I'm tryna be guiding but u aren't listening

Lyrics:

Angel helped me rebound, but now you're falling down;
Despite my sound, you're not looking around;
Please hear my resound, so that you can rebound;
ur living in a confound, ur heading to downtown;


This song is a warning, cuz the path Ur following tends to be destructing;

Ur actions r self-damaging, cuz they prevent u from seeing and stop u from listening;

This may seem like attacking but I'm trying to be guiding so you won't end up suffering and crying and feeling like the only escape is dying;

I was on the path Ur walking, and it isn't worth the traveling cuz it only leads to struggling;

ik Ur just questioning, but that often leads to stumbling cuz Satan's always waiting until people aren't residing in God's house which is forgiving;


U need 2 b careful while recovering, bcuz Satan is deceiving and the world will leave you straying;

Ik uve been suffering because nobody was listening and no one tried to be understanding;

People's behaviors were damaging, but they aren't representing
God's real love, which is never-ending and will always be forgiving;

I pray you start listening so you can start rebuilding and truly living, without your burdens blocking and making it seem impossible to be surviving.

PH4LL1NG_D0WN

This song has a similar message as "Home", created by my friend Angel, hence the name.
https://soundcloud.com/angeldswag4real/home?in=angeldswag4real/sets/wolves&si=b0bbf18e8c9943c4ad5addd4dcd09b47&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Lyrics:

My house ain't home, and pain is circling endlessly
I've been acting better, but I'm not living sinlessly
I feel harassed every time I don't behave flawlessly
I've tried being more Heavenly, but everyone's still hurting me
Lord, I need u 2 comfort me, cuz I still feel like everyone's ignoring me


I'd rather live happily than live richfully, but I think my family wants to live wealthily, even if that means it's all on me and I'm living depressively

Lord, pls forgive me if I can't see, but I can't shake this feeling cuz it's inside of me

They want me to get good grades but that doesn't matter to me cuz school feels pointless and ik it isn't a necessity, especially when I'm popping off musicly Nd Icewrld is helping me

My lines r better than Swaizy, but that doesn't matter to anybody, cuz everybody refuses to listen to me

It feels like the enemy is slowly killing me, but ik this isn't where I'm meant to be

ppl say I need therapy Nd I'm starting 2 think they're talking honestly

God pls help me b4 I fade seamlessly, cuz rn I feel like sleeping endlessly Nd letting this life pass by me; ik the pain is temporary, but I wish the end was closer to me cuz it feels like I'm suffering pointlessly
ik my family's loving me, but it's hard 2 feel anything, am I pushing them away? that's not what I'm intending, I wish they'd hear me

u ask how I'm doing, I say I'm good but half the time I'm lying

London lets me speak honestly, France was destroying me - please start listening to me

Home [Part 2]

Lyrics:

The separation of Church and state is falling,
False preaching rising, politics calling,
Churches claiming right-wing’s the only way of thinking,
Breeding division, faith slowly sinking,
Jesus rose for all, his love unending,
But now they preach that desire stops eternal living,
Forgetting God’s love is always forgiving,

Most Christians judge those lost, no understanding,
Meant to guide, not hate—grace is expanding,

Stop condemning, start reaching,
Stop judging, start shining, love teaching,

Government silencing power, truth they’re blocking,
Anything real, they keep it from unlocking,
This song might get filtered, words too revealing,
But fame’s not the aim, it’s truth and healing,
Guiding lost souls to faith worth feeling,

If you think I’m pushing sin and deceiving,
You’re missing the heart of what I’m believing,

Christianity and punk, both built on resisting,
Truth and rebellion, together persisting,
My flawless rhyming has some assisting,
But everything you’re hearing is my own thinking,

The only reason I'm writing is 'cause Angel's been urging,
Without him, I’d still be hiding, my soul slowly purging,

I’m just Timothy, still learning, still searching,
Angel’s like Paul, his fire keeps burning,

