song is 4 h 4 2 by smoothtrial42 & shyguy

i don't feel anything

eating anxiety.
linktr.ee/lunacycl
 [p. Novalis]
lyrics:
Speak your mind
Can't read it
This cancerous decline
It's eating
Remind me when it's time
I've been so defeated
In disguise, the real me deleted
Pierce the blade
Deep wound, body freezing
Free my mind
This cage shrinking
Later, late at night
There's blood in the theatre
Creeps inside
Warm warnings this evening

Broken legs
We can't move
There's no out
Tear my wings
Take my hope
Filled with doubt

DEFEATED

PROD. Skeleton
You looking like a ho boy, shush
They mad I got motion, huh
You niggas always coasting, uh
Now they drowning in my ocean
Pussy nigga get your throat cut up
Cause your songs really fucking suck
Met your mama, she just foreplay, yuck, yuck, yuck

I need money til the floor cave in
I need whores at the door waiting
Pocket pussy and abort that quick
Watch it pussy, temper short as shit 
I be wishing for the worst like damn
I can make a pussy hurt like yeah
I can make some pussy work like yeah
I can make a pussy twerk, uh ye

But I need bands
Not no bitches
I need za
I need cycles 
I need my dick get tickled 
Not no rah, you get shitted
Not no grah, I will stick you
Pussy boy what’s your issue?
Niggas I am not into
But if you want dis dick gone hit you
It elong, bet black gone blick you

Bitch you Fucking with the wrong ass one
Nothing else to lose, come around and try sum
Hate you niggas like a cracker from the south, um

So I need bands
Not no bitch ass
Niggas tryna be my friend
That’s fucking dead 
You's a dickhead 
If you thought we was twins here

You looking like a ho boy, shush
They mad I got motion, huh
You niggas always coasting, uh
Now they drowning in my ocean
Pussy nigga get your throat cut up
Cause your songs really fucking suck
Met your mama, she just foreplay, yuck, yuck, yuck

SHUSH!

PROD. ttthou
I've been drinking, overthinking
Wondering why you are always there
Cruising through my mind
I been drinking and I’m thinking
Maybe there’s some more to me inside
Yeah I wouldn’t mind
I been crying here all night
You made me feel like I’m the fool
The fold
The fear I feel is yours
I hit your line and you decline
I prayed one day that you’d hit mine
Am I retarded?
Engines started, you’re stuck in highest gear
Bitch am I your deer?

Snow slow (No snow, no snow)
Snow slowly (No snow, no snow)
Snow slower (No snow, no snow)
Snow slower (No snow, no snow)

I've been drinking, overthinking
Wondering why you are always there
Cruising through my mind
I been drinking and I’m thinking
Maybe there’s some more to me inside
Yeah I wouldn’t mind

drive thru me

@presynce
PROD. LMG x Everestdidthis
I’ll be gone tomorrow
Packed my bags, don’t follow
I been carved and hollowed 
Pumped me up sometimes though
Is you kin? I doubt it
I’m your Ken? Retarded
She’s a ten, but awful
There’s this tint about her
Smoking cigs in Austin
But she quit in August 
Well she tries, she’s "honest" 
Can’t get by without it
Wants to be an artist 
So distress is on her
Wants to end this orbit
I wont stay here for it

Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (It)
(Oh, let it all die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (It)
(Oh, let it all die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (Our)
(Let our love die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (Our)
(Let our love die)

Alone

I’m at fault, i know now
Ain’t no starting over
Been up contemplating
Any way to save this
I'm not one to burn bridges
Pack a bowl, burn that with me
One more time lets get silly
Before you leave the city
Been carved and hollowed out
No way your kin should leave you feeling vacant
I’m horrified to walk alone 
But I know we both gonna make it to our destinations 
But I cant believe you'll

I’ll be gone tomorrow
Packed my bags, don’t follow
I been carved and hollowed 
Pumped me up sometimes though
Is you kin? I doubt it
I’m your Ken? Retarded
She’s a ten, but awful
There’s this tint about her
Smoking cigs in Austin
But she quit in August 
But she tries, she’s honest 
Can’t get by without it
Wants to be an artist 
So distress is on her
Wants to end this orbit
I wont stay here for it

Let it all die
Let it all die, die, die, die
(Let our love die)
Let our love die
Let it all die, die, die, die

VACANT HORRORS (w/ presynce)

