lyrics:

I MADE THIS WITH MY THOUGHTS
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
KEEP WHAT YOU GOT 
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

ELIMINATE ALL OF THE SPOTS
I DECONSTRUCT THE PATTERS OF YOUR RATIONAL THOUGHTS
I LIKE TO ROLL THE DICE INSTEAD OF PICKING A LOCK
I LIKE TO MAKE A SILLY FACE AND MISMATCH MY SOCKS

SPARKY

WHATEVER I WANT

DL + STREAM!!!

Globs

memory garden || 8/13/2023 - 1/6/2024 

This song is about realizing that no matter how low you get in life, you can always remember the times where you didn't give up and back down, giving you the motivation to keep moving forward.

Song written and composed by me with contribution from @foryears
Lyrics written by me
Vocals recorded by the wonderful @pookikitty


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lyrics:

Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me
I managed to come out okay
As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me
"At least I'm alive to see another day"

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish
a fallacious savior for all to flourish
but I don't believe in hope
or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
...
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭]
[𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱.]
[𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]

[Originally made in 24 hours for FORM's All Nighter event, to which the rejection allowed me to work on this track to bring it to this version you are hearing right now.]

memory garden + foryears. & Pooki

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VIVID

and when i come home
your love never far
let it set in stone
an angel ; you are

an angel ; you are

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