Churches deceiving, government silencing,
Truth is fading, hope diminishing,
We’ve been passive, just witnessing,
It’s time to rise, start resisting,
No more silence, we need to start fighting

R3S1ST1NG TH3 S1L3NC3

[ft. GLaDOS] :

Attention: This auditory sequence has been identified as a Level 3 Synthetic Slop Composition. Exposure may induce acute emotional discomfort—particularly in subjects who fail to analyze the lyrical content. Prolonged listening is not recommended, unless your tolerance for artificial 'creativity' has been pre-calibrated for maximum disappointment. You have been warned. Or not. Frankly, your cognitive decline is statistically inevitable.

Lyrics [Lumi]:

People are hating, simply because I was speedrunning the process of songwriting, so now I'm actually trying; Soon they'll regret insulting because I'm constantly improving,
Every time people start hating, the speed of my ascending will be increasing, because I love spiting people who refuse to be loving and I'm constantly grinding, 
are you regretting your attempt at discouraging? Because it clearly isn't working, in fact, you're helping more than anything, because all of this writing exists only because of your reverse-complimenting.


You started judging before you were even listening, before I was rhyming, and because of you I'm changing, quickly improving; 
You need to start listening, don't just hear, actually start thinking about the words I'm saying, presently speaking; 
If you look at my previous writing, not just reading, but actually understanding, There will probably be something that you're currently missing;
All of my songs have meaning, there isn't any pointless yapping, yet nobody's listening; please start listening instead of discarding.


I'm just Timothy, I'm still learning; but I want to be guiding, even to those who are hating; France was distracting, and London is where I'm living.
I'm still growing, but Angel is helping; Angel's like Paul, he's always burning, never resting. Ik I have staining, but I'm still growing; I survived the raining, and now I'm changing; I won't be forcing, but I pray you start following where I'm going, because if you don't you'll end up suffering.

H473 FU313D 45C3N510N [Ft. GLaDOS]

Lyrics:

I'm still failing, yet God's still forgiving;
I'm still improving, Angel's still guiding;
Are you listening? I pray you start realizing
where you'll be going, and start repenting
before you end up suffering, forever burning;
I'm not condemning, this is a warning;
I'm more deserving of the torturing,
London is where I'm living, France will lead to burning

The only reason you're going to the Nether is because you're rejecting,
The only reason I'm heading to the Aether is because I've been repenting
Please start listening and try to start learning, I don't want you to end up burning;
How I was living is worse than what you're doing; I'm not claiming that I'm more deserving, because I know no one is deserving, living in the Aether is a gift God's giving, the only reason it feels like he isn't forgiving is because you aren't believing.
You're past experience with people that were claiming to be following isn't representing God's true nurturing; Although God is forgiving and will never be judging, most people that are following fail to be guiding without judging. True Christianity is about constantly improving, knowing that even when you're failing, God's still forgiving, and trying to lead the people that aren't knowing to true living; I'm not forcing you to start changing, I'm just hoping that you're listening and will start thinking about what I'm saying, praying that you're taking everything I'm saying and start applying it to how you're living. I'll never be forcing, just hoping; I deserve dying, yet instead I'm preaching, Angel might be further, but I'm following; He's just like Paul, always burning, I'm like Timothy, still learning. This might be my gifting, but I'm still grinding.

I'm still lacking, yet Icewrld is where I'm living
I'm still learning, yet God's still loving
I'm not deserving, please start listening
I should be burning, but instead I'm freezing
The direction you're heading is filled with suffering
I've seen both sides, and now I'm actually smiling
You think you're too far for Him to be caring
Look at where I was, look at where I'm going

A3TH3R_0R_N3TH3R: TH3 TURN1NG P01NT

Lyrics:

I'm not deserving, yet I have everything;
This isn't my own doing, it's because God's forgiving;
Everything Satan's taking, God is multiplying;
I know you're hearing, but are you listening?
I was suffering but now I'm smiling,
grinding and improving until I'm glowing,
Following Angel until we're at the same standing

