Hellp +zupehr

So defenseless while in my head
Smoking out like it’s a furnace
So divisive it’s a tyrant 
I think I’ve seen my limit

Fires burning inside of my head when I go check for it
Heat death you can see how hot I am inside an infrared 
Losing breath I think I’d die if I took me another step
Everything is falling down, and I think I’m the cause of it 
Mentally I am broken pills tell them how high I’m going 
Sorry I’ve misspoken not supposed to see my emotions 
My walls are so broken, everything I hide is showing 
I’m so high I folded, I’m giving up everything in motion 

Don’t run now we just started 
Ever since I was born I felt like a target 
Why do I feel like I’m drowning 
When there’s fire in my head it’s like an ocean 
I’m enchanted with the magic in this potion 
Then I get uninspired end in explosion 
Why do I end every sentence with a question 
This is something I don’t understand I’m changing 
Falling apart with the endless scars 
Gotta keep people I love just so far
Rather not know them so I stay in the dark
This the only place that I can talk without harm
Funny every time I get better I break progress
Then I go down hill and restart the unlucky process 
When it comes to breaking down I swear that I’m the finest 
But when it comes down to being good by far the hardest

memes i send to my family... HAHAHA (branwen)

It’s a great day cause she told me I’m her man
But it's not that easy, I am scared that it’s her plan
Maybe if she kills me then I will understand
It’s okay cause baby I’m your greatest fan

I just wanna be alive
But it’s better if I die
She gives butterflies
One day baby I will suicide

It’ll be okay cause it is just nightmare
I don’t wanna wake up since she is right there
I am going downhill in my own despair
Got me so stressed I am losing my hair
Maybe I can internalize
Right before I realize

That I'm going insane
In this shitty ass place
I am forced to maintain
The strength to contain
This head of mine
Trapped in this chain
But I know with time that

It’s a great day cause she told me I’m her man
But it's not that easy I am scared that it’s her plan
Maybe if she kills me then I will understand
It’s okay cause baby I’m your greatest fan

I just wanna be alive
But it’s better if I die
She gives butterflies
One day baby I will suicide

SYSTEMATIC STRESS (prod. qyurisuu)

MIA (ft. okaymez)

old track never finished I’m a nerd from the suburbs I’m not about that life chat don’t jump me

pavement

prod trynacommunicate

hands on the wall
i know who to call

i wanna be
the one you could see
i wanna be 
the one you could see

so slow
i know
the one who comes to bleed
two stones
are unknown
the window

i wanna be
the one you could see
i wanna be 
the one you could see
i wanna be
the one you could see
i wanna be 
the one you could see

heartbreak kids (feat. Gavin Lloyd)

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