@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

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trust ft. mental (meta)

#dynasty 2k24 is our year 
join the #dynasty discord server : discord.gg/VmVuPanTsc
cover art by @prodsoma
bitch i know im up next
she gon hit my phone i know she jus want sex
yea she see me n im ballin i got baguettes
bitch im posted up wit bro we gon hit a luh flex
bitch im runnin up this paper bitch im countin money
u said that u jokin i missed where its funny
she came to the crib she gon ride jus like a bunny
she said that she hate me but i know she want me
ay, i dont wanna talk abt it anymore
wanna love u but this shit be feelin like a chore
tryna play me, bitch i might js kick u out the door
tryna blame me, what u tryna blame me for?
tell me its all in my head
shit gettin too real yea its not in my head
so im stayin by my lone its jus me n my bread
ima stay away from u till i wind up dead
now im swervin off inna srt
see me at my worst so dont talk 2 me
i dont want her, why she comin on to me?
can u stay by my side can u follow me yea
yea, can u follow my steps
this shit makin me sick, yea that shit is grotesque
askin me for answers but this shit aint no test
yea she said she want me she gon say im the best

in my head (clvr) #dynasty

for lily <3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

starcrossed exclusive [*x]
『 breathe 』
produced @seoulisms @overoveroverover
vocals @h3artch3rades @nark0tyk

overseoul returns with another soundscape
ty h3artch3rades, narkotyk!
discord in links

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[h3artch3rades]
feel like it's starting to sink in now
weights on my feet and i'm sinking now
pulling me deeper and deeper down
deep enough i would touch the ground
i know it should've been easier to be left alone
none of the promises i ever keep are set in stone
i cannot settle my life is like a rolling stone
i've never found a place that i could ever think of as my home
my world's constantly changing
can't find the right place right time
holding my head high
expecting a landslide
preparing for end times
but seeing no end in sight
i stay my course
i lost sight of what it was i want
i lost sight of what i was fighting for
give me an eternal lifetime
and i still couldn't think of what i want most in the world
holding my heart tight
so no one would see inside
i would swallow pride
than take a peek inside
how could i show something that no one would even like
entropy falling on me and now i feel like nobody
feel it in my heart and soul i feel it in my whole body
can't force me to vacate i will always be a homebody
knives inside my heart and chest i was hoping no one would see it
can you see it
i can see it
can you feel it
i can feel it
feel it deeper
and deeper
and deeper
and deeper
deeper
sinking beneath the cracks in the fever dream that i'm deep inside

-
ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵗᵃˡᵏ , ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉˢˢ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵉᵃⁿˢ
ⁱ ʰᵉᵃʳ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ , ⁱᵗ'ˢ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ
-

[narkotyk]
yeah yeah yeah
x3

breathe, just breathe
take in what u see
i can never be what u want me to be
i can never see what u see in me
so u better breathe in slow yeah
count to 3
x2

cant keep my head up
i can’t stay sober
will u still be here
when the nights get colder?
i never thought it’d be like this when i got older
i never thought i’d feel like this,
i shoulda told her

i just can’t feel anything
i’m drowning in the deepend
but i don’t need u to save me
i feel like i’m suffering
i don’t need ur help
yeah ur gonna try and change me

breathe + h3artch3rades, narkotyk (p. seoul over)

prod me
recorded november last year
probably my favorite emoplugg beat i made
hope you guys will enjoy it

https://open.spotify.com/track/0QYxDASCxqKf6BxdjwAPVb?si=e9f1ca6365484702

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lyrics
are you doing okay? are you doing fine?
hope you stil alive hope you still alive
never give up you'll touch the sky
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out work out

i have so many regrets i can't count them
and the list going on
and if i one day disappeared nobody would even know
pls just fucking for yourself becasue
nobody would do it for you
and i hope you'll find someone you love and
who treats you the best in the world
all the hard work pays off
but you gotta sacrifice your heart
do your best and never look back
and all these bad memories will fade away

fade away fade away fade away fade away
all these memories will fade away

are you doing okay? are you doing fine?
hope you stil alive hope youu still alive
never give up you'll touch the sky
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out work out

work out (me)

prod @pw4prez n @3lifez
#DYNASTY 4 LIFE
@v2nthan my brothaa <3

@terastic
heard he talkin shit then come n find me
im wit yo bitch we eatin lychee
posted at tha mall i cop designer this shit pricey
dont wan think bout my problems dont fuckin remind me
bitch im goin up, idc if u dont like me XD
IM COUNTIN BANDS BITCH I GOT MOTION
she did me wrong but u know i cant show emotion
posted with my brothas in the back we sippin potion
boy u not goin up, so why u tryin? that shits hopeless
oh shit...

