Lyrics:

carving sins into my skin
tell myself it’s all pretend
purging out till paper thin
in my sorrow i descend
drowning out, i’m all alone
hate myself, a heart of stone
i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna let you go

cuz scars are beautiful like tattoos
melt my skies with lavender hues
dandelions in your soul
flowers blooming in my heart
dream of all our memories
watch the ghost of you depart
even if we’re worlds away
i won’t let you go, won’t let you go 

sunny days and starry nights
smiling down from up above
i would never trade your love
flying high, 1000 doves
what i'd do to hear your voice
what i’d do to hear your laugh
see you through a polaroid
tears all on your photographs

cuz scars are beautiful like tattoos
melt my skies with lavender hues
dandelions in your soul
flowers blooming in my heart
dream of all our memories
watch the ghost of you depart
even if we’re worlds away
i won’t let you go, won’t let you go 

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: cxrter x dswove
Mix/Master: Ensenada Beats

lavender skies (grief) prod. cxrter x dswove

Lyrics:

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

TDM that's on my soul, i put that on my life
put that on my future son, i put that on my wife
i pray for better days just so we can sleep at night
i pray for better days, i just wanna make it right
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb, wanna feel numb
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb
i just wanna feel numb
numb my pain, take it away 
numb my pain, take it away

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

demons always lurking in my closet
demons always lurking in my basement
skeletons keep falling, yeah we're wasted
death is on my tongue and i can taste it
close my eyes and all i see is faces

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

Credits:

Art: MDS
Production: cxrter x flesh
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

weeping dogs (numb) prod. cxrter x flesh

Lyrics:

praying
i've been praying to the sky
waiting
for you to see
i'm not healthy
i'm a monster
i'm so sorry
i'm so sorry

staring at the clouds on the playground
crying out for help in a small town
they want me to smile but i just frown
always been a misfit
always been a fuckup
always been an asshole
i don't shut the fuck up
and nobody wants to hear about my pity party anymore
i'm sorry
i'm sorry to all the friends i lost
i never meant to hurt your heart
i've been praying to the sky
i don't wanna fall apart

maybe i'll get better
maybe i'll see the light again
maybe i'll see you in the end
maybe i'll see the light
again

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: pekarot
Mix/Master: Ensenada Beats

remorse (monster) prod. pekarot

Lyrics:

all the nights i kept you up
all the night i hurt your heart
all the times i let you go
everyday we'd drift apart
i ain't mean to hurt you mom
i just wanna make you proud
play you every single song
see you up inside that crowd
one day i'mma make it out
i don't wanna let you down
i don't wanna let you down
i don't wanna say goodbye
i don't wanna say goodbye
i don't wanna make you cry

love, compassion, sincerity
those are things that you gave to me
screaming out i need therapy
so i sing my heart out in melodies
hope you know i found my forever and she loves me

all the nights i kept you up
all the night i hurt your heart
all the times i let you go
everyday we'd drift apart
i ain't mean to hurt you mom
i just wanna make you proud
play you every single song
see you up inside that crowd
one day i'mma make it out
i don't wanna let you down
i don't wanna let you down
i don't wanna say goodbye
i don't wanna say goodbye
i don't wanna make you cry

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: prodst4rscream
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

heart (mom) prod. prodst4rscream

Lyrics:

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

wish i loved myself just a little bit more
so i’d have that strength to walk out that door
wounds may heal but my scars stay torn
angels turning demon with them devil horns
every single day i’m getting closer to the grave
watch em go ghost but i gotta stay brave
insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay
Insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

skin full of bugs, pins and needles
lungs full of blood, brain full of beetles
eat me away, dead or alive, crying out for help, tryna survive
i’m tired of the pain, all the nights i prayed
the ones you hold close, keep the sharpest blade
bones wash away in the acid rain
all that’s left here is regrets and pain

