I wish you didn't lift me, I wish I didn't miss you.

I can hear your voice run through my head 💔

The rhythm of my heartbeats still feel dead

Lund, I notice you check out these comments sometimes, but Im trynna find my answer on this, and maybe you can help? how'd you discover what music genre and sound you wanted for yourself ?

LYRICS:
you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

I’m tired of feelin used 
my heart is torn and bruised 
so can’t you wait for me 
cuz I would wait for you 

seems like all the waiting’s over 
alcohol and drugs but I still feel sober 
may be 22 but this pain is older 
yeah this pain is older 
now everybody askin me where is she 
I can’t bring myself to answer I can’t even think
cuz I miss her 

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

you never know the day till it comes 
you wake ya gettin ready then you look phone 
oh no she done sent you things you thought they were gone 
oh no you feelin stupid saying you should’ve known

now you tryna call back but it ain’t that easy no
you realize you done ruined this thing now go 
out of tries to make things work I know 

I know I know I know 
but it don’t matter what I know 
I done seen some things wish that I could cope 
oh what I would do for an ounce of hope 
baby Ill bring the chair you can bring the rope 

yeah here’s the chair I see you got the rope 
glad you met me here so I can finally go 
do I really want this i don’t really know x2

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

Wait. (prod. Steven Riley)

the world wanna burn (feat. joey.) (prod. sorrowbringer)

Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Funeral Confessions

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

spotify

r.i.p

If I were to die tonight would you try to save me 
If I were to die tonight would you miss me 
If I were to die tonight would my sins be forgiven 
If you were to die tonight I couldn’t keep on livin 

Water on my wrist drip like a fuckin faucet 
I’m just tryina chill bitch stop the fuckin nonsense 
Me and my crew responsible for the progress 
If you wanna grow gotta stick with the proses 

Lately I’ve been feelin kinda scared 
Thoughts of suicide 
Feelin like nobody cares 
Metal state deranged 
So I’ll hit the blunt again 
Liquor on my tongue
Bitch I can barely stand 
Crying in my bed so I’ll pop a couple xans 
Spend all day blowin poison like a fan 
No I’m not ok with just being fucking friends
Lately baby I just really want to start again

So I’ll sit 
With a broken heart
And a bottle of whiskey 
And think of my death 
And how that shits risky 
How I could hurt my friends 
And the people around me 
But I can’t seem to help 
That I feel like I’m fucking drowning

If I Were To Die ft. Broken  (prod.sketchmyname)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Issues

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Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

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