YEAH, TIEING UP A NOOSE YEAH,
ITS BEEN A FEW YEARS, THINK ILL CUT OFF ALL MY LOOSE ENDS, CANT MEND

Panic

https://youtu.be/vo6Ap47px6c?si=5HesHTI6h8_9mr1y
https://soundcloud.com/coolboifreshh

lyrics
_

They ain’t really fucking with me
Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions

Love is overrated
I think that it’s fucking dumb and complicated
In the end just leaves me numb and intoxicated
Ion wanna deal with the arguing
Done so done with this
Feels like there's nobody to talk to

Every time they talking
Got an urge to fucking bust teeth
Fake it till you make dumbest shit I ever heard b
Never have to watch a word if you speaking what you preach
Fake it till you make it? Get that pussy shit away from me

Let the love run
Let the heart thump
Free your brain

Watchu you want son
Watchu ain’t done
Make a claim

Take a fucking look inside embrace the thought that feeding flame
Let the love and passion be your guide thru all the troubled days

If tryna feel sum
Be a real one

And if you tryna feel dumb
Live a lie numb

Tap into yourself and learn to appreciate the crumbs, fly
Tap into the life you got and live it how you want, die

They ain’t really fucking with me

Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions
Yuh

Let Me Down (feat. Billy Sane)

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