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: secre x chris marek
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

bugs prod. secre x chris marek

Lyrics:

bleed bleed bleed bleed
eyes stay bloody
hounds weep with me
run up on me
blade up on me
hoes hate on me
one wing on me
fit stay gaudy

bleed bleed bleed bleed
let me cook hoe
paranoid might buy a pistol
demons lurking
heart stay hurting
angels flying
idols dying

bleed bleed bleed bleed
blurry vision
hex my opps with full precision
witch up on me
dead friends on me
switch up on me
die a zombie
(x2)

Credits:

Art: MDS
Production: temcandoanything
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

bleed2messy prod. temcandoanything

Lyrics:

laying in my bed again, talking to my dead friends
laying in my bed again, talking to my dead friends

i-i don't wanna die this way
i don't wanna play pretend again
i don't wanna let you in
i don't wanna let you in again
was a ghost in a shell till you broke my bones
ghost in a shell till you broke my bones
let me go
let me go
let me go

i'm falling out of love with the demons
they were my drug, now i'm fiending
for your love, for your love
so i'm falling, i'm crying, i'm screaming, i'm bleeding
i'm looking for a fuckin' reason
 to make it out of this hell i'm in
i know i won't be forgiven

i-i don't wanna die this way
i don't wanna play pretend again
i don't wanna let you in
i don't wanna let you in again
was a ghost in a shell till you broke my bones
ghost in a shell till you broke my bones
let me go
let me go
let me go

i'm dying, i'm dying
fallen angel, my tears of blood i'm crying
dancing, dancing on my grave
they keep dancing on my grave
on my grave
dancing on my grave
they keep dancing on my grave

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: ausuro
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

dance_dance_deathbed prod. ausuro

Lyrics:

playing with fire, i'm playing with it
burning a bridge just hand me the match

playing with fire, i'm burning a bridge
starving myself when there's food in the fridge
rip my heart out my chest, now there's nothing to give
i'm killing myself cause i'm too scared to live
close the blinds, lock the door
death is what you're waiting for
you're only in 8th grade but you wanna blow out your fuckin' brains
sick of the torment, you're fuckin' mortified
and everyday i think about how grandpa died
why'd they take you from this world?
why'd they take you from this world?
staring out my fuckin' window, i just watch the cars pass by
i can see your spirit fly
leaving flowers by your grave
i'm sorry if i wasn't brave
traumatized, why are people this way?
hope you're okay

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: pekarot
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

i hope you're ok (mortified) prod. pekarot

Lyrics:

heaven
tears all on my fit bitch, tears all on my fit
tears all on my fit bitch, tears all on my fit (yeah)
tears all on my fit bitch, tears all on my fit

sleeping beauty numb to it
princess cuts all on my wrist
scars like scriptures on my arm
i confide inside of harm
if my dogs go to heaven (heaven)
will we meet at the gates again, again (again, again)

gun to my head and that shit will end tragic (tragic)
pain in my heart, pain in my heart, i'm an addict (addict)
in love with it anyway
taking the pain away
numbing it everyday
wash me in the river, river
take my body, take my body, wash my sins away, all away
take my body, tell my family that i'll be okay
take my body, take it away

sleeping beauty numb to it
princess cuts all on my wrist
scars like scriptures on my arm
i confide inside of harm
if my dogs go to heaven (heaven)
will we meet at the gates again, again

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: luv armor
Mix/Master: luv armor

sleeping beauty (numb part 2) prod. luv armor

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: luv armor
Mix/Master: luv armor

frigid tears ft. nvr nvmbr prod. luv armor

Lyrics:

you are now listening to weep.fm

just another fucked up family reunion
let me go, let me free

another fucked up family reunion
it's all my fault, all my fault
cause i won't drink from the poison you're brewing
it's all my fault, all my fault
do you see yourself in the mirror?
or do you see someone else?
someone else, someone else

cause i don't got no sympathy for those hurt the ones they raised
and make the ones who love them feel so caged
you're a monster, you're a monster, i hope you know
i hope you die without that ego
without that ego

you never really knew me, you never really did
did you ever wonder why i never stayed long as a kid?
you burnt the bridge, the day you screamed at her
you told me i need to grow up, i'm immature
the only ones i need are my mother and father
the rest of you can burn, burn for all i care
all i care
burn the house down, burn it down
cause i won't even be at your funeral
you're already dead to me
to me

cause i don't got no sympathy for those hurt the ones they raised
and make the ones who love them feel so caged
you're a monster, you're a monster, i hope you know
i hope you die without that ego

but it's too late for that now, i won't bury the hatchet
i don't forgive, i don't forget
just like the so called god you worship

