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Poems.

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Poems. (Prod. King Theta)

Lyrics:
im so fucking
hungry
i could eat a field of daisies
im so fucking
tired
i should get some sleep but maybe
its better if i

just stare at the walls
and stare at the ceiling
cause its better this way 
than to say how im feeling
probably wouldnt understand
i know thats why youre leaving
but thanks for taking time
pretending like you really believe me

you
gotta survive so i dont blame you for going

im
skin and bones, so maybe i can die soon
ill stay alone, didnt say where i can find you
im on my own, know you didnt wanna ride too
im running low, but ill save you from my life too

Hungry

HUNGRY

+] i don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UltKzzm-gjc

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LYRICS:

hook:
I can't let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love ain't good for nothing

verse:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
I could feel your pain baby we goin be aight
I just hope you know that im always goin be in sight
be in reach, when you speak to me,
ima hear the things, that you tell me

hook:
I cant let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love aint good for nothing

outro:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter

I can't let you go

i can't let you go (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

Lyrics:

everything gets better if you let yourself believe
ignore the facts
and maybe it'll get easier to breathe 
ignore the signs it's easier to be a fucking sheep
ur in their sights but they won't kill u they jus wanna hear ur screams
remember why we're fighting in the first place
it's getting violent finally and i taste blood
i can't tell if it's mine or not
i couldn't care if it's mine or not
i've had no meal in like 4 days
i'm unsure now if i need that to survive
and i guess that's my own fault
but still i'll blame it on you or try

its just a song
yea i know
but this is everything i'd say
to enlighten
any listener who wants 2 know my state
guess it wasn't that important 
hold my urge to fuck ur face
love sounds rlly nice until u get a fuckin taste
how she not around and she got me this fucked
i just made a good decision and i'm not even drunk
we all got a breaking point and mine's jus down the rung
think u better bite ur tongue 
oh no really 
bite ur tongue

if my blood stains up the carpet 
will it wash out all the same
i read a passage from the dead and they're offended i relate
we're wasting time 
get the point 
through your barely human brain
if you like a bit of comfort
ill be everything you hate
go back in time preserve your words
in undisturbed till fired clay
but only if you mean it 
cause meant words will read the same
one thousand years from now i'll be just another voided name
you'll come across it by coincidence and skip over my page

just another song (canyouseetheghost)

God I never really feel alright
I've been chasing my tail all night just to get a high
The truth is I'm never content with life
Link with the clique just to tell some lies
No I don't care bout this or that
I don't feel normal in contrast
I would much rather stay home alone
Away from these people, they all some clones
~
Pour some drink inside my cup I'm feeling wavy
Been so long since I left home I'm feeling crazy
~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Please come save me
I need you baby
You've been stuck inside my mind
Why'd you betray me?
But I still blame me
Cause girl you played me
Drive my mental crazy
Said this shit don't phase me
But it really do
I've been getting too high for a better view
think of all the late nights that i spent with you
Can't erase that; Gotta face that
Or ... face a blunt, shit maybe two
~
Hold on to tightly
To memories that we once shared
Run my fingers through her hair
Nowadays you're never there 

~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Left broken
I'm dust
Fucking up my life ain't nobody I can trust
You can see it in my eyes that I'm puttin on a bluff
Stay up late nights puffin on a blunt
No sun, grey skies
Problems; Don't confront
I stay inside loathing in my pain
from those green eyes
I might go insane
Catch me screaming in the rain
But still I grasp these memories like nothing fucking changed

Agoraphobia [Prod. luv2feel]

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

lyrics ⬇️
it was hard to see you last year
tear a page or two idk why I’m even here 

lost me when you heard silence
drive by when I just wanted peace and quiet 

she don’t ever get the memo
the less I talk the more she whine abt the money envelopes
like wachu got to show
pulling me apart when I wanna take it slow
If you see me from afar don’t think that I’m comin home
I’m had lost a game of love you did not want me to grow
why does life gotta be so tuff I wanna live I wanna glow
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

like please just let it go
you’ve done enough to hurt me so please 
leave me lone
I don’t wanna rest your soul
all this fighting gettin old
do you even really realize the lesson that you told
You don’t know how to take turns
takin money you ain’t earn
so I stare up at the ceilin 
wonderin what you worth
did I really miss her first

