It dropped me into sighs – the pointer that guided me until yesterday.
Following it, I can’t feel a thing.
It has lost its vibrance, ah, and it’s just frozen in place.

We are always being hit by the rain from that day.
Even though my face shows a paradoxical smile, I’m fighting desperately,
But I wish you’d say that it’s enough, that it’s alright now.

The pain is
Too much to bear.
I’m being pulled,
With great force,
To the other side of the light.

Ah, I shake and I concentrate.
Even if the certain days hold my feet in place,
Yes, that’s it, I feel your presence,
And it begins to turn.
“I’ve had enough of these listless days,” I say,
And I reach out and search with my cold fingertips.

Even the dreams that I forget upon following the outlines,
Over the buildup of turbulent nights,
Create a lie called reality.

We say that we don’t believe in anything; we’re only bargaining.
Even though my face shows an artifical smile, I’m fighting desperately,
But I wish you’d say that it’s enough, that it’s alright now.

The pain is
Too much to bear.
I’m being pulled
To you,
Completely captive.

Ah, within me,
All of the words and intentions are separating into each and every one.
Yes, that’s it; you, the one I continued to love -
I’ve had enough of these listless days
Of just replaying all that is you, I say,
And I blend into what lies beyond the cold night.

Now, within me,
All of the words and intentions are separating
Into each and every one.
Ah, I see you off from behind – you, the one I continued to love.

Still I shake and concentrate.
Even if the certain days quicken the pace of my feet,
Yes, that’s it, your presence disappears,
And it begins to turn.

I don’t need these listless days anymore.
I’ll take the dulled pointer and throw it away here.

Luki XRain