hey everyone! I've been sitting on a lot of old music, so I've decided I want to start touching them up and releasing them ^^

This one's called Front Seats! I wrote it a couple years ago, back when my relationship with my bf was really new, and I was having a lot of worries about all the emotional baggage I was coming into the relationship with. (Also, I just really like driving.)

I hope you love it!

Front Seats

Surprise! I'm finally releasing my album, and this song is the prologue! This is an old song, one that I wrote years ago when I was 16 and struggling to make sense of everything that was happening to me at the time. It's a song about being lost, needing guidance, and finding solace in something that's always been a constant... the moon.

Verse One:
Open the window tonight
It's quite a sight
The silver sky, aglow

I am lost, I'm confused
Need advice, what to do
Tell me, man in the moon

Chorus:
Where do I go?
What do I say?
How can I rise and face the day?

Verse Two:
Walk out the door in a trance
My moonlit dance
The silver sky, ablaze

I'm astray, overwhelmed
Need a guide, or a spell
Tell me, man in the moon

Chorus:
Where do I go?
What do I say?
How can I rise and face the day?

When do I grow?
Who will I be?
What do I do when
It's time to leave?

Man In The Moon

"It's a world that I'm moving out from soon."

The second song I'm releasing from my album is called Painfully Me. The animated video was done by the super skilled Ranger! She was so incredible in bringing this video to life, so please visit her links below and show her lots of love!!

Ranger's YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCacq-4RC69rxDSQ9WS59qpA
Ranger's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ayala66k/

Lyrics:

Verse One

I hear the laughter outside my room
It’s a world that I’m moving out from soon
And I’m friends with all of them, but lately I’m sick with sadness
If I were someone else, I would be immune

Chorus

But I’m painfully me
And only when I daydream am I free
Only when I close my eyes and see
The make believe

Yeah, I’m painfully me
And I rely on false realities
To make me feel like maybe I can be
A galaxy

Verse Two

I’m too familiar with the floor
Cause that’s where I go when I can’t endure
And I’ve got so many things I want to do but I’m hopeless
If I were someone else, I would do more

Chorus

But I’m painfully me
And only when I daydream am I free
Only when I close my eyes and see
The make believe

Yeah, I’m painfully me
And I rely on false realities
To make me feel like maybe I can be
A galaxy

Bridge

And I’ve spent a lifetime
Dreaming in my mind
The things that people say

The sneers and the praises
The “how could you say this?”
I’m proud and so ashamed

I’m gazing at the sky
Up there it all seems fine
And I would be taking flight…

Chorus

But I’m painfully me
And only when I daydream am I free
Only when I close my eyes and see
The make believe

Yeah, I’m painfully me
And I rely on false realities
To make me feel like maybe I can be
A galaxy

Painfully Me

made this for someone close to me as a gift, I hope you enjoy!

entry two- trivia

Written after a haunted house, feeling awful but incredibly grateful for my roommate's compassion.

Interlude: Moonbow Rondo

Written from 12AM-2AM in the third floor side lounge, afraid to leave for fear of running into someone.

12AM

Written at 3AM in the third floor side lounge, still too afraid to move from the room.

Late upload but I made a song a couple weeks ago in two hours ^^

YouTube video is here: https://youtu.be/YCe6NEK9VB8

smol song (two hour challenge)

another late upload but I made a song in one hour on a bus, based off of a text post!

YouTube video here: https://youtu.be/UXl4Tn3oy4k

lighthouse (one hour challenge on a bus)

Hey guys! I made a remix of Noir, by the lovely SUNMI. Alas, I don't know Korean, so I couldn't sing it- but I played the synth melody in one take! (hence the slight imperfections, haha. Maybe I'm just too used to quantizing everything!)

I hope you guys like it!

Noir by SUNMI (Lumelle remix)

hey guys!! made a little something- it's the first of twelve commissions for my friend Rivvy <3 Hope you like it!

lumelle

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