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: POSTUMO
Mix/Master: messy

family reunion (demo) prod. POSTUMO

Lyrics:

teardrop, teardrop mafia

bleeding, bleeding with no meaning
heart cold every season, i don't wanna die young
young, i don't wanna die, just wanna have fun
freezing, heart's been frozen over
losing my composure, i don't wanna die young
everybody dies with a suicide and the overdose
everybody dies young, going comatose

going comatose, going comtaose, going comatose, going comatose

born in 02 with an angel face
grew up, devil horns, bitch i've been replaced
i'm a demon, eyes still bleeding
heart beating, i'm still dreaming
of them better days, hope they take the pain away
rollin' with the hounds, black ice everyday, everyday

bleeding, bleeding with no meaning
heart cold every season, i don't wanna die young
young, i don't wanna die, just wanna have fun
freezing, heart's been frozen over
losing my composure, i don't wanna die young
everybody dies with a suicide and the overdose
everybody dies young, going comatose

going comatose, going comatose
rollin' with my hounds till i'm in the ground
rolllin' with my hounds
rollin' with my hounds, this is do or die
we gon live forever baby, ain't no suicide
ain't no suicide, ain't no suicide
ain't no suicide, ain't no suicide
do or die, do or die

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: syringe angel
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

comatose prod. syringe angel

Lyrics:

teardrop, teardrop mafia
popstar

popstar in the making
she said baby go far you gon make it
i'm a rockstar baby i can't fake it
voices in my head i can't fuckin' take it
heart gon cold i've been feeling vacant
i done came a long way from those days freestyling in my basement, basement
popstar, popstar

hop off my dick if you just gonna hate bitch
catch me with stars, but i ain't drive a wraith bitch
stay with them hounds bitch, you know that i'm heartless
mixing tears with the black ice, you know that we next up got these bitches upset
mixing tears with the black ice, you know that we next up god these hoes obsess

popstar in the making
she said baby go far you gon make it
i'm a rockstar baby i can't fake it
voices in my head i can't fuckin' take it
heart gon cold i've been feeling vacant
i done came a long way from those days freestyling in my basement, basement

popstar in the making
she said baby go far you gon make it
i'm a rockstar baby i can't fake it
voices in my head i can't fuckin' take it
heart gon cold i've been feeling vacant
i done came a long way from those days freestyling in my basement, bae

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: flesh x warheart
Mix/Master: messy

popstar prod. flesh x warheart

Lyrics:

lavender my skies, piece together a sliver 
of imagination, make my skin shiver 
under the rain that i once was
blooms a seed inside my lungs
dandelions in my soul forever, forever
i need you, i need you, i need you forever
ohhh ohhhh ohhhhh ohhhhh ohhh ohh oh
melting, melting, melting from the beauty in my soul

higher, higher than the sky, i don't wanna cry
but i had to let it out
all the days i didn't know what love was about
you took my hand and saved me, from all the trauma that haunts me
everyone needs to breathe, to breathe, to breathe
you're my everything

hold me close under the water, we're drowning, we're drowning, we're drowning
i'm praying a savior, i'm praying for a savior

bright lights shining through the window, as we drive on the highway
i don't wanna let you go, i just wanna die this way
hold my hand through the darkness
i don't wanna let death be my last kiss
i want you to be mine, mine, mine
hold my heart to your chest, hold me close, hold me