It feels like
Everything be right with a pill like
A blue light
Shining in my face, til my eyes tight
Is you still tight? Maybe I could feel one more time
If it feels right, maybe baby making we’d feel like
Our peers might, scoff at us, but I wouldn’t care
Cause I feel like
Everything be right with a pill like
A red light
Everything uncomfortably clear
There’s a tear like, right here on my sleeve
Where I wear my heart
It’s sad right?
But thug it out they said
They don’t care right?
I just might, put chrome to the dome
Til there’s no light
Like no life
Pussies couldn’t fuck with my head, yall got no lives
I’m the one who fucked with my head
Acid feels nice
That shit feels nice
That shit feels like
I could kill
I crush a pill to reach a new height
This just feels right
Pop a bottle of clear 
That’s a chill night
All of my memories killed
I should chill right?
The way they called me cold think I did
I still bite
That ho don’t hit my phone, I think I just might
Go there and blow her some, so heaven feels night
I said my dark is bright, the light can burn ya
I think my greatest might, is my disorder
I cannot make this right, like what’s the order?
Know puzzles take some time
I can’t afford though
I’m on the shore though
Bottled at your toes
Come pick me up ho
And make me open
And girl come see that I am the chosen

But it feels like
Everything be right with a pill like
Concoction
Lights array and blind my eyes til they widen
Everything was fated, I just hit the timing 
Ain’t coincidental for me, synchronous
All it took was effort from me, I was honest
Tried to say whatever, but I couldn’t hide it
Shit I couldn’t hide it

Blue Buttons

PROD. wassupfuego
I don’t wanna die
But I really got nothing
I said all my byes
But I cling like it’s honey
I just wanna fly 
But too scared of the buzz
I get lost in the light 
So the dark be like comfort
I just be bugging

On the real, always feel like I’m running
Paranoid, enemies by the numbers
In my head
Swear to god I’m a bummer
Where’s the joy?
Joystick, jump on it
Quick fix, night hits and I’m a goner
Promise this time I’ll be a lil longer
Having fits, I need a hit or imma

I don’t wanna die
But I really got nothing
I said all my byes
But I cling like it’s honey
I just wanna fly 
But too scared of the buzz
I get lost in the light 
So the dark feel like comfort
I just be bugging

On the real, I’m so fucking disgusted 
But even realer, I’m so fucking disgusting 
Like let’s be real, everybody here fucked 
That’s on the real, all the real understanding 
I popped a pill, only red what I’m wanting 
A rush I feel; to be real is a blessing

I don’t wanna die
But I really got nothing
I said all my byes
But I cling like it’s honey
I just wanna fly 
But too scared of the buzz
I get lost in the light 
So the dark feel like comfort
I just be bugging

Bugging
Bugging  (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna die (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna die (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna die (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna die (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna (Mmm nah)
I don't wanna (Mmm nah)
I don't wanna (Mmm nah)
I don't wanna (Mmm nah)
I don't wanna die

Hold On (Die)

prod. nodding
Breathe in 
Breathe out
Take it slow now
But don’t slow down
Hold there
Hold down
Hold or you drown
Hold or you drown
Hold or you drown

Angels fall and bleed
They can die too
Like the autumn and its leaves
I arrived too
Always wondered what it means
"Will I die clueless? Cause it all ain’t what it seems"
That’s the one truth
I been one here with my dreams
Since a damn youth
Saw a glimpse there in the seams
But don’t have proof
I will chase it til I’m green
And my soul? Poof
My stress not end of me
It’s my damn food

Breathe in 
Breathe out
Take it slow now
But don’t slow down
Hold there
Hold down
Hold or you drown
Hold or you drown
Hold or you drown
Hold or you

Mourning
Tie my shoes in the morning
Hold back tears, not important
Fine by me, I’m important 
Brand new heart got imported
Turned new leaves, that’s a forest
Gumption leaves? Can’t afford it
TV screens, static forward 
Poltergeist; it’s my choices
Lost that fight, it’s unfortunate 
I can’t return and I wouldn’t 
Have some reverb, baby
I don’t need heart, I need meat here baby
Breaking your heart, get the mean me lately
See me for free? That’s a gg, baby
I don’t need you, you need me here, maybe?
Ego manic, I’m a freak lil baby
Show some to me, make me leak like crazy

Your life is the fee, lil baby
Belonging to me, lil baby
Yeah

i hope you drown.

