PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY SERENA LIARS
GMINOR 145BPM

Cover shot by @coreposting
Art by https://x.com/Murasakino69770

NOTHING MATTERS BECAUSE THIS COULD BE US

accidental memories

reflections

why wont you believe me

(recorded july 15th 2024 , 4:45 am)
its easy to be pessimistic
i wake up and then i sleep
but my cycle stays restless
im relearning how to breathe
cause they think that i’ve lost it
and i know that i kid myself when i say that im past this
and its all so past tense, past tense
i don’t know what happened
and im cracking
and it’d be easier to call
but im scared i’ll hear your voice
forget i said anything at all
(don’t think that i don’t get in love with you, it’s all i want to do)
do you think i doubt that i’ll be happy
man i swear to god i’d wish you’d ask me
and life gets hard if you ask me
for so long, i wanted you to feel the things that i feel
and for so long, i wanted to make a song like this song

tell me you see me as a person
tell me you see me as a person
i hope one day that this is worth it
and it’s bout time i get to working, working
tell me that all i do is worthless
tell me that one day i wont be worth it
ill be forgotten as a person
a speck of dust that no one’s searching for

i’d like to believe that it all gets worse from here
but i thank god for my friends cause i know that im not alone, with my fears

Lights camera

partyinmymind [prod mi]

is it so00 [prod lexycat]

ft @mental
prod me + @heartstopmiami + @azkii1

now my opps on a machine and they can’t live without it 
dropping dick off betty’s crib cuz she can’t live without it 
he said he goin push up on me well shit i really doubt it
said my roster 5 stars and then i pick around em
it aint ever been a question bitch ive been about it
say my name with some respect or shit i wont allow it
cross me once, Im in that field, and then I get to ploughing
pulling stunts and get him peeled, and now he look for housing

make a couple thousand on a bad day
chop take a nigga out said thats a the trash day
play with my money, you won’t live to meet me halfway
send the lesson home said thats a fucking class day
quiet moves, no announcing, im just the money counting
snow globe bouncin shit im moving mountains
racks falling out my pocket need a damn accountant  
said the bass hit so hard its fucking up surroundings

now my opps on a machine and they can’t live without it 
dropping dick off betty’s crib cuz she can’t live without it 
he said he goin push up on me well shit i really doubt it
said my roster 5 stars and then i pick around em
it aint ever been a question bitch ive been about it
say my name with some respect or shit i wont allow it
cross me once, Im in that field, and then I get to ploughing
pulling stunts and get him peeled, and now he look for housing

i cant live without my racks i know my opps dont feel me
if he not bready tryna work then why the hell he hit me?
im doing magic with the money shit i feel like timmy
my brother smoking icky vicky that shit really sticky
i keep the circle small around me cause im really picky
if u dont wanna ball around me are we really friendly?
u couldve made a play today but u were feeling lazy
im hopping on this plane ill hit u when im in your city
i went up like a spaceship yuh
heart on my sleeve like im naked yuh
ima still be me when the fame hit yuh
tryna hit this trickshot just like faze did yuh
everyday im really tryna make it yuh
i put work in even when im anxious yuh
me and zul twinning we related yuh
M to my bones i couldnt fake it yuh

now my opps on a machine and they can’t live without it 
dropping dick off betty’s crib cuz she can’t live without it 
he said he goin push up on me well shit i really doubt it
said my roster 5 stars and then i pick around em
it aint ever been a question bitch ive been about it
say my name with some respect or shit i wont allow it
cross me once, Im in that field, and then I get to ploughing
pulling stunts and get him peeled, and now he look for housing

now my opps on a machine and they can’t live without it 
dropping dick off betty’s crib cuz she can’t live without it 
he said he goin push up on me well shit i really doubt it
said my roster 5 stars and then i pick around em
it aint ever been a question bitch ive been about it
say my name with some respect or shit i wont allow it
cross me once, Im in that field, and then I get to ploughing
pulling stunts and get him peeled, and now he look for housing

without it + mental

Ran outta X

(OLD) Never got past the DEMO portion of the song
 Probably never finishing this one so here it is

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mix/master by Mex!
Mex! - https://t.me/lxvvmex
goblin - https://t.me/goblinherebaby

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