Produced by Bato
Executive Produced by Angel Delgado
Written and Spoken by Jayce Aguilar

Yours Truly

Me and my boy, $YvngRich$, made a song together.
Shoutout @Angel Delgado, for producing it for us.
This Beat and song derives from Mac Miller's song, "Day one: A song about nothing".
Rest Eazy

Day two: A song about something (Feat. $YvngRich$)

Produced by Mitch. 
Shoutout 'Angel Delgado' for making this for me.

Keeping It Cool

Beat by Lethal Needle.
Produced by Angel Delgado.

Who Am I (RAW)

Peaceful Pandemonium (Luno and $YvngRich$)

Patience (Prod. Shawn Apex)

Beat from "SCOTT $GML"
I AM NOT MAKING ANY MONEY WITH THIS SONG. IT IS JUST FOR FUN. PLEASE DON'T DELETE HOMIE. LOL.

mayB

goofy (with $YvngRich$) (prod. Lethal Needle)

How da fuq I think I’m finished yet 
Ima walking tome 
Till I’m gone, 
I can’t right all of my wrongs, 
Mayb, 

Shi, get a grip, fainting, 
So below, I can’t think above, 
So I’m off a drug, I rip, I rip, I rip, I rip, 
Till I’m gone and out this mud, 
In ___ we trust,
Who u love? 
Who u shun?
Fuck it, ima jus dissolve, 
Hate so much, 
That I can’t stand tall, 
I think too much, 
You can hear it when I talk, 
Fuck, 

Wish I could jus, 
Kill my thoughts, 
Mental suicide, 
Who am I? 
Thats a question old as time, 
Who tf is that, 
Only bombs ring a bell, 
End it all, 
In a cell, 
You ain’t even get a chance, 
In the light, 
From the moon, 
I was told, 
It’ll all be better soon, 

But I fight and fight and fight and fight and fight til noon, and till noon,  till midnight
I can’t even begin to wonder why, 
Look at all my time spent, 
It’s clear I’ll become nothing, 
I’m, 
On my grind, 
Why tf you lyin, 
I wish I could say that, 
But it’s true I jus be wasting time

How da fuq i think I’m finished yet, 
When I can’t be alone, 
On my phone, 
I can’t right all of my wrongs, 
Mayb…

Shi, get a grip skatin, 
So below, I can’t think above, 
So I’m moving slow, I fall n fall n fall n fall
It’s hard to move in so much mud, 
My people think they know me, 
Can’t say who truly does, 
Except for mrs shorty, 
My heart out to ya,
Sorry love, 
I keep on fucking up and yet you keep on showing love, 

Enough. 

Man my thoughts so scattered, 
Dreams of living lavish, 
On my own 2, 
Xcept when I’m lone too long 
I get to 
thinking why ain’t I gone, 
And why and why, and why
Ain’t I finished that one song?
And why and why, and why
And why and why, and why


Thinking so fucking much, 
My mental all is where I reside

mourning day (PROD. DJHOSTILITY)

Weather moving, oh we losing magnetivity
Ash ya heart,
Trapped in scars
Listen symphonies,
hope you don't remember me,
Spending all of my time in the dark,

Shorty why you playing games wit me?
Here, close my eyes, disappear from me,
Take my energy

I'm here, close your eyes, don't remember me,
Whatchu fear?

Whatchu fear girl?
Know you find it hard to look mirrors girl,
Don't pretend to me
I see it in ya eyes girl,
clearly wishing you wit me,

Hang my soul on your bathroom door,
I ain't able to move slow
Press reset till I let go,
Den we link up for one last show,

Hang my soul on your bathroom door,
I ain't able to move slow
Press reset till I let go,
Den we link up for one last show,

Walls,
In my head,
Don't call,
Cheating death,
Don't fall,
Kill the rest,
Bitch I'm goooonnnnee

REFLECTIONS OFTEN FRIGHTEN (BR DOOR) (PROD. $LIM GHOSTE)

You cannot begin to understand bitch, 
What I am,
A conflicts of a deep within, 
You see it shining through my skin, 

Trapped within my sin, 
Kill my thoughts, 
Jump off da bridge, 
Little did he know the cold was nothing from within, 

Whatchu thought? 
Ice cold heart 
Soul slowly fall apart
Bringing out the dark

Whatchu thought? 
Ice cold heart 
Soul slowly fall apart
Till whatchu see is all in dark, 

Ice cold heart 
Soul slowly fall apart

In the dark, 
Mentally orbital I been deplorable, core is of nothing that’s hot, 
Whatchu see is nothing more than a bluff 
no key can be found, 
In the boiling pot, 
Guess you forgot, 