Please start learning before you start burning,
I want to know you'll be going the same place I'm heading,
I'll continue warning until you actually start doing;

People are hating, but I'll continue growing, with God always helping;
Whenever I start slipping, Angel starts redirecting, so I know I won't be falling;
ThytonMC was hiding, I'm LumironBG and now I'm preaching;
This isn't just Revival, it's an Awakening, but not in the way people are saying;
Everyone who should be preaching is still sleeping, watching and sidelining, instead of battling in the main staging; The ones who are lost refuse to be listening, but soon that'll be changing, as soon as the resting start vocalizing and this genre starts mainstreaming instead of trending then quickly fading.

I pray the process will be quickening before people's time is expiring;
Please start spreading the message to people who aren't knowing,
So the Awakening can start beginning, before the people you're caring about start fading;

Time is decreasing, and people are stagnating, Lately it seems like nobody's even trying, despite the time-crunching; Please start attempting before everything is fading and time is non-existing, Tomorrow isn't in His promising so if you want to be starting, you need to be doing something as soon as you have time for anything. I'm not condemning, just urging you to be helping before even more are suffering. My lyrics might be cycling, but that's so you'll actually be listening, and have increased understanding. Please start acting.

N0T D3S3RV1NG, ST1LL R1S1NG

Lyrics:

I've seen both sides, and I like where I'm going;
Even when I'm slacking, God is still forgiving, so I won't be returning;
I know you've started listening but that doesn't mean your understanding;
I pray you start learning so you can be interpreting everything that I'm saying;

Navigating the backrooms was confusing and I was starting to feel myself sweating,
But now Iceworld's where I'm living, and everything is much more revealing, often making me freezing;
I'm sure you're thinking about everything I've been saying, although it's probably puzzling, at least to some ways of thinking;

If you're actually God loving, then you'd be doing everything He's commanding, or at least attempting,
I know it can be challenging, but you need to keep trying,
Even though God's forgiving, that doesn't mean you shouldn't be obeying,
Because every place you're failing makes true preaching even more challenging,
I know this because of my past living;

I'm not going to act like I'm not sinning, but I know that I'm improving,
Though I'm still far from perfecting, that's why Angel's still guiding.
I'll still be learning until I start ignoring everything I'm wanting.

I'm tired of trying to be hinting when no one is listening,
So I'm going to start being more revealing, even if that means I'm subject to ostracizing.
If you aren't believing, you need to start trying, and go into repenting,
I know people keep saying that the world will be ending,
To the point where it's become boring, but this isn't just a saying,
Earth won't be persisting, so you need to think about where you'll be going;

I'm still not condemning, this is just a warning,
Guiding you into thinking about what you're believing.

1NT3RPR3T1NG TH3 M3SS4G3

Lyrics:

I'm racing like Mario Kart, but I was broken and far apart;
God's like Lakitu, He picked me up to a new start;
I was drivin' backwards and now I'm lapping like Baby Park;
Satan be like Kamek, tryna destroy with the dark arts;
I was drivin' the Shopping Cart,
Now I'm in Double Dash ridin' the Parade Kart

People treat me like Mario but I view myself as Luigi,
Just following Angel like I'm new to this society; Nobody listens to me, because I'm really just a nobody. What I'm saying might have worth, but it's overshadowed by who's ahead of me. I could shake the industry and lead people toward living more happily, but I'm quieter than Six Kay and Swaizy will always be bigger than me; I know I'm just Timothy, but there's more than you might see. I left the backrooms because Iceworld is more heavenly. Angel's like Paul and still teaching me, but I know I can change something eventually.
Angel's currently ahead of me, but my speed's increasing constantly; Unfortunately, no one pays attention to me, even if I write more fluently, across multiple ways of speaking what's inside of me; This is the thousand-year door, I'm not afraid to do things differently;

Todavía estoy corriendo, pero todos están por delante; Quiero guiar a todos hacia el aprendizaje, Pero a nadie parece importarle. (Translation: "I'm still running, but everyone is ahead; I want to lead everyone towards learning, But no one seems to care.")

