INSANO

ILL WHAT I BLEED

Harry Potter Chess Scene (Zeo Remix)

I think I might need u real bad... 
@prodfauxes

need u badly (prod. fauxes 狐)

Lyrics

Back out here on the mic 
Everyone out here sound like they in a psych 
Or maybe its just me, saw Saw on a bike 
Everyone in the room seems high as a kite 

But Thats what they want, got you in their sites 
Doesnt matter what side, left or right 
Wanna control the world take away your rights 
Turn every country into the Third Reich 

I dont get how all these new roads get paved
Everyone claiming that they all be saved 
But they aint livin for Jesus’ name 
They out here playin the government’s game 

Im just tryna help you, were one in the same 
But youd rather fight and pick me to blame 
Sayin I need to shut up and obey 
But you dont know what i am actually sayin

Im tellin you that this whole thing is insane 
Dont even need a mentally ill brain 
To see what these people are doin again
They feeding on lies, they feeding on pain 

The media blinds you and feeds you all lies 
Yet you people eat it like its apple pie 
Every day we wake up, more people die
But you wanna tell me how to live my life?

You tell me maybe I need a girl to understand 
What its like to be a man 
But im telling you i aint playin 
Nah 
you need to understand 
Only God can make a man 
Not your girl who secretly behind your back on OnlyFans (thats cold) 

Oof, bettah back up back up 
Yeah, bettah back up back up 
You aint listenin to me
Wanna leave me on seen 
Something you can clearly see 
Just dont want to believe 
But ya know what i mean 
Stop living your fantasy 
And just open your eyes 

Silly me I thought i could be a voice of reason to you and your friends 
Im so sorry I didnt mean to hurt all of your your feelings
Old folks and politicians say its my brain,  going through a phase 
Let me go back to saying nonsense before I get tazed 

Look! Oh my gawd, Aliens, there in space (no way) 
UFOs, Pentagon, Trump’s Case (wait what?)
Whoops! 
Look  here, not there, look away! (Look away!) 
Rocky Road Ice cream, we got cakes! (Yum yum)
Pedophiles, youtubers, whats the difference (there isnt one)
Got the Epsteins, Got the Clintons, whats the difference (there isnt one) 
We got money, we got paper, whats a sentence? (There isnt one)
Bail me out, Im Hunter Biden, dont be snitches (woah what)

Now none of that really makes sense 
But put it together and i promise it does 
Nothing in this world cost 5 cents 
Dont be getting on that Harris Bus 

Only Jesus can save us from Death 
Only Jesus can save us from Debt 
Only Jesus can save us from Feds
Stop believing in the government 

Corruption greed power 
That is all they devour 
They dont care about us
They dont care about what is Just 
They just want your trust
Something you can clearly see
But ya know what i mean 
Stop living your fantasy 
And just open your eyes 

Open your eyes to the world around you
The end is here with or without you 
Only two sides matter in the end
So which side ya gonna pick my friend only one sode is the right choice
I dont know what your gonna say cause I am on my way home.

Open Your Eyes (Prod. Riddick X)

Lyrics

Every time 
Every where
My brain just seems to go off on its own i swear 

Try to think 
Try to care 
But my mind never seems to really wanna go there 

Ive messed up 
Ive made mistakes 
And everytime I fall forget to hit the breaks 

So i overthink 
I overshare 
I scare away the people i love, it isnt fair 

I dont understand why i do this to myself everytime 
The only time it works for me is when I have to rhyme 

Cause then i can make music that will help me pass the time 
But now i wonder did I just commit a crime? 

Not a crime against society, I meant a crime against me 
I dont really get it, why do stupid jokes offend me? 