Look me in my eyes girl…
Seconds never last,
Crashing through them eyes (demise) 
Trippin on da overpass, 
Bask, 
In the warmth of yo soul, 
Cuz mine is of nothing that you can console, 
And I fall and I trip and I slip on the blood of my heart, while I shiver to death on the verge of what’s left, I can never see past my own wrongs, 
I’d rather just dip, 
In my head,
I atone

I'D RATHER BE ASH IN THE WIND (COLD HEART) (PROD. $LIM GHOSTE)

(eelJakelot)

Grab da pistol, duck, 
Grab a fist of fuck off my dick, 
Whatchu fit? Like a glove, 
That’s a bitch, 
That’s no lid, 
That control me, 
I am whatchu get, 
Dismiss, 
The shi, 
The clique, 
The rest, 
We doing what it is, 
Whatchu thought, 
Whatchu get, 
We jus some kids, 
Who learning life’s a bitch, 
Fuck it make the best of it, 
She say she want my kids, 
Kinda new to celibate, 
Forget, jus rip, 
Rest in pessimist, 
40s bang da window, 
Trust me second guessing tindo, 
Bless you with pretend po, 
While my mental, 
Hanging limbo, 
Call me, sin-folk, 
Bless?, nah
I jus arrest, bitch call me God…


(yvngRichtofen)

Skating everywhere I go, 
Bind it up between the dro, 
Leave me lone, 
Don’t wanna go, 
I’m better off within my soul, 
Demon schemin, 
Kill em all,
Succubus pulling on my draws, 
Painting her face, 
With my spray, 
Calling me lay to waste, 
A waste to lay, 
Pardon me while I take up space, 
Lottery for the ones who make, 
All these decisions to keep us running through this fucking maze, 
I’m going crazed,
Feeling like I’m Marcus sway,
Elegant how I’m flowing mane, 
Medicine for the growing pain, 
(Aye)
I am nothing that you want portray, 
(Nah)
Grab the mask and Glock den spray the K,
(Okay) 
Big bad wolf can’t hollow out the cave,
(He can’t)
Look me in my eyes and see yo grave

REST IN PESSIMIST (DEMONSCHEMIN) (WITH $YVNGRICH$) (PROD.$LIM GHOSTE)

See you in my room
Even when I got my eyes closed,
Wonder if I dream,
Even when I got my mind blown,
She was jus a fiend,
Lust goin shinin wit the blinds closed,
Pull it by the seems,
Ion think that I would mind tho,
Cold,
Sore is my mind ho,
Get off my dick, I ain’t 5-0,
I was jus playing pretend,
She a bend my mind like a tight rope,
Back stroke,
Get off my mental,
Ima rub it all off through the winter,
Where I might go?
In the cold snow,
Fuck a blow blow,
That smoke smoke,
I’m already faded off da slow roll,
I can’t go,
Back to the back of the line,
Where I greed for more problems cuz I’d rather slip in time,
Space is a relic of all that’s divine,
So pologize,
Nah I’m Bullshittin,
There’s a fuck I couldn’t find,
Incarnate of beings are poltergeist living,
Inside of this world,
Fuck you and yo kind
I’m discrepant because of the lies,
That I see,
When I open my eyes,
Most times I just reap,
But sometimes I can’t speak,
Cuz my conscious is mourning yo soul,
As it bleeds to death,
I can never see past,
All what’s left,
Cuz my past is a problem,
In nutshell I’m solving,
But still there are days I’m detached from the rest
and my pupils go large,
And dat vision go magnified,
Seeing what’s real?
Or seeing what’s glorified?
I cannot tell,
I would rather be petrified,
In the midst of it all,
Standing tall, I can never die,
See you in the mirror,
You can run but you can’t hide ho,
All I see is fear,
When I look into my eyes cold,
Stone is a guise most,
Don’t see past post,
Mortem you feel sorry,
Sorry can’t turn a clock tho,
Blame it on the mari-dope,
I was hardly sharing coats,
I could go back right now,
But then I’d have to slit ya throat

LIFE WOULD BE BORING IF INSANITY DIDN'T EXIST (LUST) (PROD. $LIM GHOSTE)

I think I'm ready for the Afterlife..
Or hell at least cuz that's how I'm living
I don't know why I even try
I'll die alone
I said that's okay
I don't know why I even lie
Look in my eyes
Look in my eyes
See my demise
See my demise
Ugh
Been up too late that its not even night,
Looking around but really just looking for her
And a year could just pass like a blur
I'm throwing the white, towel
Cuz this pain is way too much to fight..


