(produced, mixed, and mastered by yours truly!)

IM BAAAAAAAAAACK WEEEEEEEEEEEE

and new single soon WAAAAAAAA look forward to it!

i wish you love

love like you (steven universe)

produced by: avy & laruh
mixed & mastered by: avy & Vasyl Music
additional mixing by: Nico Requinto

pelikula w/ avy (janine teñoso ft. arthur nery)

stream on all platforms! (link to be placed)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6AudGp3hVcAhLdczPDRngX?si=c625fae11b744da3

Performed by: laruh
Written by: Larissa Mateo (laruh)
Composed by: laruh & RX Jimenez
Produced by: RX (@rx-jimenez)
Mixed and Mastered by: RX
Album art by: @MEQKIIO_ (instagram)

i worry too much (original)

maligaya (munimuni) - short cover

about my mere love-hate relationship with coffee.

lyrics:

i can’t tell if i’m high on the caffeine
or intoxicated, but i’m not an alcoholic
so please let me go back to sleep
i mean, i need one more drink

i don’t know exactly what’s going on
it feels like my head decided to malfunction
so please spare me the rest of the tea
when i finally don't feel fatigued

i'm so confused now
my mind is zoned out
what do i do now?
i need you somehow

hear me out, i’m sorry if i talk too loud
my conscience may fail me now, and you might as well let me down
so please don’t bring me to my knees
i want us to be at peace

caffeinated (demo)

let you break my heart again - laufey (short cover)

but i made it gender-neutral to fit my preferences LOL

stream the og: https://open.spotify.com/track/5BMN1T3BAodX7t5lZ3wJJP?si=2fb1e55b19e94267

she's pretty (out of my league) by neytan - short cover

lyrics:

my mind’s been running for hours on end.
you pulled the trigger by accident
and now i think that i was in the wrong.

could you think straight? ‘cause im in the middle of
processing all the things you just said.
i’m bound to tremble, i’m hanging by a thread.

oh, do you understand?

and suddenly you’re out of reach.
i can’t approach you like how you approached me.
this ain’t a love quarrel!
don’t say “it’s not you, it was me”.

was it my fault for having to bring it up?
are you also this close to giving up?
i fear that the thread that i’m hanging on to would just snap.

oh, do you understand?
i’m paranoid, are you mad?
and now you plead for company
when i’m right here.

and maybe all this time it was my fault,
but who am i for you to get back to?
i can’t even shake off the fact that i got to know you.
could i have known that all this would happen?
would i have known that you’d actually listen?
oh, if i had known, would you even call me your friend?

my mind’s been running for hours on end
you pulled the trigger, was it your intent?
‘cause now i know that i was in the wrong.

pull the trigger (voice memo)

um FINALLY. hahahahaha

this was meant to be my valentine's gift to someone, but now it's for a different puropose !! :>

also on YT: https://youtu.be/E6oXAIDHocI

kalsada - munimuni (cover)

sorry pala sa distortion sa may dulo huhuhu.

written, performed, composed, and produced by: laruh
mixed by: Dave Anonuevo

kunyari press description:
"leave it as is" by folk singer-songwriter laruh is the last track of loose thread, a three-track EP inspired by the feeling of falling out. The song expresses a longing for closure, especially when one cannot figure out where they went wrong.

What sets apart "leave it as is" from laruh's other songs is that this is accompanied by orchestral elementsand leaves off a waltz-esque feeling to the listener, as if it were meant to tell a story that didn't get its ending.

the lyrics are self-explanatory HAHAHA. feel free to interpret it as whatever.
________

they say that nothing’s gonna happen
if i don’t approach you.
and while i think they’re right,
i don’t know how to think it through.

because it hurts for me to not know
what i ever did to you.
but i’m sorry for being too much—
—i guess that it’s true.

perhaps i've gotten a little too clingy,
or i vent to you incessantly.
i want to know what made you think that
it’s fine to push me away.

because it hurts for me to not know
what i ever did to you,
and i’m sorry that i couldn’t grasp
that i may have hurt you, too.

so do you think it’s fine for me
to take what i can get?
just maybe, i’ll let go of you.

because it hurts for me to not know
what i ever did to you,

i guess that i’ll move on from this
or i’ll leave it as is.

leave it as is (demo)

we’re okay is like the eye of the hurricane. the calm before the second storm. the moment of relief before needing to face something head-on. i wanted to give that moment of calmness through a song, but it might make more sense once the EP has been released.

Performed by laruh
Written by Larissa Andrea Mateo
Produced by laruh

Lyrics:
the silence is deafening,
and i wonder if for you it’s the same.
for a while, i’ve been trying
to let it sink in - we’re okay.

for once, we’re not fighting,
and although i haven’t let my guard down,
i feel as if the air’s a bit more breathable.
the weight in my chest has been
lifted and i feel like i could
stay like this.

we're okay

lyrics:

was i being inconsiderate?
because i thought that what you did was, so
i laughed it off.
you said it wasn’t funny,
and i didn’t mean to take that personally.

i carried the heavy feeling
as i continued to walk beside you.
and i didn’t mean to fall on my knees,
nor did i mean to break into tears.

i haven’t had my coffee,
but my heart feels like it’s racing against time.
and once more, my mind’s been running
like it’s being chased by something—
—you did it again.
i didn’t think it through,
and i’m not mad at you,
except it hurts like i’ve been pierced by a knife.

what do i know?
i couldn’t tell if you were joking
or if you knew just how i felt.

do you think i crossed a line?
because i’m sure that over time
i’d go too far just out of spite
we’d probably end up in a fight
and i don’t think that it’s right.