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: cxrter
Mix/Master: messy

bloom prod. cxrter

Lyrics:

teardrop mafia
radiant, radiant, mourning

radiant mourning, tears by dawn
your blood spilled upon my palms
i don't wanna cry, i don't wanna weep no more, i don't wanna weep no more
angels in the cut, blade on me
cutthroat with it if you run up on me
demon with a halo, pretty as can be

i used to bleed, i used to, i used to
just to see if i was feeling anything
and i'd rip my heart in two to give you everything
give you mine, give you mine
the pain grows deep inside my bones
the scars i mend forever show
i never wanna let you go
hounds forever, gang forever
tears forever falling, tears forever falling
i'll weep in the morning

radiant mourning, tears by dawn
your blood spilled upon my palms
i don't wanna cry, i don't wanna weep no more, i don't wanna weep no more
angels in the cut, blade on me
cutthroat with it if you run up on me
demon with a halo, pretty as can be

radiant, radiant mourning

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: nightiger x tsurugiblu
Mix/Master: messy

tears by dawn prod. nightiger x tsurugiblu

Lyrics:

polaroids and daydreams
waterfalls and rainbows
i can hear em calling
autumn leaves falling (x2)

i can hear the doves cry
cuz even when them years pass and them tears dry
no we won't forget you, we gon stay high
you gon keep flying, flying, flying
cuz i do this for my fam that be above
and i do this for my angels that be showin' luv
and i do this for my baby every single day
i'mma take, i'mma take all the pain away

polaroids and daydreams
waterfalls and rainbows
i can hear em calling
autumn leaves falling (x2)

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: dead spyro
Mix/Master: messy

autumn leaves prod. dead spyro

Lyrics:

if you need a hand to hold
know that you're not alone
know that you're not
not alone

i can see the demons you slaughtered
i can see the blood in the water
i can see the light in your eyes fade
i can see the devil in the doorway
everybody dies and it's okay
we just don't want you in pain
we don't want your name in vain
we just wanna see you happy
happy, happy
and i know it's hard to comprehend, that this is the very end
we'll see you in the sky one day
cuz even when you slip away
i won't let you go astray
heaven's waiting for another angel today
it's okay, you're not alone
we'll be okay, on our own
on our own

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: ryan kelly
Mix/Master: messy

it’s okay prod. ryan kelly

Lyrics:

(teardrop mafia)

tell my mom i'm sorry
cuz i can't feel my body

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

we got angels in the fuckin' sky
all my dogs bleed
all my dogs be on do or die
wipe them tears, no suicide
wipe them tears, no suicide
tell my mom i'm sorry
i can't feel my body
tell my dogs i luv them
tell my dogs i need them
we gon keep bleedin' till we 6 feet deep, 6 feet deep

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

all them rainy days, all them stormy nights
we done paved a fuckin' way bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
i got hounds, i got dogs in the mf pound
ohhhh put that on my twin
we was born 2 win
we was born 2 win
shout out wifey
shout out dylan
shout out digi that my bro
that my twin
that my twin
that my fuckin' twin hoe
got some demons
eyes still bleeding
freezing, black ice
teardrop dreaming

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

Credits:

Art: bleak7x
Production: cxrter x yunny goldz
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

numb part 4 prod. cxrter x yunny goldz

Lyrics:

poppin' who?
boy who the fuck you talkin' to?
teardrop mafia
poppin' who?
i got i got 
i got i got

i got symptoms from the trauma baby i'm a victim
i got demons in my mental i need to evict em
if he run up on gang we gon fuckin' blick em
if he run up on me we gon fuckin' sick em
sick em, sick em, all my dogs be sick as fuck
hounds keep a blade on us you know we always got it tucked
you run up on me i'mma make you bleed like first degree
pussy boy wanna murder me, ain't popular you ain't poppin' me

no you ain't poppin' me bitch
ooo you poppin' who?
ooo you poppin' who?
what the fuck you doing? 
talkin' all that shit on the net
that's some shit you regret
cuz i ain't bout killin' but i'm bout some respect
i'mma run up on you with that blade, with that blade
screamin' TDM shit that's the gang, that's the gang

