Diary (feat. Ani)

Produced by DXEM
Mixed by Luna Lucilfer
Influenced by Kanye

Sorry for the near 7 month hiatus, I needed a mental break and it took longer than expected, but I’ll be back soon with more music I promise :)

Enjoy the song 🤍

[verse]
creating greatness
witness to a hundred eyes,
too many alter egos,
but i know i’m a god,
if you fight with me,
we fighting till we die,
from dusk till dawn,
fight till the sun arrives

nah this can’t be it, this can’t be what i’m destined for,
i can’t stop this feeling in me that i need more,
unravel secrets, they keep on pouring through the door
unravel mine and watch the way my heart tore like yours

they pocket watching me,
there ain’t no one who stopping me,
there ain’t no one who’s topping me,
but your girl stay on top of me,
like bro honestly,
get better with your lyrics,
you’re too focused on digits,
on those cheques is where your pen is,

it’s been a minute since i’ve rapped like this,
but at least that i can say that y’all can’t rap like this,
bring it back and stay on track, y’all are the witnesses,
like beware and behold the realest, coldest shit

like t up, had enough of them telling me to t up,
don’t tell me how to do it when you ain’t even been up,
stay outta my world, i’m busy tryna get my green up, uh
i’m busy tryna get my green up bruh,

[verse 2]
baby i’ll give you my all,
just give me whatever you can, wait uh
put all your trust into me,
take the leap into my hands, wait uh

just give me whatever you can, uh
baby just give me your energy, 
we both know that we ain’t meant to be,
i’ve given up who i was meant to be,

i need substance, wait,
she off novocaine,
i love feeling adrenaline
rushing through all my veins,

baby wanna pop that pill now,
think she's in love with the feeling now,

Ramona’s Addictions (Unravel)

it really is all a process, and i had to cut the people off who weren't willing to work with that process. i hope you all enjoy this listen. shoutout my brothers. <3

1. nocturnal
2. i didn't fw u anyway
3. rabbit
4. bismuth (ft. korudoe)
5. either way w/ joji

(all lyrics available on genius)

https://genius.com/albums/Myreala/We-were-a-stillborn

-credits-

1. nocturnal 
prod by two sleepy
mixed/mastered by myreala

2. i didn't fw u anyway
prod by majoras mask
mixed/mastered by myreala

3. rabbit
prod by blackstarr
mixed/mastered by myreala and blackstarr

4. bismuth
featuring korudoe
prod by akkari
mixed/mastered by myreala and korudoe

5. either way
sampling "love us again" by joji
prod by myreala
mixed/mastered by myreala

all effects done by introvhurt and myreala

we were a stillborn [EP]

☆prod.toonamii☆

lyrics:

Okay these niggas always talkin tell me why they trynna copy me
Run up on his block and beat his ass and no one stopping me
These niggas way too fake like why the fuck these niggas opping me
Yall niggas talkin way too much these fuck niggas they bother me

BUT ITS AIGH 
FUCK NIGGA LETS FIGHT
LETS GO TAKE THIS SHIT OUTSIDE
WE GON RUN THAT FADE
NIGGA I MIGHT TAKE YO LIFE
BITCH ITS ON SIGHT
PUT EM TO THE CONCRETE
GIVE THAT BOY SOME ICE

Told that nigga run this fade
Make that nigga sway
Got these pussies in the way
What that nigga say
Finna beat that ass today
Catch these hands today
Nigga get yo mans today
Call these niggas meat 
cause im finna masturbate 

But its aigh bitch
I might knock yo lights bitch
Pull up to my spot bitch im like wassup nigga hi bitch
Bust out all the lies like nigga why throw my hands high bitch
Ducking all my fades like you a pussy better hide bitch

AIGH/KNOCKYOLIGHT PT.2

mascara on her eyes are black like her soul , she kept it hidden from me until it was over , never thought such a beautiful soul could become someone who i hate - 342


produced by bxxnose

[Lyrics]


[Chorus]

i know the way you feel , i know the ones u hate

and i know the one u love and it is not me

i wanna kill you slow , i wanna make you scream

i wanna make you feel the things you put on me

but i still love you

cant escape my head

i’m dreaming of you

cant sleep it’s 3am , i love you 

i’m tired of feeling things , don’t wanna bug you

i messed things up inside your brain 

caused you so much pain

please stay away 


[Hook]

i cant hold you close , i know you hate me now

but time went by , and love went bad but know you’ll hear this sound

know they won’t love you how i did , they won’t be close at all

i took away all of my friends , you were the one i want

mascara

This was a very fun song to make special thanks to rxtarr for the feature
soon to be on spotify. Enjoy <3
(Lyrics)
[lovekxxg, intro]
Am I
Am I
Am I
*so fucked up*
[lovekxxg, hook]
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who, you want me
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who, you want me

[lovekxxg, verse1]
I count my days until I accept the pain
It’s Defeat yea it’s all the same
Recollection of my life In vain
But I can’t keep going on this bloody plane

[lovekxxg, chorus]
I will die for you, will you find me
I will die for you, will you find me

[lovekxxg, verse 2]
I count my days until my sins will pay
Is it love or death I stray
All these thoughts they turn to grey
It’s a matter of time before my thoughts will

[lovekxxg, bridge]
Am I who, am I who, you want me
Am I who, am I who, you want me

[Rxtarr, Chorus]
stayed the night it's late as fuck, oh no
and i don't really give a fuck about hoes, oh baby let it show, woah

[Rxtarr, Verse]
saw that little look in your eyes i can't deny, it was fine
but i know that we're only friends so why should i, try
but i don't really want to

[Rxtarr, and Kxxg]
Am I who
Am I who
Am I who
uh yea
Am I who
Am I who
Am I who

FIND ME/WHO AM I FT RXTARR (PROD.NEVERFOREVER)

Rxtarr’s and aylien’s exclusive / throwaway

rxtarr - hell (ft. Aylien blue ) UndergroundVxult! Exclusive

Mixed by Jaconons
Produced by Ayazra

[Re-Mastered 3rd Nov 2020]

made this shit because the one i loved made me horny :)

this is probably one of my favourite songs that i've made. i worked really hard on it and i hope you guys like it :) this is only the start of what i have planned, and i want to thank you guys for sticking through it with me <3 i love you all, your love and support keeps me alive. thank you all again

You've Gone Numb, Haven't You? (Prod. Ayazra)

Title: VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
Status: Available
Release Date: July 26, 2020
Run Time: 2:40
Producers: Ecst4y & Ky0t0

Number of Tracks: 3
Tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Link(s): https://soundcloud.com/lunalucilfer/lostinheaven
Description:
mixed by @jaconons
produced by @fuckecst4sy & @kyoto117

THIS SHIT IS SO OLD LMAO but i'll be deleting this one soon, download while you can !!

tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Background Info: Throwaway song, was heavily compared to aylien blue by others. another title for the song was "VAMPIRE POP TAPES"
Instrumental: N/A

Ramona’s Addictions (Unravel)

IHATESORA

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