MY PERSONALITY GETS ME CALLED GAY

Grand Slam (prod. Marionxo)

DIE 4 ME(demo)

2 pm (prod. remghost)

prod. @nevrfall

Lately death is an option you fuck up my brain still
This pain in my head never leaving yeah that's real
Fix all my problems just drinking on bar stools
Guilt on my chest for no reason like yeah that’s real

Time is no option, I wasted it on you
Bite on my tongue to feel pain yeah oh that’s real
Cold steel to the head so my skin knows that that’s real
I don’t think i can be here

You got time to talk?
Well i don’t need that
Please just leave me here alone
Like you did last year
Fucking angry for the fact you never once cared
Never gave me a reason to trust you 
Never loved me even once and yet i still did
Always liked some other guy i didn’t mind it
Truth is pain the only thing that i was left with
Kept away my fucking issues so you had a way to focus

Tell me whats wrong
Tell me whats wrong
Everything
All my shits gone 
All my shits gone 
Everything
Tell me whats wrong
Tell me whats wrong
Everything
Yeah my fit cold 
But my heart feel everything

Go stupid? Maybe go crazy 
Too much swimming round my head lately
I've gone too far for you to save me
lately all that I want is me to love me

ya my fit cold, but my hrt feel everything (p/nevrfall)

lyrics:

don’t give up 
I swear this time will be better 
I can’t stress it enough 
but some days it’s hard to get up 

feelings overwhelmed 
fallen harder on the ground 
things will get better 
but I don’t want to wait around 

(why does all of this have to be this way)

why does all of this have to be this way 
what could I have done to make you stay
drag my soul until nothing remains 
all I have for you is the angst in my veins 

tears fallen down 
if I tripped I would drown 
I don’t want to wait around 
watch you leave without a sound

Vacancy

Tears

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

Stream on Spotify

government building (prod. irby)

Mix and Master by Brody Mckeegan
Art by @thatohorra
Cover by Auras
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L Y R I C S
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(it goes something like)
Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin

I haven't felt happy in a long time
(I dont even remember what it feels like)
I only get manic and its not fine
(I only get manic and its not fine)
they say the shit runs in my bloodlines
(they say the shit runs in my bloodlines, baby)
or maybe its something from a past life
(I just really hope that some of you relate to me)

(it goes something like)
Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin
[James Colt]
Whoa
what am I doin?
no clue, but I gotta keep movin'
whoa
imma keep goin
through this life and through all of these emotions
lost in your eyes and im caught inside your trap
caught inside the tide and theres no turning back
try to ride my wave I bet that you'd just collapse
and thats facts

Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin

W A V E L E N G T H  ft. James Colt  [Prod. Dj Khaled's Son]

its weird how i just don't feel anything anymore

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Hurt Me Again

Hurt Me Again (Prod Splashgvng & Saint Tomorrow)

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lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

2 pm (prod. remghost)

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