i wish that how we dealt with this was different
‘cause i didn’t ask to feel this way.
now i don’t know if you considered:
you’re not the only one that’s going through shit.
maybe if i didn’t say this song was about you
you wouldn’t jump to conclusions,
we could have fixed this, but now it’s doomed.

i haven’t had my coffee,
but my heart feels like it’s racing against time.
and once more, my mind’s been running
like it’s being chased by something—
—you did it again.
now i can think it through,
and i’m angry at you, too
because you said it hurt for you like a knife.

what do i know?
i think the damage has been dealt.

oh do you know?
do you know just how i felt?

what do i know?
i couldn’t tell if you were joking
or if you knew just how i felt.

you did it again (demo)

STREAM ELSEWHERE: https://laruh.me/liai

Credits:
Performed by laruh
Written and composed by Larissa Andrea Mateo
Produced by laruh
Mixed and Mastered by Noah Alejandre
Album Art by senti-juke

Lyrics:
They say that nothing's gonna happen
If I don't approach you
And while I think they're right
I don't know how to think it through

Because it hurts for me to not know
What I ever did to you
But I'm sorry for being too much
I guess that it's true

Perhaps I've gotten a little too clingy
Or I vent to you incessantly
I want to know what made you think
That it's fine to push me away

Because it hurts for me to not know
What I ever did to you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't grasp
That I may have hurt you, too

So do you think it's fine for me
To take what I can get?
Just maybe I'll let go of you

Because it hurts for me to not know
What I ever did to you
I guess that I'll move on from this
Or I'll leave it as is

Special thanks:
"lomi"
Josu;
geiko
Jezdale
neytan
areli
Melowdic
Team Area 2
AxLH

leave it as is

you call me at ten
it’s as if for a while we haven’t spoken
you’re stuck in my head
and i’m sorry i left you on read

i’m not even subtle
is this but another feeling to bottle?
'cause i can’t assume
that you like me too
i can’t think it through
even if i wanted to
so will i play the waiting game with you?

i wake up at four
and i swear, to you i might be a bore
but i do not know
if to you, i'd be anything more

i’m not even subtle
is this but another feeling to bottle?
‘cause i can’t assume
that you like me too
i can’t think it through
even if i wanted to
so will i play the waiting game with you?

we’re out of the crowd
and i almost pass out
but somehow you’re there

and i could have sworn
i put my heart on guard
but somehow you’re there

and i brace myself
for what i’m to tell
and just ‘cause you’re there

my message comes through
you say you like me too
it starts to sink in, and i’m shocked that it’s true
i’m glad to have played the waiting game with you
i’m grateful to know that you like me, too.

the waiting game (demo)

fleeting (demo)

sino

sino (unique)

HI!

it's been forever LMAO but i worked on a collaboration with malayo_pa_ang_umaga (IG)/malayopaangumaga (Twitter) and it's finally out! we're very very very excited to have this released for the public to hear, so we really hope you enjoy this track!

--
illustrated and written by malayo pa ang umaga
performed by laruh

lyrics:
oh santan, santan
sa’n tayo ngayon tatambay?
paubos na ang iyong arnibal
hindi ang iyong kulay

oh santan, santan
sana tantanan na 
ng tadhanang malikot
ang pangungurot niya

ngunit, subalit, 
datapwat, bagamat
batuhin man ng kulog
tastasin man ng kidlat

mananatili akong palad
ng iyong mga talulot
banig ng iyong tangkay
lumutong man,bumaluktot

oh santan, santan, santan, santan

oh santan, santan 
sa tanang buhay ko
ngayon lang ako umibig
santan ng buhay ko

santan

santan (w/ malayo pa ang umaga)

i figured that my first cover of 8 was wacc, so here's a better version !!

8 - reboot

8 (billie eilish, rebooted)

here's a cover i made bc i got super bored,,,i actually did something productive the day i recorded this wowie

i love you so

i love you so (the walters)

(had to reupload omg im so sorry!)

here's an updated version bc apparently the other one was too soft HAHAHAHA

build me up buttercup (the foundations)

"o kay tagal din kitang mamahalin."
-

(YES I MESSED UP SOME OF THE LYRICS LOL PRETEND IT'S PART OF THE COVER)
i recorded this senti heartbreaky lovey-dovey thing last minute.

DISCLAIMER! this cover isn't for anyone, but i'm releasing it on someone's bday by coincidence... so it could be for them. who knows?

still for no one. but if y'all want to convey it that way, then so be it.

and no, the pov thing wasn't abt this someone as well.

burnout

burnout (sugarfree/3d)

ummm FINALLY some content 🤡 it's been a while since i last arranged a cover. hope u like it!

p.s. i illustrated the album art hehehe (original title is 'contemplate', which can be found on my art instagram: laruhwho !)

your universe (rico blanco)

this...is very impromptu but i did it anyway and i feel quite accomplished bc of it :>

i would rather live alone (iv of spades)

i had to postpone the upload of this but fINALLY it's here for your ears :')

words (bee gees)

AHHH new cover !! hope you all enjoy it. uwu

till there was u (the beatles)

haven't posted here in a while so take this HAHAHAAHA

garden in the backyard (bl)

lyrics:

i worry too much for
somebody that's not yours
but what am i to do about it?
what gives me the wonder?
if i'm not your lover,
why do i tend to overthink about us
if it's not important right now?

guess i'll sit
and contemplate
about how things could go wrong if we tried to
push ourselves to the limit
oh, just 'cause we're desperate
for love that we both think would last long

but i don't wanna lose
what we have now.

i worry too much (for somebody that's not yours) - original snippet

yellow (coldplay)

nothing (bruno major)

wannabe musikera. (･∀･)

feel free to support me at https://ko-fi.com/laruh !
for business inquiries: contact@laruh.me

STREAM "i worry too much" HERE:
https://laruh.streamlink.to/i-worry-too-much

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