i got symptoms from the trauma baby i'm a victim
i got demons in my mental i need to evict em
if he run up on gang we gon fuckin' blick em
if he run up on me we gon fuckin' sick em
sick em, sick em, all my dogs be sick as fuck
hounds keep a blade on us you know we always got it tucked
you run up on me i'mma make you bleed like first degree
pussy boy wanna murder me, ain't popular you ain't poppin' me

i got
i got symptoms from the trauma baby i'm a victim
i got demons in my mental i need to evict em
if he run up on gang we gon fuckin' blick em
if he run up on me we gon fuckin' sick em

(teardrop mafia)

Credits:

Art: bleak7x
Production: irby
Mix/Master: messy

sick em!! prod. irby

feat my dog https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

bleedin' 2 breathe prod. whod

AMV:

https://youtu.be/lQ3M2R9Vzhk

Lyrics:

i luv you, i'll miss you
is it true?
when i cry, an angel does too
when i die, i'll see you

might crash my car today and blow my brain on the fuckin' highway
i know we'll be okay when i'm no longer breathing
i had a death wish for myself, ain't have a fuckin' reason
i left my mom all by herself and now she's stuck in grieving
i took my life, they took my soul, and now my dogs are bleeding
what's the reason? (what's the reason?)

i left this earth, now i can't even hold your hand
you're too weak, you can't even stand
with all of the trauma, i'm sorry mama
i made you bleed, i made you bleed
i made you bleed like me
i made you bleed like me
a dog is dead, under autumn leaves
calling me, calling me
a dog is dead
i luv you, i'll miss you
it's the end

Credits:

Art: s0ftskelet0ns
Production: s0ftskelet0ns x ryan kelly
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

i left this earth prod. s0ftskelet0ns x ryan kelly

Lyrics:

watching the clock tick by (by)
what i'd give to heal the scars upon my skin
again, again
i wanna be on the radio
voice my pain through a stereo
i know it gets scary all alone
all alone, cause

in due time you'll meet your maker
in due time you'll meet a god
and he'll tell you that you've fallen
like those angels up above
only those ones were forgiven
all their hearts full of love
but you're broken, full of hatred
mend your wings my little dove

dove
who am i to challenge what's above?
when i'm just a fallen angel
a broken dove
so many times i prayed to the sky
but no one ever answered mine

in due time you'll meet your maker
in due time you'll meet a god
and he'll tell you that you've fallen
like those angels up above
only those ones were forgiven
all their hearts full of love
but you're broken, full of hatred
mend your wings my little dove

Art: s0ftskelt0ns
Production: Jacob Vallen
Mix/Master: messy

time (demo) prod. Jacob Vallen

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: joalisho
Mix/Master: messy

ctrl alt delete prod. joalisho

do-re-mi prod. joalisho

kill switch prod. joalisho

Credits:

Art: s0ftskelet0ns
Production: s0ftskelet0ns
Mix/Master: messy

hanging high prod. s0ftskelet0ns

feat my dog https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: tiresss x xtc404
Mix/Master: messy

numb part 5 prod. tiresss x xtc404

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: tiresss
Mix/Master: messy

save me prod. tiresss

Credits:

Art: olivia :)
Production: jones x yxhance x phantom
Mix/Master: messy

godspeed prod. jones x yxhance x phantom

Lyrics:

yeah
label me a fuckup
i'm a pretty lil bitch stfu
me n gng looking 4 u
might get shot up
and my girl she adore me
say i'm gorgeous
so much pressure weighing on me
it's enormous
they wanna see me fall down
but i flourished
120 on the dash
bitch i floored it
if you hating on the gng 
eat a sawed off
tryna tell me that they luv me
back tf off

blood spilled
you get killed
fast life living gives me chills
yeah i got my mama trippin'
white tee on me
blood all drippin'
ain't it lovely
ain't it lovely
lovely
lovely
lovely
(do you ever stop bleeding?)

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: dead spyro
Mix/Master: messy

luv2messy

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