Silverchair - miss you love (cover)

mannequin

Just 4 U (on the concrete)

crayon - instagram snippet

mixed and finished version will drop on spotify

Lyrics:

i been thinking about this thing for a while
ill try to fix myself but it might take a while
will we get past the thing we've done for a while
ill try to fix myself but it wont take some hours

will we get past what we thought we were

cause you been stuck in my head and i cant get you out
mixed feelings stuck in your head and i wanna get you out
cause i been stuck in my bed and i wanna get out of here

what we thought we were (song wars) - mandy type beat

And as we approach the apocalypse 
I see the mass destruction in my mind is type synonymous
Tryna finish projects
And college books wit no stop to it
My dopamine and weed addiction tolerance 
Could wait to acknowledged
I’m so infuriated by the violence in my tone of voice cuz i can’t afford to take a dam loss again
Fuck that tho I’m peeping for that spark again
Already dipped my toes in the water but for that spark ill push me in it even if it means get shocked for it
Possible I’d die for it
Possibilities I pick thru em like I’m in gods position
But what’s in my direction
Bitch what in my hands
Do I rely on superstitious powers for my finance
Do I comply with what they say or say fuck that and die a man
Maybe I just gotta find the center of the Ven diagram
Lately I go back and forth with keeping and giving my damn
Like how do I define plans

Truth be told I feel they waiting on me to get something big
Just so they use my past to blemish it
Screenshots and messages
Being raised with benefits
The evil adolescent shit i did
As coping mechanisms
They won’t even see the vein reflection in it
Ego battles and being adults don’t correct tension it js 
Expands messes with it
And in my own case I understand the sentiment but hope I can communicate my development 
I feel the guilt from my wrong doings
Cuz what I pursue is excellence 
That’s for the world not js my human
For every woman child and brethren
Everytime I hurt I seek intellegence
Everytime I worked to find the zen in it
Could they see my effort or js write it off as sheltered and ignorant
Cuz everyone got trauma that they hold wit pride
And mine is simply being outcasted when i tried to shine
Its js abt my worthiness to be something besides 
All that I was given I just don’t see it as mine
I’m running from what some would die for like is that alright
Tryna rid me of my ego but still have reasons to try

It ain’t the typical story but it’s my life

PLAY THIS WHEN IM FAMOUS

evil demo

fantasize

prod. mercenarychild

go back home
and will you tell me all the things i shouldn't know
and when i die
will you meet me down in hell in which we'll burn
and will you still ask god for shit you didn't earn

i guess angel lost her wings tonight

crayon - instagram snippet

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