The Upload 23.11.19

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

MONEY SHOWER

prod @cxldblxxd

Dripping so pretty 
Yeah i’m high right now
I’m just trying to fucking clear what’s in my head somehow
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now 
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now

I don’t think you can love me 
Baby if you really fucking do than show me
I don't think you can love me
If you get to see my stupid heart it’s ugly 

Pull up in a fast car 
I’ve been spending cash hard 
I’ve would give up everything if it would give me your heart 
Know you’re fucking hurting know you’re dying inside 
I’ve been fucking trying i’ve been hitting phone lines
I would crash a fast car 
Id start to write some real bars 
Maybe it would help if i could just speak with my own heart 
Maybe say my real name 
No more hiding behind gloomy shades and cold days

Dripping (prod. cxld blxxd)

Prod @splashgvng
Lyrics:
I don't know what you want from me
I wish that you could leave me be
I don't know what you want from me, so I'll just carry on and try to find some peace and clarity

We aren't alright in a bad mood
Get sad we fight then we fall through
Come back we know it's the whole truth
When we hear them words like I love you

I wish that it was easy and I know its hard
I wake up every day and you're still in my heart
You're still in my dreams even though we're far apart
The distance is so hard it got me in the dark

We ain't alright and I'm feelin stuck
Try to climb out I fall back in the mud
Ima do me I don't need your luck
Grind all night till the sun come up

we arent alright (prod splashgvng)

zombie

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

follow skele

artery (feat. skele)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmUy3TPGp_w

hook

we been livin life like a movie
drivin fast
high speed through the whole scene
said she like the bright lights
and my black jeans
runnin it up how's life in the backseat? (x2)

bridge 1

we've been fallin for a minute
and i can't take this now
don't hold me down
throw me around
around

verse

hop out the car
bet they know my name
jump around ima star
in my own lane

you want me now but you didn't in the first place
breakin it down to you i got the worse ways (x2)

bridge 2

they,
walk right through
you,
now we're wondering
how we could make it out

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics: 
permanently stone-faced
always moving at a slow pace
off-putting like a gross taste
straight malort with no chase
and you can tell by my demeanor
that I don't wanna be here
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
yet all the feelings of self-hatred won't end
I've put a bounty on my own head
left myself roasted
punched myself in the face until my nose bled
then trampled all over my rose bed
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause everyone likes me but nobody knows why
and everyone cites me as being a dope guy
everyone likes me but nobody knows why
everyone likes me like jimmy fallon
like jimmy fallon

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jimmy fallon

https://soundcloud.com/odece

bad bitch, acting like you fucking know me
wrist slit, all my blood is on your blade
gonna quit, too many scars on my skin
admit - you're the sin so Imma pray

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

just leave and say goodbye
i don't need these pointless fights
all I hear is "go and die"
repeat, this time look into my eyes

look into my eyes, tell me that you want me dead
want me dead, you must have forgotten who the fuck I am
I have helped you like a million times
Don't want nothing in return and I'm the bad guy

I can feel your hands, double edged blade
scar myself, cut myself, for you I'd bleed out, god damn
Now I'm left alone
don't need you, just go home

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

leave and say goodbye [prod. odece]

[+] ok we both fucked up, it's the past. 
* prod by @prodjody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus:]
at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel like i'm to blame

[verse:]
you made me choke on the air
if you weren't aware
you made me think all the thoughts
that already there
and i fucked a bitch i don't care
there i said it
but i never meant it
i just wanna tell you i'm present
and fuck i'm a blessing

at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

i think that this for the best
fuck you, you made me depressed
gaslight me up then you drown me
i know you think i'm a clown

but you barely know me
you think i'ma flop?
i'ma ball like Ginóbili

and i know he's there
so i'ma keep moving like i just don't care
try not to think bout your hand in his hair
fucking burned all our photos i swear
hate your fucking guts
i want my stuff
i can't go home cus i think of your touch
i don't even know who the fuck i can trust
thought you the one
but you did this shit just for fun
im just a fuck
i just want love
i just wanna tell you i miss you a bunch
as i hold up the gun
im feelin real stuck

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel  like i'm to blame

i'm to blame

spotify + apple music

i'm to blame (prod. jody)

prod. balance cooper

INSTAGRAM: @swainesworld
TWITTER: @swainesworldd

lyrics:
i aint tryna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

ima give myself one
but i still do what i does
way too much shit to be comin undone
look at urself before lookin at some
hide in plain sight like a ghost in the sun

balaclava, opposite of sauna,
white roll thru like its a benihana

movin military, black boots on the ttc and im scary
papoose with the words and the alphabetty
look at me when im askin on who you betting
too busy getting baked like crocker betty

too slow with the pace like slowpoke
go broke, no way, ima cut throat

rather die than seeing you cry
grabbing the system and making it mine
all seeing, the most evil of eyes
pyramid scheme and im eatin your slice
nobody fuckin with me anytime

i dont wanna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

my nikes too white, too clean
if you get close they might bite, ouuwee
you roll dice, but i just get mine free
im all nice
look at him, look at me, old spice 

look at me, look at me, do my ting
stir, rotate, when i bake lines in
get more cake, and it makes me grin
get more face, and i let one sit
ride my wave and i push you in

off of the cliff you go
offin it, off it till you let me know
often i run it in circles, i spit it in person

perform like a circus
i swear like a verdict

i murder i murder

BALACLAVA (prod. balance cooper)

<3
lyrics
they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

I’m burnin up
i feel the warmth of her touch
i feel the rage of the sun
its already begun
imma make this my year
imma make all u hear me. x2

they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

switched up/glowed up

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

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