PROD. clvr
Business minded
Standing mighty on different types of business
Big body bitches riding, all different types of bitches
Lil body, big tiddies, she keep the top heavy
Top down, but it’s raining, I keep the pussy wet
Let it rest, cooked meat, I put her to the test
Hell’s Kitchen, take the heat, it’s only for your best
Best to do it, lamb niggas, I’m just the goat I guess
I guess I did it, made some change all off my fucking stress

So long
Every damn path I took it took like so long
Fork in that path, shit wood, this shit was like so hard
Stamping my foot, chest thumping, I go like so hard
Been in my bag, bag heavy, at least the shit Goyard

Stress couldn’t stop me, I leveled up, took that potion
Shaking and moving this, moving like the bass, got some motion
Rest? No I couldn’t, had to show these niggas I’m the chosen

My life
Had to run all my life
Had to run all my life
Had to run all my life
Had to run all my life
Had to run all my life
Had to run all my life
My life
My life
My life

Business minded
Standing mighty on different types of business
Big body bitches riding, all different types of bitches
Lil body, big tiddies, she keep the top heavy
Top down, but it’s raining, I keep the pussy wet
Let it rest, cooked meat, I put her to the test
Hell’s Kitchen, take the heat, it’s only for your best
Best to do it, lamb niggas, I’m just the goat I guess
I guess I did it, made some change all off my fucking stress

So long
Every damn path I took it took like so long
Every damn path I took it took like so long
Every damn path I took it took like so long

So long
Every damn path I took it took like so long
Every damn path I took it took like so long
Every damn path I took it took like so long

took too long...

PROD. clvr
Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I gotta be alone some more
Everybody round me feeling like some fucking snakes
They mentals be fucking poor
Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I might as well blow some more
Pussy, weed, clothes
Fuck it, add another vice
And leave me the fuck alone

Only fucking with myself
I’m Master, no bait at all
What the fuck you thought this is?
No poker my face, cmon
Bluffing this is what you get
A left, said I’m taking off
Blasting off inside your bitch
No team, but my rocket strong 

Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I gotta be alone some more
Everybody round me feeling like some fucking snakes
They mentals be fucking poor
Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I might as well blow some more
Pussy, weed, clothes
Fuck it, add another vice
And leave me the fuck alone

Purple, mix red and the blue
Not searching for truth no more
Stressing bout evils and roots of em
I just want bitches to chew me up
Swallow my spit, come take me in full
I fuck that bitch til she vegetable
Popeye's and spinach, un-testable
Ninja my way, I am flexible

A pussy nigga couldn’t flex at all
I get it, I get it, I get it, get it
I can’t stop, title: best of all
I get it, I get it, I get it, get it
Fuck a court, this not basketball
I get it, I get it, I get it
Lil bitch take your panties off
You get it?

Fucked at the root
But fuck that, I fuck that bitch
She’s a troop
I search and destroy 
It’s what I like to do
Hm
Ain’t fucking with you
I don’t need no friends
I need hoes and more blue
So put on a show
Come and be my Oshun
Mmm

Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I gotta be alone some more
Everybody round me feeling like some fucking snakes
They mentals be fucking poor
Get it, I get it, I get it, I get it, I get it
I might as well blow some more
Pussy, weed, clothes
Fuck it, add another vice
And leave me the fuck alone

i cannot be saved

PROD. Skeleton888
Sublime
My light, my life
I make em over
On my good nights
Dark bright
I might just take this over
Like a bull I don’t fight
I just might run them over
On my bad nights, I thrive
I just might paint them over

Ok, I’ll break you off
Just take em off
Lil ho shake, don’t brake none, uh
She waiting, huh?
She grateful
On her knees, put it in her face, uh huh
Shit aching, huh?
Gone beg me, hun
Gone head lil girl 
Get strange or some
Gone give it a lil swirl
She dangerous 
Gone give a lil twirl 
Keep begging, hun

Like, uhn
Like bitch I’m waiting here
Like, uh

I solo this, don’t need nobody
I need flowers
Fuck your respect
Can’t trust a nothing
They give nada
My will in tact
Them pussies withered
Drought done got em
I’m in yo hood
I’m fucking on your freaky daughter
I’m in your hood
I’m sippin' tea, nigga
You pussies not fucking with me, nigga
Fuck a fee nigga
You pussies not working with me, nigga
Y'all shit got me falling asleep

Ok, just walk it off
Don’t talk at all
Open your mouth
Bitch bark, uh huh
She a dog or some
Might dog her some
She a wag that shit
Like hi, mama
“What’s your sign?” Can’t read 
Give a fuck at all
Unless you fucking on me get walking, ho
Ain’t a leash on me
Can’t lease me, hun
Come and feast on me
Seem eager, hun

Like, huh
Lil ho seem eager
Like, huh
Lil ho come feast, uh huh

Ok, I’ll break you off
Just take em off
Lil ho shake, don’t break none, uh
She waiting, huh?
She grateful
On her knees, put it in her face, uh huh

Like, uh
Ok I’ll break you off
Just, uh
Lil ho just take em off
Like, uh
Ok I’ll break you off
Just, uh
Lil ho just take em off
Like

DEFEATED

LUNACYCL

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