follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

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shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

Beat by cxld blxxd
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

I take my pain and I rack it out in a line
I take my brain and I trade it in for a dime
I take my problems and I put them on a pedastal
and if you wanna fuck with me first give me chemicals
But lately i'm better it's been incredible
I'm faded but now I'm just on that medical
and maybe my choices aren't that regrettable
Maybe someday depression will be forgettable

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

My life could be hell
My life could be heaven
I just can't tell
Which way I've been steppin
and I'm bettin
by 27
I'll either be living my dream or I'll be checkin out
I got all this doubt
Fear in my brain so I'm smokin up a cloud
Music so loud while I speed through town like
am I about to come up or go down

I take my identity and make an enemy
I take my greatest mistakes and call them destiny
I take my jealousy and call it empathy
I take fake love and call it chemistry
But lately I've been coming to my senses
I'm tired of living my life pretending
That I'm satisfied jumping over these fences
and climbing this mountain that's never ending

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

disguised (prod. cxld blxxd)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdG_DVN4gVc

(lyrics)
And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

And you're in my head,
I got a heavy chest,
Lay me to rest,
I'm only goin up,
I'm only goin up,

We're in the back of the club now,
Triple six,
Everybody want our love now,
That's it,
I don't need to go to school now,
Found my niche,
People bumpin all my shit loud,
I feel like somethings missing,
I feel like no ones listening,
Cause all I really want is someone next to me,
Someone next to me,

And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

enjoy.

together (prod.discent)

together (prod.discent) [VIDEO OUT NOW] [LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

check out the bros::
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

Dying 4 Ur Lips feat. Sleye ( prod. JOJO. x Sleye )

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

Producer:
Jody

Lyrics:
all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light 

dont fuck around 
u jus wanna put me down 
imma lay back, chilllin
watch yo body hit the ground
flowers bloomin but its not even august
summers rlly lonely when ur makin some hard shit

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

kais - all over again

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmUy3TPGp_w

hook

we been livin life like a movie
drivin fast
high speed through the whole scene
said she like the bright lights
and my black jeans
runnin it up how's life in the backseat? (x2)

bridge 1

we've been fallin for a minute
and i can't take this now
don't hold me down
throw me around
around

verse

hop out the car
bet they know my name
jump around ima star
in my own lane

you want me now but you didn't in the first place
breakin it down to you i got the worse ways (x2)

bridge 2

they,
walk right through
you,
now we're wondering
how we could make it out

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EShabKZD7XE

vocals by @supachefm & @shinigami & @savagegasp
production by @shinigami

ballin w/ shinigami & savage ga$p (prod. shinigami)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

lullabyboy

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