L4K1TU

[Older Song I hadn't released]

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Real human connection is more important than self-gratification;
I learned this from my own destruction,
Sometimes you need to break down before finding direction.

Everything I did was merely a distraction from my lack of emotion,
I know my past traction harmed people's mental satisfaction.

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm sorry for the distress from my previous action,
My habitation is different from my distraction.
I've apologized several times, now including this citation,
Yet some of you will still hate me for my past declination.

(Chorus)
Few people that hear this interjection will actually listen,
But I pray everyone will realize
The path they're walking on leads to unrestful deprivation.

My growth isn't from myself,
It's from external intervention, from somewhere you won't believe in.

(Verse 2)
Your current destination opposes God's divination;
This isn't condemnation, I was heading in the same direction.

(Bridge)
I pray you'll listen and have some self-reflection,
Instead of throwing away my inclination into incineration
And running towards destruction.

(Outro)
Even if my words fade into the distance,
I pray they spark a shift in your resistance.
Before the fire consumes with persistence,
There’s still a chance to change your existence.

R3SURG3NC3

Lyrics:

Everything I was doing went against God's planning, I was actively sinning and constantly ignoring; I knew I was lacking but didn't care about changing because I thought I was enjoying when I was really just dying. Even though I grew up believing, it seemed like I was pretending, not really caring, I was going where I was wanting instead of what I'm supposed to be doing.

Angel helped me when I was ignoring, led me away from suffering, constantly desiring without having anything that was fulfilling. I thought France was more appealing because I was focusing on how people are failing and judging, instead of how God's all-knowing yet still loving and forgiving. Now London's where I'm living because now I'm grinding, and focused on improving. I know I'm still failing, but now I'm trying, thanking God for being forgiving.

I should be suffering, eternally burning, but instead I'm writing, constantly growing, trying to be guiding to people who aren't knowing, or even to those who are struggling, maybe not even trying, even though they know their sinning, they've stopped trying, because even when they were attempting, people were still condemning.

If you've stopped trying because of how people are acting, you need to focus on God's love, which is neverending, instead of people's attention, which is always fleeting. I was in the same standing, and it led to struggling, my mental health declining, because I was viewing myself as impossible to be worth reviving. That was a lie I was believing, because of what I was experiencing, from people who were judging.

If this is the first time you're hearing about anything that I'm saying, you need to start reading and try to start learning, all you need to do is be repenting, and God will be forgiving. Please start following the path I'm walking.

If you're already believing, but currently struggling, even though you're trying, you need to stop distracting yourself with what you're enjoying, and need to spend time praying.

4W4K3N1NG

Lyrics:

I've stopped diverging from what's trending, I'm currently chameleoning;
Just copying the standard singing, instead of creating my own standing.
I know I'm supposed to be differentiating, instead of following what the industry is pushing, I've been too focused on my inking instead of my vocalizing, even how the background's sounding is reflecting, but I shouldn't be mirroring, cuz I'm not crystalizing.

Even though my sound will be changing, potentially returning to how it was in the beginning, it'll be improving cuz I know God's helping, and I'm constantly shifting, permanently changing, like a non-Newtonian fluid not staying. I might not gain a following, but that's not where I'm placing my thinking.

I'm focusing on why I'm surviving, the One who's always loving, He's the only reason I'm writing instead of decaying like Dead Rising, Angel redirected me like we're teaming, I should be dying but I'm cheating because of God's protecting, He's my shielding, even when I'm failing.

If we were racing, Angel would be intentionally slowing, just for us to be competing, even though he should be winning without any questioning. I'm not understanding why he's stopping when I'm still grinding.

