Hobbies, red neck, crafty, window shopping, , , Goals, to one day have a place of my own and a job and kids and a great honest family. , , Would love to have someone to take me out and take me shopping, get my hair done, go to the gym, get my nails done, pedicures, ect. , , im unique in so many ways its really hard to tell u, i have been threw the ringer with this world. My past in very dark and hurtful to talk about, i have mental issues when it comes to dealing with curtain things, like arguing makes me nervious and i shut down, shouting scares me, i wont talk about issues unless im ready which mean when i calm down and can talk to u with out getting all worked up and up set. i do have an issue with men that watch porn while u have a girl friend and choose to masturbate then have intercourse with her. i will not fully open up to anyone i feel as though people should have to gain my trust due to the amounts of people i grew close to and they all left me. i am now 21 when i was 10 was moved to pa with my dads half brother and his wife, which torchered me and i was in and out of the mental hospitals bc i had a cutting issue bc i was lonely an no one took the time of day to spend with me. so then at 14 i was placed in a childs home bc they where done with me, so from the childs home i was placed in foster care, @ 18 i signed out of foster care and moved in with my fiance of the time, and his parents. That lasted four years, but i left him bc he no longer could tell what was reality and what he made up in his head. Now i am currently in a one yr relationship but he will not stop watchen porn to have sex, with me. We do not have a sex life anymore now that we sleep in 2 different rooms and do not have sex, he chooses his had over me but claims to love me. having sex with him is no longer enjoyable there are no emotions.

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