Its so hard for me to care for this nowadays because Im constantly in this mindset of “its doesnt matter, i wont be around much longer anyways”

I just want to be happy. Feel like I belong somewhere. Not as though I'm just a burden. Never ending useless fuck up. I just wish to be normal. 😥🥀

#lONGwALKiN

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Main Vocals & Beat By ℒund.
Samples Credits (Choir Vocals)
= *Pentatonix - Mary Did You Know*
VVV Lyrics VVV
i got the remedey for your mind girl 
and i could take you where you wanna go

wish you could see shit that I’m going thru
tears come 2 my eyes when i think of you
its been 2 years since we fell apart
but all your fuckin lies they tore up my heart 

i be on my grind
man i smoke everyday
im rollin my weed 
while i sit here and pray
i been talking to god
but can’t hear what he say
I’m watching the sky 
as its fading to grey
your loves a disease 
i can feel it decay
the sound of your voice as its fading away
is as close as i get to forgetting the pain
cuz its all that i have at the end of the day

white kid with the flow so zen
tell ya girl drop it low
baby don’t pretend
smokin and fuckin again
you would think that we was setting a trend   

rep zml till the day that I’m dead
fuck what society put in yo head
writing these rhymes while I’m laying in bed
makin these beats on my ableton


دائما أسفل

Beat Produced By Kaelyn. Vocals By ℒund
VVV LYRICS VVV
my bones are cold. feel my body die
(feel my body die)
alls left is whats in my mind
(is whats in my mind)
the way you move girl your so divine
(girl your so divine)
i feel the chills running down my spine
(running down my spine)

she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(never loved you no i never loved you)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(fuck u girl u were never there. never there)
she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)

killin im drillin the beat again 
reminding these bitches I’m not their friend
i don’t pretend the coldest kid that you ever met
come fuck with me and u won’t forget, won’t regret
got you so high now you feel like a jet
smoking and laughing while we lay in bed
but you got me caught up in the words that you said


Cold Bones [Prod. Kaelyn]

Ricochet

Thank you all so much for 40k we in this bitch

Addict
Vocals & Production By ℒund

Lyrics

kush up on my clothes
whiskey on my breath
my only prayer to god
is to ask for death
i still smell your perfume 
like u never left
missin late nights
u leaving hickeys on my neck

empty bottle 
numbing all the pain
wake up in the morning 
circumstance is still the same
I’m having trouble trying maintain 
sanity inside my damn brain
fuck a bitch and then i get paid
they wonder why I’m so lonely

they wonder why I’m so lonely 
wonder why I’m so cold
cause ion need no help
bitch i do it all on my own
doing numbers you’ll never see
this aint no hobby its a part of me

see theirs a lot of snakes 
that going slither through the game
try and take advantage of your lil bit of fame
thats why i don’t work 
unless I’m mother fucking paid
young kid with some intuition 
listen what i say

they told me i could never be 
everything that i am now
all i got is room to grow
cause theres no more breaking me down
been at the bottom to long 
harbor emotion 2 put it in songs
you think you know me
you got it all wrong

Addict

Vocals By Lund & @drekiken
Production By Lund. 

Lyrics 

Lund:

too many missed call had to block my number 
she just wanna be with someone that really loves her
but baby u cant have a storm without no thunder
dont u fucking treat me like some trash in the gutter      
ever burn a bridge before cause shit your pretty good
i build it all by hand out of rope and wood
back when u believed in us and u said that we could
be together forever and i said that we should    

so fuck it let it burn
cause whats it really worth
just dust into the earth
i like the way it hurts

Dre Kiken:

i know i told u and how we supposed too  
move past it when u always gotta be so drastic 
how im supposed to know when u never tell me things
dont got time no more but i swear ill come back to u
dont wanna break up to make up
you act like u can do better 
shit u prolly could
swear i went hollywood
i think ur giving up on us
i think ur giving up no trust
you just wanna let it burn
you just wanna see me hurt

Dust Ft. Dre Kiken

Production By @rich_beatz
Vocals By Lund & Joey @96towhenever

Lyrics

Lund 

diamonds like a ice berg 
money in the bank
leave u drippin like a faucet 
baby i dont play
why u fuckin with these other guys
they cant compete oh no

with all that i do
cause baby 
now I’m on a roll
cant fuck with u now i got dough
cause now i got 
lobster and steak on my plate 
(switch up)   
eating healthy like dank 
(bless up)
 x ray vision u fake 
(bitch)
so get the fuck outta my face bitch
see only you can change your placement

dedication make u what u are
dedication turn u to a star
this is the power of mind
verses the struggle of time 
and I’m living proof if you do what you love 
it will pay off if you grind
but you keep on wasting your time

Joey:

Bitch I need a hundred thousand for the cadence ah yeah
Losin patience guess that's prolly why I'm staying high
They gone play this when I'm laying in the grave I swear
Never care bout what they think or what they sayin bra

Ice up in my fist I got that forty ounce
Know I make it drip when lil shorty bounce 
Take another sip yeah baby make it count
I just copped a swisher bout to break it down

if I don't know you please don't act like you know me
I got too many of these fakes been tryna act like they homies
But they don't know what is at steak cuz all these rappers bologne 
All the real ones dying out why me and lund b so lonely

Mind Ft. Joey

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

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nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

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Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

candy

candy (feat. Lund)

Bad Days

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

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