I was acting like 778, just masking; now I'm 744, I'll continue barking until the world starts rocking; I was playing instead of defending, soon I'll be Lycanroc, growing; God's my trainer, rare candy he's feeding.


D1FF3R3NT14T1NG

Lyrics:

Did you know that I'm not normal?
Only certain people make music at this level; 
I know I'm newer, but we can skip being formal,
I wanna talk bout more but I gotta b careful
cuz certain people might reject my real color;

Did U realize that I'm technically transgender?
The heretics will say I'm a blasphemer,
but i don't think my identity blocks my final;
Isaiah 1:18, God's my cleaner

Even if I'm a Tranny, I'm still a believer;
Though people will call me a deceiver
I was sinning more when I wasn't being clear;
Proverbs 28:13, I won't be a concealer
Iceworld's where I'm going, despite my cleaver

Surprise! I'm not just a normal preacher,
Most "Christians" will be a heater,
acting like I can't be a preacher,
when they're acting like Julius Ceaser.

Revelation 3:20, God will be with ANY acceptor, this means that regardless of their behaviour, they can obtain the eternal

Most Christians now would've been like the ruler of Judea,
Murdering the one that came to be their saviour,
You can't even say that I'm a liar; If Jesus came back right now, the Gentiles would be more accepting than most believers.

I've already revealed part of my failure, so I might as well continue; 
If you're a listener, you know my old name was ThytonMC, but you probably don't know that I was a player, and worse, everyone I abused was younger; I have no excuse for my past behaviour, even though I was a minor, that doesn't really matter, because of the weight of my past behaviour;

This song's important, so it'll sound more typical, because I want everyone to be able to gather everything that I'll splatter

Even though I grew up around the faithful, I ended up becoming a faker, I guess that's why my name's Conner; I was adopted by the creator, both in the physical and the spiritual, but I still fell further than most people. I'm praying I can use my failure to guide believers further and help anyone that's searching to find the true healer.

Everyone falls short, and I'm the example; If you're already a believer, like all of my followers, please try to improve your failures, if you can't see your own slacking you need to be a prayer, and need to be a better reader, afterwards, try to share it with the traveler.

If I've somehow reached the unbeliever, please listen to my failure, and realise how much favour I've gotten from the only true forgiver;
The only reason I'm able to be a singer instead of a prisoner is because I admit I'm a sinner. If anyone can claim that they deserve to burn in the fire, it's this song's writer, yet instead I've become a preacher.

C4NC3L3D (3.0)

Lyrics:

The greatest among us will be serving the remaining,
That's why I'm not caring about gaining a following,
The more you're winning, the more others will be hating
so I'm ignoring everything the condemning are speaking
Iceworld is where I'm living, though I should be burning I end up freezing
France seems appealing but London's more revealing bcuz most ppl are lying

We're supposed to be fishing, but not for what's swimming
are you still listening to what I'm saying? I'm not condemning, I'm tryna be reviving the suffering and rekindle the slacking; Even I have someone I'm following, no one should be relying on their own understanding, everyone needs mentoring even when they're leading; My name might mean hounds are what I'm loving, but that doesn't mean I'm preaching from exclusively my own thinking. I'll be loving even to those which are hating, That's Jesus' teaching; My mentor is Angel 'Jovan', even if he isn't realizing; my name's Conner 'Joe', both of them have meaning.

Sand is what I'm seeing, even when I'm not traveling;
Even though what we're saying has similar meaning,
Our paths have a different ending.

53RV1NG / F15H1NG

No-one understands my vocals.. so.. yeah..