But if i say that outloud, everyone’s against me 
I feel like the whole world is against me now, it drives me crazy 

HOOK:
I dont know why i get so scared to share the stuff thats on my mind 
Maybe its because I allow them to control me all the time 
I dont know why I overthink every single thing I am in
Maybe its because that its just who I am 

I dont really get it 
Why are we back on it?
Everytime i solve it, it comes back and just dissolves it

I dont wanna be here
I just wanna leave here 
Sick and tired of always being taken over by my fears 

I just wanna be 
Normal in my life, ya see 
Always being told im too weird for the group so im saying in honesty 

If i could change who i am i would 
Because now honestly 
I hate the fact that I overhink everything 

Dont even think about it 
Just go ahead and do it 
But if i do it, there could be consequences, God what am I doing? 

If i dont do it 
If i dont pursue it 
Theres a highly likely chance that I could lose it, what am i doing? 

I dont really know what to do 
Afraid I could lose you 
It doesnt matter, gotta say whats on on my mind we gonna get it through 

Unless we start overthinking again
Here we go again
Now we on attempt number 10 

Repeat Hook

I know i gotta get better 
I know its gonna get better 
But in order to get better 
I need to do and pursue things 
That will help me get better 

Gotta stop overthinking these things
Just gotta go out and do these things 
Yeah i gotta stop overthinking these things 
I gotta go out and just do these things 

Repeat Hook

Overthink

Lyrics

Yeah cant believe its time to wake up
Yeah Cant believe its time to get up 
Do you hear the bells ringing loud?  
Everybody crowd around 
Bettah tell your kids to listen up

No body on this planet’s perfect 
Everybody out here is a reject 
Everybody out here is a damaged person 
Not a single person can tell me different 
(We all gotta little dark side on the inside)

Yeah i know i can be a little crazy 
Thats just who I am, negativity cant phase me 
But sometimes gotta deal with problems in my life 
That get me a little high feels like i am gonna die 
Because of how broken i am on the inside 
At least I try to mend the damage that has tortured me evicted me almost ended me and took my own life 
Now im gonna fly high in the sky 
So alive never die I 

Promise I will never let it hurt me like that 
There aint no way gonna let it take me back, Jack 
Doesnt mean i cannot have another panic attack 
Just spittin facts, whats the problem with that? 

Just because i know how to deal with my own problems 
Doesnt mean im not damaged, 
I can still be very damaged 
Dont let all of these celebrities who say their okay fool you 
Cause I bet behind the scenes they very very damaged too 

HOOK:
I Never met a person 
Who ever knew a person 
That knew another person 
That wasnt damaged too 
Weather it was inside or outside 
Doesnt really matter 
We all got our scars 
And they bleed through 
I know you do
Yes its true 
You see mine 
And I see you 
Might as well just wear them on your sleeves and show them off to everyone cause everyone is damaged just like me and you! 

Yeah, hello dark side, my name is wait, I gotta introduce him when I spit this hate it goes like
boom bap 
drum rap 
pop that 
start that 
dab that 
Then I shoot and I clap back 

Got the evilness quickly gettin to me, cause I’m hearing the dark side of my voice speaking to me, 
and when I’m looking in a mirror the damaged I see standing there is me guess that means we are one now I see

I’m layerings these rhymes in the verse and like a drum mag I gotta let them burst brr brr cause I gotta disburse this lyrical insane mind state, sporadic save state and I’m take

Yeah I got my mind lost in the deep space, damaged like everyone else running this race, cause we going back and worth yeah it’s an arms race, cause when I end this I will disappear without a trace

Repeat Hook x2

Damaged (Prod. Riddick X, Vann)

Lyrics 

Hey, look! 
Its Lumin8!
How youve been man? 
You kinda late 
Yeah Its been a while 
Two years! 
What you up to now?
Still shedding tears?

Bet you dont like 
When we talk about ya
I hope ya dong mind 
We gonna talk about ya 
Not a fan of 
How you runnin things 
Just let Dark Side 
Take bake the reigns

We dont really like 
How you address things 
Yeah you take too long to answer the correct things 
Not a problem though 
But your kinda slow 
We need answers right now right now right now, we gotta go! 

