if i ain’t got you

your new favorite enemies to lovers anthem, from yours truly. available on all streaming platforms! here is a masterlist of my links to find me everywhere — https://www.campsite.bio/faithzap

lyrics:
[verse 1]
if everybody was dead
i still wouldn't want you
i guess humanity's dying off
but i heard what you said
i can't get rid of you
you're in all of my late night thoughts

[pre-chorus]
i don't know what i would say
if you asked me on a date
would i scream and run away?
or would i say yes?
do you even feel the same?
wish i could see inside your brain
i wonder what it would contain
but if i had to guess

[chorus]
i think maybe you hate my guts
but you also wanna fall in love
think about holding hands in a theater 
or running me over with your four-wheeler
but maybe it's not that at all
and it was always only me who'd fall for you
even though i don't like you
isn't that what we're supposed to do?

[verse 2]
if everybody found out
i'd have to kill you
cause i don't want things to change
i don't know when it started, but i know there's something
and i wish i could stop it
but i guess i'm just too late

[pre-chorus]
i don't know what you would say
if i asked you on a date
would you scream and run away?
or would you say yes?
do you even feel the same?
wish i could see inside your brain
i wonder what it would contain, but if i had to guess

[chorus]
i think maybe you hate my guts
but you also wanna fall in love
think about holding hands in a theater 
or running me over with your four-wheeler
but maybe it's not that at all
and it was always only me who'd fall for you
even though i don't like you
isn't that what we're supposed to do?

[bridge]
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to
you hate me, i hate you
but i like you, i don't want to

[chorus]
i think maybe you hate my guts
but you also wanna fall in love
think about holding hands in a theater 
or running me over with your four-wheeler
but maybe it's not that at all
and it was always only me who'd fall for you
even though i don't like you
isn't that what we're supposed to do?

If Everybody Was Dead

Funeral - Barbara - Memorial Song

// this is the original writing demo for "met a girl", final version is out now on Apple Music and Spotify //

I met a girl   who was 
crazy and proud

I met a girl
who was vivid and kind
\\
~ Tarune

met a girl ~ 021719 writing demo

could it be so insane

i wrote this bc i missed harry and recorded it bc watermelon sugar teas

watermelon bubblegum

see u tmrw

original song :) 
my friend han and i worked together on this concept of french love spells, she wrote a short story, i wrote a song. you can read her story here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-SNIie7HdMDsLwLigsT2tonRRVlkje3sw93KHgC0nwA/edit?usp=sharing

lyrics below -

have i known you in a past life?
i’ve never seen you before but you feel like my home
i feel safe, gazing into your eyes
je t'aime (i love you)
je pense toujours à toi (i still think of you)

take a photo in my head
of this moment, i never want to know how it feels
to forget the memory of you
you are a garden of lily and rose

one, two, three, four, five years with you went by 
and i barely even noticed the time
ticking by, i love you, i do
everyday that passes i believe more and more you’re the best thing that’s happened to me, though i’m casting french love spells on you

you’re a child of the sunshine
when you turn to look at me, the greenery in your eyes
consumes me for a moment in time
tu es mon amour (you are my love)

your laugh feels like summer
warm and loving, you’ve stolen my whole heart away
it’s right there in your pocket
& i'm not doing anything to stop it

one, two, three, four, five years with you went by 
and i love you even more everyday
please stay, i love you
everyday that passes i believe more and more you’re the best thing that’s happened to me, though i’m casting french love spells on you

it’s so empty without you here
i still remember how you whispered in my ear
that you loved me for the first time
my strawberry valentine
i’d give anything to call you mine

one, two, three, four, five years with you feels so short compared to forever with you
i miss you, i do
everyday that passes i wonder what would’ve happened if i hadn’t casted french love spells on you

i cast french love spells (demo)

cherry wine - patricia lalor

for the girl who loves him next by Delaney Bailey

Lyrics:

I always thought 
Maybe our fates were intertwined
Paralleled lives
Meeting as perpendicular lines
You were there 
When I expected you the least
And I think you must have felt the same way about me

I've seen you in grocery store aisles 
And on busy streets
I've seen you sitting in crowds 
And I've seen you in dreams
At times I've pretended not to see you
So we wouldn't have to speak
Because letting you perceive me
Is the scariest thing
I know the layout of your house
And you know mine
But I know nothing about you
After all this time
Never admitted that I
Would like to feel your touch
Or missed a halfway stranger
Quite this much

I asked your mom
How you're doing in the city
Said you've got a new girlfriend
Well, I bet she's pretty
And I've found someone too
But when my face is in their neck
I sometimes think of you

I've seen you in grocery store aisles 
And on busy streets
When someone asks you
"What do you regret?"
Do you think of me?
At times I've pretended not to see you
So we wouldn't have to speak
Because letting you perceive me
Is the scariest thing
I know the layout of your house
And you know mine
But I know nothing about you
After all this time
Never admitted that I
Would like to feel your touch
Or missed a halfway stranger
Quite this much

And now I'm on the
Red line
It smells like beer
And dirt
And I'm thinking
Of your face
Pressed up
To hers
I'm swaying in my grimy seat
Grappling with this feral dream
With my fists
I get off at
Harvard Square
And let you disappear
Into thin air
My thoughts of you
Are heavy but brief
They only get to me
Momentarily

I've seen you in grocery store aisles 
And on busy streets
I guess I always thought
That in the end
You'd come back to me
At times I've pretended not to see you
So we wouldn't have to speak
Because letting you perceive me
Is the scariest thing
I know the layout of your house
And you know mine
But I know nothing about you
After all this time
Never admitted that I
Would like to feel your touch
Or missed a halfway stranger
Quite this much

if i ain’t got you

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