your voice is so soothing, it's giving me serotonin :)

to enjoy this project: put in some headphones, lay in the grass, and look up at the stars. or some equivalent.

~


february sucked but in march it got better.

each of these songs are in relation to my recent memories. thank you to the people of tyler texas; to all my friends for welcoming me here and making this feel like home. i wish i could press these days between the pages of a book and keep them forever. this is my attempt. this is for the goons. you all know who you are and i love each of you to bits.

i wrote these few songs all back-to-back last week sometime. i was having a crisis for a while about how much effort i wanted to put into my music -- and i would like to put out an album sometime later this year that i worked really hard on and put a lot of effort into -- but i like these songs, too. i think leaving them untouched does them justice.

here's to last minute trips to denton, buc-ee's at midnight, chris knight's porch, art nights, the alley, the smoking spots, the goon lagoon, and parking lots. you all served an inspiration.

she has scars

saw the starlight in your eyes
learned to love your messy cry
rainy day the car wont start
two brown eyes one bleeding heart

run real quick the cameras watching 
zoning out between the talking
kiss me right i love you so much
how's it feel to finally be enough

-
cut myself on broken glass 
burnt your brain on acid tabs
same new day familiar streets
you found some solace in grinding teeth

this house feels alone and broken
mom asked me if i quit smoking
empty fridge anxious thoughts
some things can't be untaught

-
went to sleep without me eating 
the feelings they are old and fleeting 
progress came with little time
one day you wont want to die

burnt the house down with the kitchen 
your eyes never shine they glisten 
the poor kid sing their sorrows 
found one way to eat tomorrow

-
impulse, action, downed some wine.
you are aging. i am time.
everyday is ending sadly.
i promised you that i'd stay happy.

impulse action learned to lie
you are aging i am time 
everyday it turns out badly 
promised you that i'd stay happy

-
saw the star light in your eyes 
learned to love your messy cry
cut myself on broken glass 
burnt your brain out on acid tabs

same new day familiar streets.

i promised you i'd stay happy

6:49 AM was the last moment I lost u

Cops

shiver

tree stump - original spoken word

sing me something sweet to sleep to

teenage breakup song - dandelion hands

Cyberbully Mom Club - How Do You Tell A Girl You Really Like Her Eyes

this is not as good as it could have been but im building a new computer and will lose all my demos so i decided to top this one off and post it!! :p thank you for listening

lyrics:
i'm never really happy with anything that i do
i always feel like someone else could've done it better
i know that didn't rhyme i just wanted to say
that i feel this way every fucking day
of my life

but it's ok i know that i'll be alright
and maybe one day i'll feel like i did something right

something right [demo]

i'm sorry for not loving you
equally, as much as you do
and i've tried to make it right
and i've tried to make it right

i hope you know that i don't wanna hurt you
and i hope you know, i don't want to hurt you

I'm Sorry I Don't Feel the Same

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

she has scars

luna holland

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