Back at home it don't feel like it
Wonder where I've gone
I used to this and that 
But now I just be on my phone
Just be on my own
I wish were posted up again
But that'd be wrong,
You'd end up in more pain
When I never meant you harm
Still I wake up everyday 
Just wanting you in my arms

Maybe I'll hit you up
When these demons dead,
Or maybe we'll just end up
How my parents did,

It won't be long I told her
How can I predict?
Everyday I grow older 
Still tryna fight it,
It won't be long mama,
Tho I admit,
This demon is a bitch,
But I won't submit

so does the suffering... (Prod. MAJZKLUANI)

I'm jus waiting for the slip
Falling to the open void
This shi ain't for me 
I cannot seem
To ignore my problems no mo
Back on my feet
Maybe one day, but right now I'm in need
Of something but its always right
Outside my grasp
Tick Tick Tick
Watch the walls close in
As I battle mental illness
Shit I been sick
I cannot fucking quit
Whatchu know about it

Watching myself make decisions 
I do not condone in
Fighting with that mf til he almost lost it
Till he almost it
Tell me what the cost is
When you laying in a fucking coffin


In my solitude I am stuck
I do not know what to do
"Don't give up"
Is what I tell you
Look in the mirror tho
Not a single soul appears
So I'm back on the crossroads or ditches
Don't know which path I should take
I'm just limping
Ripping
The distance in this fucking prison

As time goes on... (Prod. MAJZKLUANI)

It’s been way too long I been like this
How many times i bless myself
Check myself
Live it up for the moment and the past 
Till I relapse 
Holding on till I fucking wreck myself

Man I was too gone
My grip could slip in a instant
Leave it all behind
I ain’t give a fuck

Now im inching closer to other side
And my mind has lied once or twice
So I
Won’t be surprised
If I look up and I see ya eyes
It was all a dream
Without a good night sleep yuh

I was posed to fold under pressure
No one answered
All my missed calls,
Late smoke,
Lay low
Halo,
Pays low, 
Oh well,
Hoping that it goes well, 
If not,
I be back in it 
Can’t stop
Till I drop
On the flo 
And I hear my body roll
And I knew it was all worth it

And nobody hadda know
All the pain I hadda hold
But I knew it was all worth it

My teardrops match the raindrops
And the bass drops
Leaving it all behind
But no memory loss
it just the cost
To better myself
I walk this thin line
Till I transcend out this coffin
Yuh

I can’t see myself
Every time I slip
I take a walk through hell
Have a safe trip
Thought I fell too deep, 
The fall was short 
The climb back to my feet, 
Was a hell times four
So I think 4 times ‘fore I go to war
The sorest sword of a mind
I’ve ever ever had before
I learned to love myself
can’t travel back to that dark place
My core, 
A fortress torn no longer
'Tween what I honor 
And when I harm her
My past a 'flection, 
Of all my karma
Thought I flex that, 
na cuz my past paint a picture like 
Ima martyr 
Not a setback
Just a pullback 
Let it go
You would think I was a goner
Yuh 

I was posed to fold under pressure
No one answered
All my missed calls,
Late smoke,
Lay low
Halo,
Pays low, 
Oh well,
Hoping that it goes well, 
If not,

I be back in it 
Can’t stop
Till I drop
On the flo 
And I hear my body roll
And I knew it was all worth it

And nobody hadda know
All the pain I hadda hold
But I knew it was all worth it

My teardrops match the raindrops
And the bass drops
Leaving it all behind
But no memory loss
it just the cost
To better myself
I walk this thin line
Till I transcend out this coffin
Yuh

Check myself (Prod. Stunna)

How you goin tel me 
Move on wit my life 
You still worried bout mine
I was on 9 5 
Thinkin' bout u
Now I always ride
Solo
Even in the 4 do' 
Thought I get a coup
When I ran into some mo do' 
Picturing who gonna be next to me
I see ya silhouette
But I know you ain’t meant for me
No

Or rather I ain’t rlly meant for you
Seen our minds crossed paths
Shared point of views
I was troubled, I was sick
I ain’t never blame you no


I just sit back thinking
What if
You could see me now
But you jus did
Told me move on wit my life
Like nothing happened oh

I just sit back thinking
What if
I was on my grind
Maybe then see more than
Memories, 
Blended wit a couple hopeless dreams
More like romantic
Or at least that’s how it seems yuh
 

I was so far from the top
You was wit me
While I rather sit and rot
I know needed to love myself

But I lost him
Somewhere long the way

Devil playing tricks
I was always down to play
I was in the mix 
You was staying out the way
And I understand
Said I understand


I just sit back thinking
What if
You could see me now
But you jus did
Told me move on wit my life
Like nothing happened oh

I just sit back thinking
What if
I was on my grind
Maybe then see more than
Memories, 
Blended wit a couple hopeless dreams
More like romantic
Or at least that’s how it seems yuh


Hadda hit you up one more time
Just to lmk 
You ain’t want me around
I rather have closure
Than be stuck
Guessing, 
I just hope it was sum you was second guessing, 