they all be sayin i fell off so i had to go n jus do it again
always tryn hit my phone, dont talk to me cz we not friends
they all wan fuck wit me now, i tell em ion wan make amends
she said she'd ride or die for me, but is she gon stay 2 the end?
(x2)

@v2nthan
yeah i spent my time on all this shit i don’t even care about
yeah i lost my love, lost my trust, shit i’ll live without
huh, yeah i’m not that type of guy
but let’s watch the stars tonight 
i’m running i’m out of sight
like are you my ride or die?
6 bullets like homicide
crowd jumping like suicide
now i’m asking like “why’d you lie?”
had to tell her we’re out of time
yeah this shit is like poison
no i can’t deal with that hoe she annoying
i gotta put it aside cuz i’m floating
me and tera on top and they know it

ride or die w/ venthan (sochi, koir) #dynasty

starcrossed exclusive [*x]
『 could've been 』
produced @seoulisms
vocals @kenesukoh @mis4ortune @cld

had to repost sorry
discord in links

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[kenesukoh]
thinking about what we could’ve been…
lately i've been tired of living
i just wanna know what's been going on

oh every night, i try to lucid dream
reminisce about the past
just to go back

lost all my time
tryna make things right
baby what can i do now,
do you know how?
oh, for the rest of my life…

[mis4ortune]
i can’t decide, everything you tryna hide from me
love of my life, i thought you would be my ecstasy
i tried, i tried to bring you back 
from that misery
tell me why you leave? x2
i thought i’m already being good for you
but shawty stabbed me behind my back, i turned into a fool
i thought u will be cool, u promised to turn my heart in two
don’t know what to do
losing all my hearts to you

(how you been? 
it’s been so long when you gone
i’ve wrote for you a song to sing on
to remind me that you gone
you’ve gone, you’ve gone for awhile…)

[cld]
take what you can get, baby i can’t give no more
all the problems that I tell you about, you ignore
you don’t care at all, i don’t wanna hear it now
don’t you try to say you changed, i won’t hear you out

tell you forget it and wonder why i’m leaving now
and i mean you can’t go, but I don’t see a reason to stay
leave me behind, like you did before
the way you hurt me,
that’s something i can’t ignore…

could've been + kenesukoh, mis4ortune, cld (p. seoul)

blxty kairo ♪♫♪ forgot ·˚ ༘ (rexiroh)

i been deeply in love since november
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @violetxx9
[chorus]
haven't heard from her its always been so long
but its always seemed to end up like this
man i'm so pissed
your hearts frozen its a cold kiss
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around
[verse]
i feel as you don't actually love me like you say you do
even with all of these thoughts in my head i still think about you
even with all the dark nights in my bed i still want to be with you
even then whenever we argue i don't want to start something new
just know that we will be okay
i wish for the better days
to feel warm rest under my shoulder
must make sure our love don't get colder... days...
[chorus]
haven't heard from her its always been so long
but its always seemed to end up like this
man i'm so pissed
your hearts frozen its a cold kiss
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around
[verse:2]
you're unfrozen it was chosen
our trust それを破壊することはできません。
watch me bleed out
pull my heart out
our trust それを破壊することはできません。
[outro]
i need something to cool it down
its so hard for my words to come out
as the singing comes from my mouth
i hope you hear them and come back around

cold kiss

cold kiss (violet)

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slow down @jayysoulja @prodmelik

sequel to "lovesick"
mastered by me
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d ^_^
[hook]
if you leave i'm coming after you
when you bleed i bleed right after you
if you need me i'll be right there for you
and i'm so homesick i can't go without you
and it don't matter
how we fix it
my hearts your shelter
when you need it
i'm too lovesick
its a virus
i wish there was someway
we could hide it
[rans0m]
if u were to leave tell me who would take your place
i cant get it right always make the same mistakes
you were always duckin why u gotta be so fake?
wont accept apologies sorry its too late
oh now you wanna act brand new
we all kno that you ran thru
we lost the spark to our candle
every single thing that we had it was dismantled
[hook]
if you leave i'm coming after you
when you bleed i bleed right after you
if you need me i'll be right there for you
and i'm so homesick i can't go without you
and it don't matter
how we fix it
my hearts your shelter
when you need it
i'm too lovesick
its a virus
i wish there was someway
we could hide it

slow down @jayysoulja @prodmelik

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