i think that there is no way cuz females are the worst
was it night or was it day when you gave me a curse
why does life gotta be so tough
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

if you leave me on curb with no body
ima find someone and give em some money
they like where you wanna go
life is so unfortunate so please just take me home
all my family thinks I’m stoned 
or is that what they know
i been trying hard to get away from anything at all
and she don’t pick up my calls
and that’s all my fault
probably cuz I called 100 times the night you did me wrong 
i think I’m lucky if a day in life you listen to these songs
and realize all the pain you cause
the burden that you was

let me watch the flames go up
while your friends hide in a bush
if I try to run away at least they would hook you up
think they wrote a whole damn book abt how I was such a crook
oh how it’s a shame
the feelings that you took

and I always took the blame
got me washed up in your looks
And then I realize I’m insane I start to coughin up my love
I’ll never get it in her brain oh my god let me give up 
the hundred times that I had said it
and you still don’t give a f***

what is your influence 
I think I’m watching too much horror movies 
is that it
or is that just my dumb conformities

I’m in the mist
facing problems never solving them

what is your influence (thorley)

Yeah
Rover in this bi- 
Rover in the cut bitch
Ye-yah, rover in the cut bitch
Got a pretty face, I ain’t worried about your butt, bitch
Got a bad bitch, ima tell her I won’t touch that (Aye-ya)
You know ima wrap it up when I fuck (Aye-ya)
Rubberband manny, ima flash that (Aye-ya)
He won’t get a penny out my jacket (Aye-ya)

And the jack’ vintage on my back (Aye-ya)
I’m a black manny, I’m a black boy (Ye-yah)
Stop throwing that up, you ain’t slatt bitch
Say he sipping wacky, and it’s flat (Aye-ya)
Man I like to wear J’s with the piss on ‘em (Yah)
And her tits pretty, ima kiss on ‘em (Yah)
I ain’t gotta say shit, it’s the persona (Yah)
Not a trick, but I went and put the purse on her (Yah)
Catch him and they finna put the curse on him (Yah)
Cross him and I’m finna wish the worst om him (Yah)
Viking on my shoulder, it’s some fur on ‘em (Yah)
Helmet, on my denim, it’s some dirt on ‘em (Yah)
Why they hate ? I don’t know, you gotta ignore ‘em
“Need the pape” nigga what the fuck you waiting for ?
I’m a ape, beat chest like i’m ignorant (2x)

Yeah
Rover in this bi- 
Rover in the cut bitch
Ye-yah, rover in the cut bitch
Got a pretty face, I ain’t worried about your butt, bitch
Got a bad bitch, ima tell her I won’t touch that (Aye-ya)
You know ima wrap it up when I fuck (Aye-ya)
Rubberband manny, ima flash that (Aye-ya)
He won’t get a penny out my jacket (Aye-ya)

Back up (12x)

Rover in this bi- 
Rover in the cut bitch
Ye-yah, rover in the cut bitch
Got a pretty face, I ain’t worried about your butt, bitch
Got a bad bitch, ima tell her I won’t touch that (Aye-ya)
You know ima wrap it up when I fuck (Aye-ya)
Rubberband manny, ima flash that (Aye-ya)
He won’t get a penny out my jacket (Aye-ya)

Ignorant

08 Hannah Montana

Lyrics:
Feelin like a low down, ghost town, leave em on the road now
Packed up all your stuff, and you left me all alone, My flow, it goes, you dont keep it on the low
I can tell girl that you want me cause you leakin through your clothes

Got a bottle full of gin, while I'm locked up innis bih
Cause I'm 'fraid to go outside, shawty you know how it is
Better not breathe in the air, that you poison when I'm there
Cause I'm choking on your lies, and you know that it ain't fair

Baby you dont gotta cry tho
You still by my side tho
Always gotta wonder now what's runnin through your mind tho
Maybe we'll get high tho
Laugh about good times tho
Up until I panic and I pass out on the ride home

Cause I know you'll keep me, safe-from-all-of-this
And I know you'll lead me, close as I can get
You cant see me reach me, pour a cup of gin
But I'm faded lean be, spilling down my chin

Poems. (Prod. King Theta)

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