You could hide your feelings
Guess I’ll get the message
I ain’t worthy of a goddess till I get honest
I ain’t sleep good since august
I be nodding
You be in my dreams still 
I wake up jotting still

Remind me of the times
We was first starting
No ill intention, 
But I think we stole each other hearts n
Mine wasn’t pure
I wast too busy
Ditching and dodging
My feelings I didn’t know about
I thought I’d take that shi to the coffin
But, 

I Gained strength through a couple losses
I never knew myself
Like I do now, 
I reminisce when I was fighting couple demons 
At once
To now the present moment is won
N done, the sun is out
There’s clouds n shi, 
But I’ll be fine,
The reapers gone, 
I kicked him out
My room is clean, 
I’ll be the one, 
Again, i seen myself 
Escape from sin
Escape the loops that was I in,
To move to ones that better

You know I never settle
I was in the middle
I was feeling little outa place
But I knew the love was real tho
So I kept it pushin
I tried to let you know
But yk in this life
There be shi 
You gotta walk through alone
N that prolly keep me missing
Shi I coulda seen 
But oh well, 
Been talking bout the past, 
But Im jus tryna let it past man for real


I just sit back thinking
What if
You could see me now
But you jus did
Told me move on wit my life
Like nothing happened oh

I just sit back thinking
What if
I was on my grind
Maybe then see more than
Memories, 
Blended wit a couple hopeless dreams
More like romantic
Or at least that’s how it seems yuh


I just sit back thinking
What if
I was on my grind
Maybe then see more than
Memories, 
Blended wit a couple hopeless dreams
More like romantic
Or at least that’s how it seems yuh

staying out the way

Gotta get my shit together
Cuz I don’t really want cloudy weather
When I’m on my own 
Ion make no songs 
I be on my phone 
Turning into a clone 
What’s right or wrong
Ion give a fuck
Ion give a fuck
Ion give a fuck

And that’s just how it feels sometimes
Cuz I ain’t rlly on my grind
These demons take over me
So I gotta ghost
Dont you worry about me
I already hit my low

Losing losing losing losing losing control
My mind ain’t really on a roll
I really don’t know where to go
Or Know what to do
Running in a maze 
It feel like 
Ill be on my own till blue moons
Take over me 
I was dreaming

If there’s god
Please come save me 
She said that’s who I am
But when I’m on my own
The mirror don’t glow
And I rlly don’t give a damn 
Or two fucks
I jus let it go
And let myself fall deeper
My mental getting murky
And my eyes just see the reaper


Losing losing losing losing losing control
My mind ain’t rlly on a roll
I rlly don’t know where to go
Or Know what to do
Running in maze 
It feel like 
Ill be on my own till blue moons
Take over me 
I was dreaming

Whatchu see when you look at me? 
False prophet? 
A man who fell too deep? 
A child that couldn’t stand on own two? 
Or a sacrificial lamb?
just to get y’all folks to see
You could have all the talent in the world 
But it don’t mean shit 
If ya stuck on ya knees

So I guess I set the example
For the mothafuckas
With a dream
If u got it in ya mind and heart
Don’t let it slip away to the seams
Goin underground
Now it harder than it seems
I know it gets tough
Like it rlly won’t budge
But the hard work moves pebbles not mountains

Don’t you go giving up
Don’t you go living like another busta
In the cut
You passed some lows
Now pass these ones
N keep on moving up playa
Or what playa
A couple bucks won’t fill that void
Nor will a nut playa


Losing losing losing losing losing control
My mind ain’t rlly on a roll
I rlly don’t know where to go
Or Know what to do
Running in maze 
It feel like 
Ill be on my own till blue moons
Take over me 
I was dreaming

If there’s god
Please come save me 
She said that’s who I am
But when I’m on my own
The mirror don’t glow
And I rlly don’t give a damn
Or two fucks 
I jus let it go
Let myself fall deeper
My mental getting murky
And my eyes just see the reaper damn

Who I am (Prod. NEKK)

Fighting ghosts of the past 
They say it won't last
So why the f**k do I feel dis way
Getting too deep never meant to
Tho I know
Tho I know
That I was meant to 
Lay in instrumentals
Lemme lay in my mental 
Lay in purgatory till the winter
Luno so into that spiritual shi 
Tho he is just a man
So he may dabble in which is sinful

Think up again what another problem begins with look in the mirror 
See myself and it look distant 
Really I was hoping that It was clearer 
I am just a man with poor vision and the fear of 
Everything
Everything

Ima give...
In
Let my soul rest cuz my minds a mess 
Since I jumped off the deep end
How longs it been? 
Since I let someone close enough to get in 
My mental state reminiscent of prison 
I can't give in
But ima give in.......

call it what you want (PROD. goth helma)

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