lyrics:

why do i keep coming back to this?
it's like a book I can't quite figure out
so I read it in pieces
sometimes it hurts
gotta set it down for a bit
but I always come back to this

why do I keep running into this?
every time I make a wrong turn
I end up on your doorstep
sometimes it hurts
gotta step away for a bit
but I always come back to this

I always come back to this

and maybe I'm stupid
for thinking the world might end
and maybe I'm stupid
for thinking you'd be with me when it did
and maybe you'd be better off
if you never saw me again
again

but god damn I keep coming back to this
I've tried to understand
but I can't make it make sense
maybe its time to just
kind of go with it

cause even if it's not now
I will end up here somehow
it's physics or it's fate and I can't stop it
I always come back to this
I always come back to this

physics or fate (voice memo)

Verse 1: 


You
The one that I believed in
Now why did deceive me, you
Whatever I’ve done to you to make me bleed

You
The one that I loved dearly
You weren‘t supposed to break me, you
Whatever I’ve said that made you turn on me

You
The only one I’ve welcomed in
You went inside my brain and there 
You carved your name

You
And I had something special
That’s what I used to say anyway
Now you’re far away
And I am finally
Breathing again



Chorus:

But I 
Am sorry for my part
Even though I’ve cried
I won’t be missing you

And I’d
Still choose to leave your side
Even then I knew
I won’t be missing you



Verse:

You
How could you be so heartless
You like to think you’re selfless too
That what you said was priceless
And you spoke the truth

You
You made me feel so scattered
Like nothing I said mattered, you
The way my voice you smothered to
Strenghten your own

You
I thought we weren’t supposed to lie
And even after all this time
(You’re) Still poisoning my mind

You
And I had something precious
I thought you were the greatest back then
But now I’m far away
And I am finally
Smiling again
 


Chorus:

But I 
Am sorry for my part
Even though I’ve cried
I won’t be missing you

And I’d
Still choose to leave your side
Even then I knew
I won’t be missing you

Though I’ll
Remember of our time
Wouldn’t change it if I could
‘Cause I won’t be missing you

I won’t be missing you x4

Smoke And Mirrors *demo*

Music & Lyrics : Maria Simandi
Arr. : Lost in 13

Waiting on the couch

Waiting On The Couch

This is the raw version of a song I made. It still has to undergo some changes, not only in mixing and mastering, but i am curious of how people feel about it.
Composed, sung, recorded and edited by me. Enjoy.

Shadow

b-sides

A Better Time to Meet

lyrics:

i've been falling in love with you from the moment we met
it's been consistent, a constant persistence and it hasn't stopped yet
it's cold but the window is open, and we sit on the ledge
breathing in smoke
breathing in all of this moment
so i don't forget

i've been falling in love with you since september 13th
i didn't know why you were on my mind so frequently
and when you kissed me for the first time i didn't want you to leave
holding you close
holding in those three words
that could change everything

on my couch, watching tv
then you paused it, turned to see me
and you told me that you loved me
nothing was ever the same
there has never been a moment
when i wish you hadn't paused it
on my couch as we watched the office
nothing was ever the same

i've been falling in love with you since the moment we met
and i haven't stopped yet

haven't stopped yet (demo)

Luna Maar is an up and coming singer-songwriter and guitar player based in Bucharest.
     In retrospect, she always found herself gravitating towards music, having started to sing at a very young age.
     At fourteen she picked up the guitar and things became a bit more serious, but still at a hobby level, nonetheless. Around the time when she was finishing high school, she decided to pursue music professionally by enrolling in the National University of Music in Bucharest, Romania. During this period, Luna took part in several musical projects, one of them being a band called Spectrum, which performed mostly covers.
     In 2014, Luna began exploring the new and exciting world of songwriting, which became her main focus.
     Fast forward to 2022, Luna Maar is now an artist who finally found her voice and is ready to share it with the world, therefore her debut album, “Deadweight” will be released  later this year. 
     Luna Maar’s music is, above all, honest. The genre in which most of her songs tend to sit is folk/singer-songwriter . However, you can expect various influences to emerge constantly, given the fact that fitting into a genre is not something  she values. Luna’s songwriting style is focused on letting a song be born however it wants to, without forcing it to fit into a predetermined box.
     Lyrics wise, she mostly draws inspiration from her own life experiences and feelings, viewing music almost like a best friend in whose presence you can be your truest self.

Smoke And Mirrors demo

Luna Maar

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