Everyone out here 
Tryna make a milli 
While you sitting on your couch sounding super silly 
Just shut up Lumin8 
No one even cares 
Dont even release this album cause you got no fans 

Look i dont mean to hate 
But we gotta set the record straight 
Aint got time for no debate 

See Im just tryna say 
Maybe you should sit down, take a break 
I promise that we know the way 

God, it really pains me 
To see you hurting like this on the daily 
Were just tryna help you out 

I sense a lotta doubt 
Dont understand why 
Dark Side really wants to help you out, help you out 

HOOK:
Hey Lumin8, do you even hear me? 
Lalalalalalala
Shut up, Lumin8, and let me speak!
Lalalalalalala
Everytime i hear these voices in my head 
I tell them to be quiet and go back to bed 
Cause everytime they talk, i feel a lot of dread 
Ill just drown them out with all my lalalalalas. 

Got all these voices 
Voices in head 
Wont leave me alone 
Wish they were dead 

Just wanna be free 
From all the pain 
Can somebody save me from all of this hate?

I cannot tell 
Which voice is right 
Which one is me 
Which one is Christ? 

God I dont know
Which one to trust 
If i pick the wrong one it could mean bust! 

Awe man, quit your yappin. 
I dont wanna hear it.
I think you should just sit down 
Lemme take over your music 

Maybe you should take a break from life, yeah 
Maybe give your life back to Dark Side 
Yeah 

Your a fraud 
Your a failure 
No one cares about you 
Your a menace 
Not a god 
Aint nobody worship you 

Just stop before you  hurt somebody else you care about 
I promise Ill take care of everything is no doubt yeah 

Im gonna build upon and help you save your legacy 
Im gonna build you up and help you kill your enemies 
Im gonna give you everything that you ever needed
Im gonna make sure that no one can take it from me, nah 

I promise you these are not lies pretty please believe me 
I promise you that im not Satan, pretty please believe me 
Promise not a demon in disguise, please believe me 
I am not the enemy, oops i lied now you see me. 

And you fell for it 
You just a stupid kid 
You will never learn 
And now you burn 

Wait what is happening? 
Why do i feel like i am evaporating? 
Oh my god i think im dying 

Lumin8…what have you done? 
This isnt fun 
You cant put me in the sun!

Im melting, im melting, im melting, im melting, im melting, im melting, im melting SHUT UP 

Repeat Hook

Voices

Lyrics 

Im so 
Tired 
Of starting 
Fires 
Burning through 
Tires
Cutting 
Wires

People 
Lie 
People 
Cry 
People 
Die 
Maybe thats 
Why

Going a lil mental talkin to the dead again 
What was that? I cant hear you over banging pans 
Just like Donald Glover said, yall aint real fans 
If you were, then maybe everyone out here would do my dance 

I want you to
Shut up a little bit 
Get sick of hearing it 

Everywhere I go 
People say im crazy 
But nah, it doesnt phase me

Making moves, making friends 
Nobody cares just wanna ssume 
That im a crazy boy

What do you mean 
Im a psycho, im a killer?
Nah but ill tell you what i am

HOOK:
Im a freaking maniak (x8)

Yup im crazy
So what, who cares? 
Truth or dare? 
Please dont stare 
At least im not weirdo 
At least im not a psycho 
At least im not a killer 
At least im not a monster! 

Its kill or be killed 
In this world that we build 
Yeah we shoot for the thrill 
But we Dont wanna be filled 
Its grow up or fail 
Make your money dont tell 
How you got outta jail 
While you burnin in hell 
Open the cells 
But please dont open your mail
Yeah the content entails
Sending you back to jail 
For shouting your freedoms
Protecting your right 
While the darkness consumes
All the remaining light!

Yeah, okay 
Maybe its just me 
But, please
Answer me honestly 
Do you know 
What is going on here?
Or are you 
Drowning in your fears, too? 

