Omg this is the feat I dreamed so long to happen <3 

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Call it what you want, I've been stuck I can get out this rut.
Don't duck around, coz, I'll catch you on the other side.
I spend my nights getting high trying not to die.
Girl if you ever loved me, hit me with a reply.
My bad, if I told you that I think there's other guys.
Im insecure, girl, and you're very sneaky.
There's times when I listen, I can't tell what you're meaning-
if you wanna leave me girl then say it you can leave me.

Red flags, everywhere that I look. I won't text back,
look how long that it took. Say that you gon save me baby girl thats understood- (to be finished)

Red Flag ft. romeo! (@goodnight.romeo)

[+] people change, but they don't change much
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86Ij9Qf31sg

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[intro:]
like how am I the bad one?
said that I could always have ya
now look into my eyes tell me what you see
I know im not real but I still bleed

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[verse: 1]
running thru my head
im startin to think there's something wrong with me
she done took my energy and cut me to the artery
I cant tell If this is real or just a fantasy
I been thinking of you girl but do you think of me
do you think of me, 10 toes down now you really wanna speak to me
I don't got peace in me, I been fucked up so much
there aint no stopping me....
I know u hear me when im speaking on the beat
I let it ride when I need.....
but you the one I need, one I need yea

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[outro:]
people change, but they don't change much
she just wanna hit me when im up
I stg I had enough
you don't even know how much it took to give u up
I still feel the pain baby even with your love

I don't wanna feel, do you feel me

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i don't wanna feel, do you feel me? (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

fantasy (ft. blackwinterwells) (prod. dead spyro)

Hurting,

Can you feel the pain, I feel tonight,
look me deep within the eyes,
can tell that I don't live my life, so,

Tired,

Of these games that we play,
you've thrown me into my grave,
it's like you never even cared at all,

there's scars all over my hands,
and burn holes from cigarrettes,
at least I'm numb, of regrets,

Take my life, but it's not my time no,
knife in the back, and a slit down my throat,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

Tried my best, I can't help your sickness,
lost in my head, will I overcome this,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

(My lyrics)

Into My Grave (feat. Skele)

bad luck w/ skele (prod. irby)

lyrics:
i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me 

yeah you hate me
but you wanna date me
stay a little while
and baby you could save me
spinning words around my head it's getting hazy
you could never love me fuck it i'm too crazy
fuck it up again when i see you around
kinda getting nervous when you try to bring me down
kissing in the back of your whip
we're going 80 now
driving to the end of the world
we're never slowing down
woahhhhh ohh oh
we on a comedown
looking at the stars while you're looking for your coat now	
drunken off your love so i'm looking for a kiss now
replicate your dreams and live through me
open up your mind to find the key
woah oh ohh
and i know that i can't stay young forever
but i'm waiting outside in this shitty weather
hoping that you can love me tonight

i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

support: https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

breaking hearts, like my shawty, do u feel me,
I’m fucked up, but its normal, u don’t feel me
don’t hate on the dream of a failure,
i just wish that i could just fly away forever.

waiting for the day i get to see her
she’s light itself, but im the reaper
darkness himself, lives inside me
i just wish that i could get these pills outside of me.

i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

shadow of my closet

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shadow of my closet. (prod.caspr)

cover art by @imtarnished

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lyrics
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tell me are the lows
really worth this high

coming down again
& i swore that it’d be the last time
yet here i am again
hoping this is the last time

ion wanna fight this
i been steady suffering (s/o @steadysuffer)
reminiscing on my life
without u

i wish i could i hate u
but i feel i need u
tell me are the lows
really worth this high

was it worth my time
to live in this place
with my face
in disguise

was it worth the lies
the things that i’ve done
i regret & despise

wake up
ion wanna wake up
erry days the same shit
fight & then we make up

break up
i think we should break up
u won’t let me go tho
so inside i break ugh 
fuck

i cant let this go

come down [prod. loopy]

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Was I supposed to
Say something before I left
I feel so underdressed
Am I opposed to
Selling my self-doubt
What is this about
Are you close to
The people in your life
What does that feel like
Don’t gotta show you
The catacomb inside
You see it in real time

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

I’m on the sidetrack
Got lost along the way
Saw clovers and sun rays
I’m comin right back
Now it doesn’t feel the same
But I hope it does some day

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

Now I’m jumpin out the window in the night
I know it’s a dream and i’ll take flight
(I love playing, this is a sandbox)
(I hate fighting, this is a war)

King Theta - Ego Fatigue

<3
lyrics
they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

I’m burnin up
i feel the warmth of her touch
i feel the rage of the sun
its already begun
imma make this my year
imma make all u hear me. x2

they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

bad luck w/ skele (prod. irby)

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