Crazy yall finding this now this me 5years ago

Tear Drop

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

Production & Vocals By ℒund 
Song Title - Weep
Lyrics
____________
two slit wrists
with a scythe
to fucked up 
had to leave this life
(x2)

its no joke 
to low
i can’t cope
smoke dope
for the pain
1 glock 1 shot
point it straight 
at my brain
do not resuscitate 
told u dont hesitate 
i put a end to 
the voice in my head
nobody ever listen
what i said

i don’t really fuck with the rest 
young kid flex
put the blade to ya neck
1 more step bitch
you loose your head
no one remember 
the shit that u did

bury bodies
stack em 4-wide   
why they bitch busy 
hit my phone line
i been getting money 
off my own time
you should stop biting 
and stick with 
your own rhymes

shorty you looking so thick
baby come grind on this dick
let me take u back to my hotel
lay u down fuck u good 
till that pussy swell

i made myself what i am
i turned myself into the man
i made this dough in my hand
but still you don’t understand
dont understand

it takes
dedication & some discipline 
talent, drugs and experience
but tbh living life I’m sick of it
even if moneys still coming in
even tho people still bump my shit
fuck the world
death sound luxurious    
look in my eyes
if you don’t think I’m serious
thats why…

Weep

Vocals By @emilyraymondd & Lund
Production & Lyric By Lund.

Lyrics:

Emily:

I brought you light 
But You'd rather live in the dark
We always fight 
Don't even know what is the cause 
Still asking why 
Fuck it babe What is the point 
your feeding me lies
And im tired of playing the part

You broke me down 
I'm nothing but marrow and bone
Rott to the core
Chewed up and spit on the floor
I'm leaving now
Can't take this shit anymore 
And if your holding me down
Then why am I outta control

(Verse written by Emily)

Why cant you see 
the heart on my sleeve 
your tearing me apart babe 
loosing my sleep
why cant you see 
your everything i need
I'm loosing my mind babe 
i cant compete



Lund:

You brought me light 
But I'd rather live in the dark
It's my own fault 
that everything's falling apart
I know it been hard
I'm sorry for what i have done
but baby please don’t leave 
cause then i won’t have anyone 

you gave me love 
but i  just threw it away
i promise that I’m gonna change 
cause baby i need you to stay
I’m feeling hollowed out
tied of living this way
you have my heart
so baby 
please dont walk away

Hallowed Ft. Emily Raymond

Song Title - By My Side
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Thank you all for 50K follows and for the enormous amount of support you continue to give me. It really means the world to me <3

By My Side

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

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break ups suck ass | feat. sadeyes

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

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Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

Song title - Skin & Bones
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics:

You don’t know the pain that I feel
Wasting time on love that wasn’t real
leave me alone 
I’m just skin and bones now 
I think I’m 
turning into ash 
You call my phone 
But I’m never home now 
you couldn’t save me 
from myself 

Lies they left me with 
A broken heart 
Wounds leave scars
When their always 
Torn apart
write me a eulogy
all you can do for me 
This is the 
story of my life 
So let me lay here 
There’s nothing to save here
Cause I’m already dead

Baby I just think that you
Need someone to be 
true to you
I know how to heal your heart 
Let me spend some time with you 
And maybe change your point of view
You could have a brand new start 

I know that you 
feel so damn alone 
But some things
you can’t heal
on your own
When scared to try
You miss out on life 
But darlin now 
I’ll show you the way
Its not your fault
So baby don’t cry 
Do be afraid 
Cause I’m not him

You so beautiful 
It brings me to my knees 
Your eyes are hazel green
shade of autumn leaves 
I don’t look at you 
I look into you 
I’m Lost in a moment
when your with me
I’ll give you trust to
Build up this love 
Cause honey
I know what 
we could be 

Baby I just think that you
Need someone to be 
true to you
I know how to heal your heart 
Let me spend some time with you 
And maybe change your point of view
You could have a brand new start

Skin & Bones

i hope ur doing well

i hope ur doing well (●*∩_∩*●) (prod. colliding with mars)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Reckless

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