It's been a few days since I saw you last
And there's a few things that I have to ask
And so the first is, do I hold you back?
And did I fuck up too many times?
Found the bad I know you'd find
And just need some time and space
We've fallen out of place
But I pray to God we don't lose connection
Just need to see you smile or maybe stay awhile
Before we lose all sense of direction
Is it too late to say, too late to say
That I'm sorry for the things I do?
I'm missing you like shit today
And as the world spins on its axis
Seems like it's brought me back here
To say, "Oh God, not this again"
Yeah I haven't seen you smile this whole time
It bums me out and makes me wonder why I can't do right
And I'm trying my best, I promise (I promise)
And I want this as long as you want it
You asked me where we could meet
I found you there at Lime Street
One cig left in the packet
Stood shy in your dad's jacket
A moment I'll always keep
Oh, take me back to Lime Street
I swear to God you save me
Oh, I swear to God you save me
Is it too late to say, too late to say
That I'm sorry for the things I do?
I'm missing you like shit today
And as the world spins on its axis
Seems like it's brought me back here
To say, "Oh God, not this again"
Is it too late to say, too late to say
That I'm sorry for the things I do?
I'm missing you like shit today
And as the world spins on its axis
Seems like it's brought me back here
To say, "Oh God, not this again"

neck deep - lime st (acoustic cover)

a cover of modern baseball's 'fine, great.'

modern baseball - fine, great (acoustic cover)

a part of me - neck deep (feat. brigette hackleman)

i wrote this song about the struggle with depression and anxiety.. please listen with an open heart.

i'm sad because i used to be happy

Take It EZ, Bro

just because things change, doesn't mean they get better
in fact; most of these days we waste trying to find a new place for us to reflect on memories passed
i'll run away from it all, find a new place just to call my own to escape my problems, just like you
you're just like me, too
i can feel it in my bones
i've come so far from where i was, just to fall right back in again
we're all the same

in memory

I store my deformed life in a ruck sack
I sleep tight for one night then make tracks

My esteem is laying low
Outside my comfort zone
As I make friends with grief
A voice inside of me says

Hang in
It's times like this you need
Experience will teach you
The things to not repeat
I’ll keep my adventures company
They make me feel complete
Because without them I wouldn't be me

I filled my red eyes with contacts
Fly by an invite from a callback
In hindsight I should have signed the contract
In a fortnight I was made light due to cutbacks

My esteem is laying low
Outside my comfort zone
As I make friends with grief
A voice inside of me says

Hang in
It's times like this you need
Experience will teach you
The things to not repeat
I’ll keep my adventures company
They make me feel complete
Because without them I wouldn't be me

Without them
Yeah without them
Without them I wouldn't be me

Hang In (Me vs Hero) - Alex Lulow

TSSF - EMPTY SPACE COVER

The Wonder Years - Passing Through A Screen Door (acoustic cover)

I’m sorry
I fucked up
I needed time to grow,
be strong, and Love myself
Take time to grieve, yourself 

From the paper to the pen
To the way that things have been 
Inner struggles in my head 
Leaving me with thoughts of death 
Not to me now, cause the past me learned how 
And the person that I’ve been rots in hell for how I’ve treated you 
How I’ve treated 

Everybody in my life
My words cut deep just like a knife
Especially you more especially me
I couldn’t see my wrong or right
This journey has refined my life
But I miss you on this side with me

I wish I understood the things I put you through 
I just didn’t know how to be there for you

Sorry (Prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

Lulow - Sorry (Prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

A lesson lived is a lesson learned
And I’m only bummin cause I hadnt seen it first
Didnt feel it comin, but we both know I deserved it
I ain’t poppin percis cause I know its never worth it
To accept the fact it was always me
Im gonna need a freezer cause these diamonds aren’t free
My mind is always filled up with the worst anxiety
Yeah it’s a constant battle; insecurities 
My mind is running dry Cause I really haven’t eaten
Can’t help but to cry, I’m having trouble sleepin
Hate to stay awake from the thoughts that I’m thinkin
Have to take the L like no matter how I’m feeling
I have to Give it time
Give it everything I’ve got
I’m Teared up on a dime 
Not like any other thought
I really hope she’s fine and she got time for her mom
I know I have been wrong but man, she’s my only one

Lulow - Only 1 (Prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

I hear you're having trouble getting sleep and being yourself lately. So what's the point in all of this when what was said was wrong? The words came out all wrong and I can't change the past, or take it back. But we live and we learn cause we're put on this earth as a humankind; we're intertwined. And we're falling short of who we used to be. 

Just don't be shy and don't be nervous: trace your heart back to the surface of letting go. Dear god, please don't let her go. 
I've got this sickening feeling. I stayed home for a week or a month, just as long as it hurt when I lost control. I thought you'd know that we live and we learn cause we're put on this earth as a humankind; we're intertwined. And we're falling short of who we used to be. 

We're only human.

who we used to be

vexxed (prod. Lu_Lo) [** LIL PEEP TYPE BEAT**]

it's a lonely road, but i'll leave somehow
maybe run away

i'm running away

i've been sad, can you tell?
i've been down and you're well
but i'm running away
i've been mad 'cause you felt like a rose-gold hell
but you're rotting away

running in the rain fucked up 'cause i fuck with the pain
you only want me when you need something
it was never meant to be
look in my eyes when you lie to me
we left our future in the past
i left, but you gravitate back
now the pills and the liquor on my breath get me so numb

Rose Gold (feat. Sad Mccn)

don't let the weight pull you down without a challenge
'cause what i see right now; it's so beautiful
the stars in the sky, they coexist to help you seek true balance
and i try to help you, but what can i do

Earth Interlude

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