BOY DESTROYER prod. lustsickpuppy x Andy Morin

BOTHERED ft Bonnie Baxter prod. lustsickpuppy

AS HARD AS YOU CAN prod. lustsickpuppy

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

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Lyrics:

Devi:
AArghh rahh rahh rahh*, somehow?
Oh, funny thing, somehow...
Wait a couple weeks
How we're doing now?
Oh, we're fucking thinking now?
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Hey, Jesus, what the fuck
All this bullshit makes me cum
Heard this saying, "Suck my nuts"
All this money makes me dumb
Rook:
(shoutout Paledusk)
Devi:
We're just like you!
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Rook:
Keeping track of everything
Keeping track of
What I used to tell myself I wanna be
Scattered like a memory
Scattered like a stupid Little dream
Like a stupid little dream come TRUE
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
Yea what do you want to believe
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
What do you-
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself will never be
Oh please, what
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself we'll never be
Oh please
Devi:
I might just stress in my spot
I might just give up on god
I might just die while you watch
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
Grey cement looking like a window
Looking at the past, Jesus keep my eyes low
Rook:
Let's peace out and screw them
Fuck it let's fucking cash out
Get stupid
Everything I want to be is a weapon
Everything I want to be is a WEAPON
[Devi]
Yeah, I cause my own problems
Yeah, it's true
I'm a natural born loser
Yeah, I can do that shit
If I wanna
I can drop out of life
If I wanna
Yeah, I cause my own problems
[?]
Female gigachad, working it out

MONEY MAKES YOU STUPID

CAROUSEL FROM HELL

AMERICAN HEALTHCARE

EMPATHY RESERVED

' ' O ' '

i go - rinse & repeat

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

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Machine Girl - Excruciating Deth

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