jaydes - blind in agony

beat by @six-days-after-christmas
@menthol100s
marry me a rose
let my vessel decompose
need a fucking stop sign i cant ever tell her no
when she looked at me and cried didnt really give a fuck
put her tears in a mug man im so fucked up
how is she with me for life when i didnt want one
couldnt see the mirror cause i wasnt what i was
spilled my fucking ash tray need a new rug
when i was a kid all i needed was a hug

@keepsecrets
pullin back my hair while im pukin up my guts
im a pretty white bitch but my wrists pourin blood
lookin at my teeth all she see is gold slugs
ask me if im on a pill i looked at her and i shrugged
i was on my ass i was sleeping on the rug
all i ever really wanted was for you to be the one
i was so embarrassed when you saw me fucked up
i dont wanna think but my brain still does

why is she always fucking talking

Mandy-feel something

you gave birth in july

wifiskeleton everyone you know and love is out to get you

fourth of july got me horny and angry

and i swear to god i hate living
why i gotta die for u to miss me?
every day of my life is a pity
so ill make a song that shitty
ima smoke this green like safari
i just wanna cry cuz im sorry
i dont wanna see you in january
hopefully then ill be buried

SAD SHITTY GOTH FREESTYLE #XANANGELZ

ill always be a monotone fucking loser nobody anyways

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

evil

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