Sadness cant live without darkness

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

F*ck Love

They Say (feat. Blayne B.)

Written By: Buppy., Gretta Eberline
Produced By: eeryskies & BOIA
Composed By: Joshua Carroll & Cole Boillat
Mixed By: Cole Boillat
Mastered By: André Castro

Cover Art By: Offlit

Powered By Sparta/300 Ent
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Lyrics:
Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does?

Time past quick
I said goodbye at six
I know we can't be fixed
It’s time to sink this ship
I’m tired of sailing round' the problem,
Thinking you were what is best for me
Gave you everything but you would still hate what is left of me
I’m done
What's to lose?
Tie the knot along this noose
And don’t you let me loose
Feel my pain inside this room
Cause it's the same one where you said that you're in love
And It’s the same one where you told me you were done

Tiptoe around the truth
It’s cold in this world
Frostbite on my tooth
Now I’m hoping to leave
Don’t you hold on to me
No, I won’t let you have me back

Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does time go?

Sitting on the Hollywood sign
I got some things on my mind
That I can’t tell you tonight
But I don’t think I’ll be here when you wake up
Cause I've been hearing voices since the breakup 
They say it’s cold out here
This city makes for freezing flesh
And bones could tear
They take the soul right out your chest
And hold it dear
So don’t you call this place home
Cause Hollywood is still cold
Cause Hollywood is still cold
Cause Hollywood is still cold

Tiptoe around the truth
It’s cold in this world
Frostbite on my tooth
Now I’m hoping to leave
Don’t you hold on to me
No, I won’t let you have me back

Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does time go?

Cold Nights In Hollywood

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

i feel like i been losing my mind,
yearning for you
i know that i just want you all mine,
i'm so crazy for you

why do i feel so in love, i have fallen again
i need you so damn bad, breaks my heart to be friends:/
wish things all stayed the same since way back then:/
but ur still by my side and i've gone thru mayhem:')

i want you
i want you
i need you
i need you

you are so goddamn special to me 
drives me insane when u call me baby
i'm losing hope but i want to believe
but i still hold on feel like you'll never leave

i love what you value
we work thru our issues
you make me feel brand new
want us to continue

i love what you value <3

if it cant be us then i hope its somebody like you :(
someone who holds me close and we share the same views,
who stays true to them self and lives by their virtues,
who never raised their voice even if we argue.

i want, i want you tho
i want, i want, i want you close
i want, i want you tho, you tho

tell me do you love me ?
do you care about me ?
when you gently touch me,
baby do you love me ?

do you love me? (prod. Kiko Beatz x Sk3lly)

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

Computer Crash

Nobody Saved Me (XXXTentacion VS Linkin Park)

Lost

#LONGLIVEXXXTENTACION #LLJ🕊 #LONGLIVEJUICEWRLD #LLJUICEWRLD

XXXTENTACION - Mind In Awe (ft. Juice Wrld) [Fanmade Remix] (prod. huhalex)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Downhill

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Reckless

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

F*ck Love

ℒund

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