IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL 2021
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/5I6D3Lv7VQQ
Featuring @sepha-joey @rivilin and @tsunamiij 🎅
Prod. by Rivilin

Lyrics:

[SEPHA.]:

SO TIME GOES QUICKLY
AND WE LOVE REPEATING
A MOMENT TO SHARE
ALL THAT WE NEVER SHARE

SO FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S THIS EMPTINESS YOU FEEL
WHEN YOU’VE FINALLY REACHED YOUR HOME
YEAH LIKE NO ONE RECOGNIZES YOU
YEAH WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME
I KNOW IT’S BEEN A FEW YEARS
BUT TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG
THEY’RE THE ONES WHO SEPARATED A FAMILY
THEY WANT ME GONE.

SO WATCH THE FROST BUILD UP ON MY FINGERTIPS
NOW THAT I’M LOOKING IN FROM THE OUTSIDE
TRY TO RECONNECT WITH A FAMILY
THAT DOESN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M TRAPPED AT THE BEDSIDE
CHRONIC FATIGUE TRIES TO TALK TO ME
AND EXPLAINS THE REASONS WHY I’M ALWAYS DENIED
CUS YOU’RE NEVER THERE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE
THAT’S THE ANSWER WHY THEY WON’T ACCEPT ME

[TSUNAMI J.]:

I AM HEALING FROM THE YEARS
OF MY CONSTANT BEATING FEARS
I KEEP SEARCHING DISAPPEAR
MAN THERE’S NOTHING FOR ME HERE
I’M JUST CLEARING THROUGH MY MIRRORS
I BE HURTING THROUGH THE CHEERS
I BE FAILING TO APPEAR
MAN I’M FROZEN WITH THE AIR
I KEEP THINKING WAS IT FAIR
WAS IT PROMISED OR A PLAN?
EVERYBODY WANTS A STAN
BUT COULD NEVER HOLD A FAN
I SEE BLINKING WHEN I STARE
THERE’S A PROBLEM WITH ME MAN
I SEE DEATH UPON DEMAND
EVEN WHEN I HAVE A BAND

I KNOW
I JUST FOUND MY
FUCKING SORROW
OF TOMORROW
AND SO HERE’S TO
ANOTHER YEAR
FULL OF FAKE TEARS
CRYSTAL WHITE FEARS

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

Snow Blindness

Sepha. x Rivilin x Tsunami J. - SNOW BLINDNESS

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

Lyrics:
You see it seems like no one
Has done what you've done
I mean you still mean so much    
To me but I think It's time to stop
Do not fall again for you
I know that it will not 
It won't be good for me

I tried yet to forget you
God damn why were you so special
You lied to me, I know that you 
Never loved me that was natural
Your number is no more 
In the contact list on my phone
You were something more than I thought

I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work

Although I can't leave my bed
Thoughts cannot leave my head
I'm not trynna get you back
But I'm trying to move on instead
Sad how you would play with me
Dead that's how you made me feel
Since you've been with someone else

I tried yet to forget you
God damn why were you so special
You lied to me, I know that you 
Never loved me that was natural
Your number is no more 
In the contact list on my phone
You were something more than I thought
 
I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work 
I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work

STREAM

Make It Work (prod. grayskies)

Follow Tsunami J.: @tsunamiij
Follow kiLLa Laharl: @killuacrystal
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/w1TgJ1c6lW8

Lyrics:

I be looking like
I'm pissed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more

I be looking like
I'm p!ssed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more
Everyday is just a risk avoid
Everyday I gotta make some noise

And I keep mixing up my bags
With my rocks
Feel attached to the rot
It’s the smack that I brought
And I keep thinking bout the facts
In my thoughts
They come back with the lost
It’s the bags that I bought

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Man she’s been acting fake
What a waste
Watch her make another face
She’s product of the space yeah
Shawty wonders if she hates
It’s a race in the maze hit the brakes
We’re dependent on the games yeah

We’re too nervous and too fast for the rush
It’s a slash in the trust
I been dashing through the drvgs
I been going back to bags and the rust
You’re the past I don’t love
I'm just mad for your love

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

SHADOW PEOPLE

COLD SHOULDER

TSUNAMI J. x KILLA LAHARL - COLD SHOULDER

ASA - 0000 time (prod. capsctrl x 5head508)

(prod. gore ocean)

hook
cause I be falling at night
got a demon, i know this
swerving at night, got me high today im floating
tell her ill be fine, just say that i aint coping
tell her i've been trying but lately ive been broken
all on my own, in hell and im just fine
drip in my ride, got me out on ice
tell her ill be fine, just say that i aint coping
tell her i've been trying but lately ive been broken

verse
you a vibe
on my mind, yet again
you were right
told me i should stay away
sever ties
nevermind, me
im just hoping to make it before im lost in the matrix, and yeah I
told em to watch while i get cash
too many nights, no romance
poppin a benzo, blow ash
told me to let go, no chance
posted in the deep
this aint nothing new ive seen it all
tell me why you geekin when each weekend you be on the roll
im trying find my head, and tryna find where i belong
cause lately i been lost, everyday' s dragging on
they told me life gon change girl im praying that they wrong
cause i needa find some pain to put weight in my songs

hook
cause i've been falling at night
got a demon, i know this
swerving at night, got me high today im floating
tell her ill be fine, just say that i aint coping
tell her i've been trying but lately ive been broken
all on my own, in hell and im just fine
the drip in my ride, got me out on ice
tell her ill be fine, just say that i aint coping
tell her i've been trying but lately ive been broken, oh

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

broken

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Feeling

gothurted - feeling (ft. deadfish)

tear my heart out its begun
im so numb
bleed me dry,
ill watch you run

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

i keep taking refuge in the worst place
and the worst thing is i cant look you in the face

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

lalaaalalala
lalalala
(x2)

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do..

i do it to myself, and i do it too well (rinne)

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

Whispersinyahead - What's Mine

Luke The Great

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