its late i’m tired
but also wired
up from this crazy dream
i might get burned again
but i don’t wanna hurt again
it’s a scary scheme

 
before you cut me off and run the other way
you might call security on me
but i just thought maybe 


what if we were honest with each other
i’ll let you know you can be real with me
and i’ll lay it all out in the open
i dont know bout you but honestly
and ill sleep better knowing 
we had this conversation 

 
been feeling like shit
what if we called it quits
on this bad energy
lets start all over
we’re three months older
put enough distance between
you and me

 
cause i’ve already found a love i’ve been looking for
don’t get this message mixed up
but here’s what i’ve thought of

 
don’t wanna be dumb again          
guard my heart if we start over again
could i keep my cool for once
play it cool for once
and maybe we could just be friends

(r.d.m.)

lunarcappy, 2018. ©️

rude reactions (original)

hey mikey
I'm leaving you mikey
I'm somewhere else entirely
you wont ever have to hear me ask for anything 
anymore, ever again
cause i’m looking for it somewhere else
dont ever say i’m too much
cause i’m giving you as little of me as possible now
thats all that is left of me
but i’ll slowly get it back 
with someone who believes in me


hey mikey 
goodbye forever mikey
i’ll never have to listen to you
switching sides again
cause you don’t even know what you believe in
devil’s advocate, contrarian
you’re in the dark - where have i been?
what am i up to this weekend?
don’t worry, and i know you never do
you’ll go days being fine not knowing what i’m up to
you’ll be fine without me for the rest of your life 


hey mikey
good luck with things mikey
you should move to texas to forget all of your exes,
stress, and all of the expenses now
your best days are behind you now
i’m sorry to say this, but yes i regret this
and this year has been a mess
but i’m cutting this one short
this time i’m sure like how i never was with you


hey mikey
get home safe mikey
in the car that isn’t yours
to the house you can’t keep
like your cool under pressure
can't stand the heat
like unhappy girls who run to shiny new promises
cause you can’t even keep the ones you make to yourself
much less to someone else
providing reassurance, you hated it
i hated begging for it
all the things that should have been a given	
the only thing you held on to is your addiction
it was never me
and i dont have to hope for that day any longer
i don’t have to sit and wonder about you 
where i stand next to you
so close but so far from you

(m.a.j.)

lunarcappy, 2023 ©️

letter to mikey (original)

It was four months ago
I was happy for all the wrong reasons
The weather was unpredictable
I could feel a new season

Smart girl
I should know better 
Than to play this game
With players and stupid rules
Girl it’s your move

And you
You came along
Just a random guy
Still don’t know why I planned to say hi
Wish I could go back and undo everything
Cause now I’m stuck with you
Now I’m stuck with you

Tell me it’s not fate
I was so wide awake
Fast forward to the next day
Didn’t even have to say hey
But you’re so casual
You’re friends with everyone
Thought I might be special
God I’m so fucking dumb
Just like

You
You came along
Just a random guy
Still don’t know why I planned to say hi
Wish I could go back and undo everything
Cause now I’m stuck with you

We should stay
apart, away
and far from me
where I can’t see how you’re doing
Won’t ask how you’re doing

You
You came along
Just a random guy
Why do you lie
Where the hell is my pride
Wish we never met
Cause I regret everything
I’m still singing about you

You (we should stay)
You came along (apart away)
Just a random guy (and far from me)
Still don’t know why I planned to say hi (where i can’t see)
Wish I could go back  (how you’re doing)
And undo everything (won’t ask )
Cause now I’m stuck with you (how you’re doing)
Now I’m stuck with you
You’re still in my room

(r.d.m)

lunarcappy, 2018. ©️

stuck with you (original)

I should really stop looking for 
things i dont need 
cause whats good for me is right here 
righ there next to me
ill be in that passenger seat
feeling things so bittersweet
chapters closed
I’m out the door 
now im ready to come home

tasted temptation forbidden fruit 
i felt so sick in such a bad moood 
he keeps me warm being in his arms
how could i  want more than all of this  

he waited for me so patiently 
now he got all of me 
took so long to break these walls 
no one ever did 
i got a man does what he can 
makes me feel loved 
love that he tries two sincere eyes
more than enough 

i didn’t see his worth til i looked elsewhere
never felt the sun til there was darkness everywhere
he gave me all of him isnt that enough fr me
isnt that enough for me

tasted temptation forbidden fruit 
i felt so sick in such a bad moood 
i dont need thrill and empty promises 
how could i want more than all of this

(a.c.)

lunarcappy, 2014. ©️

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