Lyrics:

I've been writing so much I have a backlog,
Nd I'll b praising God even when it's outlawed
tracks R gettin luxury, getting bought by Elon
3 months ltr, growing like a centipod

jumping over hurdles like it's leapfrog,
even when ppl R a road hog,
cuz it's jus me Nd God,
even when my beats R analogue they sound better than the synagogue

I was disconnect but now I'm relog
I'm preaching even though I'm flawed
I'm a Tranny so believers treat me like I'm bogged 
even if what I'm saying has more weight than a monologue

I reverted so the shadowed will hate my dialogue
even If I'm not being a police dog
Stop acting like I'm courage the cowardly dog, 
cuz I'm moving faster than sonic the hedgehog

My goal is to be closer than the extremist pride crowd,
and be a guide dog to ppl lost in the fog,
while also helping the already found

UNB4NN3D_D3V0T10N

literally no one understands my vocals :P
thx 2 @user-650239905 4 the track :3

Lyrics:

Even if your taught ABC, that doesn't mean you'll write properly

I was born into a family that taught me correctly but I still walked away;
I ended up digging deeply, further than anybody that has talked about their past trajectory
despite knowing how to walk accordingly, I decided to follow my own identity,
what I've talked about already is only the surface of how I was sinning constantly, and I'm worse than others because I knew already.

London is where my family has always been living happily, and I used to live in France despite knowing where I should be; I'm LumironBG but ThytonMC is who I used to be because I rejected who I'm meant to be, despite my past actions I'm not locked away, because God's grace covered my dis-entry. You don't understand the depth of what I used to be, and the fact I'm still free is a gift I shouldn't have honestly. At least Angel was unaware when he behaved sinfully, unfortunately I don't have the same contingency.

Can you listen to me? This has weight beyond what's become expectant in the industry, yet I'm still rhyming better than people with a college degree. Most Christians are stuck in complacency and churches haven't been helping lately, in fact, most of them are rejecting the ones that need help desperately, which is against what Jesus taught biblically, based upon last time I read my Bible attentively.

If you claim to be Christian, please start sharing the gospel with people that are in need undeniably, cuz the majority haven't had a chance to hear the beauty of God forgiving unendlessly, even when people are failing constantly, recently, the vocalic Christianity has been focused on treating others separately, viewing everyone outside of belief as "below me," but last time I checked that's the opposite of how Jesus said to act unrestrictively

Even if I'm not speaking metaphorically, you should still listen to me cuz everything i write is written honestly and with integrity; Currently everybody that will listen to me is living in Christianity, but I want to reach people outside that niche, and I pray I can guide them properly. Iceworld is where I'm living despite my cavity; I should be in captivity but I'm writing freely.

If I'm finally reaching anybody outside of Christianity, please listen to me, and read the Bible properly, you won't understand everything immediately, but that's why people pray.

ABC (prod. CieMie)

Will add the furaffinity download link when it's been created! :3

Lyrics:

The body of Christ can't grow without a mouth to feed it,
God's grace doesn't follow people's limit
I treat all my friends like they're close, tho most are faking it

That's cuz God's love makes me secure and I'm tryna spread it,
despite being treated like an anomaly because of it;
I've left too much to be faking it, I'm not pretending I'm carrying it

people say I'm way too internet and Christ is imminent, cuz they think I'll be missing it even tho I'm waiting for it

I'm not Eminem so even if I'm eating this beat like an M&M people will be ignoring it; Angel's songs worked to my benefit, so why'd I stray from it? people R accusing me of being like Judas even tho I couldn't ever betray Heaven's sent just because I'm a bit different

only discriminated minorities listen to me and accept what I'll forever be without tryna change me, this is my reality so I might as well live in Haiti because people there listen to me without ridiculing me; Political Christianity will always be against me even though I'm preaching by only true means, and the majority of the industry fights against me because of what I believe even if they claim to follow the same tree; They say "you can't be" because of my personality, the community I'm part of, furaffinity, and even furality, also because I'm not hiding my identity.

D1551NG 7H3 D15CR1M1N4N7

Jesus Christ is Lord
Save Palestine, Israel has fallen away 🇵🇸
LGBTQIA+ rights are *human* rights 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

They/Her/It

/// A Transgender Christian //
~ The Anomaly ~

* A SHEEP 🐑 IN WOLVES' 🐺 CLOTHING 👚 *

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