Please, listen 
Tryna tell ya something 
Fact or fiction 
Thats your damn decision 
But ya lied 
Guess you never cared
Wasted all this time on you, so I guess Im

Repeat Hook

Instead of acknowledging 
The whole truth 
Rather throw me in college 
Calling me the fool 
Believe what they want you 
You’re a precious tool 
Just let them brain wash you 
Control all your moves 

Now I gotta spit 
Some controversy 
Not every body’s fit 
Thats very quite disturbing 
I dont really like 
How everybodys gay 
Everyone’s depressed 
No one is okay 

And that dont make no sense to me cause everybody out there belong in a penitentiary if thats the case i guess dont even belong in categories that define me cause they make me feel like im a nobody but thats not true cause ya see  

Im a leader, not a follower 
Only person that i follow is Messiah 
But I guess you think that Im a liar 
I dont wanna hate you 
I dont wanna hurt you 
Makin it hard putting me under fire 

Maybe thats why you calling me maniak 
Maybe thats why i got bad insomniac 
Maybe thats why i need another almanac 
But I cannot deny i hate being normal because

Repeat Hook

Maniak (Prod. Riddick X)

Lyrics

Watah 
Buttah 
Cuddah 
Woahh

Hold up 
Show up
Glow up 
Floww

Chedda 
Feta 
Rella 
Yoo

Lay Up 
Pay Up 
Wait Up 
Noo

Why these people all up in my business huh?
Dont remember asking for witnesses, nuh 
Since you here you might as well witness this, yuh 
But after we done here, I think I should get back to business 

I dont think yall want to see me 
I dont think yall want to hear me 
I just think yall want to F with my feelings and go back to sleeping 
But if theres one thing your missing 
Homie Jesus Christ is the mission 
But if you dont wanna listen I guess Ill go back to the basics 

Yeah where we started from, the beginning of the end 
Thats where everything started with my friends, represent 
We aint on Cloud 9, we up on that Cloud 10, men
Just when you thought it was over, we run it back again 

I dont think yall understand where I would be if I wasnt making this music that makes me al little happy 
When im trying to make it through this life that makes me feel a lil crappy 
Makes me get a lil yappy 
Like to see you try and stop me 

Im just tryna be myself, nobody else 
Dont wanna be pretend, I wanna be the man 
Im supposed to be, not a dumb celebrity 
I dont wanna be remembered as the guy who killed himself to get on TV

Here we go again 
Got the Same ol friends 
With the same ol pants 
Woah

Here we go again 
Play with rubber bands 
Shout out to the fans
Floww

Here we go again 
Do the same ol dance 
For the people in the stands
Yoo

Here we go again 
Got them in a trance 
So they cant take their meds 
Noo

Im gonna make it 
Im gonna fly 
Im gonna make it 
Before I die 
Dont ask me why 
God on my side 
Not wasting time 
Living a lie 
You not like us 
We dont know why 
We play with gold 
While you play with fire 
Different emotions 
Different desires 
You sinking low
While We raising higher 

While we siting around playing on the Banjo 
You still be paying off Lamborghini lambo 
Yeah, I think I accidentally just stubbed my toe
Did you see my album artwork,  Brady Dando 

Its time for you catch up
Moving kinda slow 
I dont think you know 
But its time to go 
Oh you wanna know 
You really wanna know?
What its like to be me, welp 
Here you go 

I deal with depression 
I deal with my anger 
I Deal with anxiety 
Love talking to strangers 
Cause when they dont know me 
I dont have to worry 
Bout scaring them off 
When im sharing my feelings
Oh did i mention that
I deal with depression 
I deal with depression 
I deal with depression 
Notice a pattern?
I deal with depression 
I deal with depression 
And Its never endin 

Its Who Ive Become (x5)

Become (Prod. Riddick X)

Uprising (Prod. Pendo46)

Rapper/Singer. Listen to me vent and talk about life and stuff. God is my rock. 

Open Your Eyes (Prod. Riddick X)

Lumin8

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