While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

my heads in the gutter
i swore to my mother id make it alive
im barely alive now
suffocate 
lets suffocate
lets suffocate
lets suffocate
too far
down we go
(AHHH)
down we go
too far
down we go
(AHHH)
down we go

Suffocate (Demo)

otuka - scars (demo)

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

COLLAPSE HOODTRAP REMIX

[LYRICS]

I smelled the scent of your sweet perfume
It reminded me how it was with you
I was so happy, I was so confused
But I didn't care cus you loved me too
But then it slipped away
I noticed that you wouldn't say
Those words I loved, our love decayed
But now it's the same
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still
How can you sleep
How can you let it be   
I never thought we'd ever fall apart
In the end but  here we are
Broken pieces, shattered bones
I've got no one to call my home
Heaven knows I want you back
Cus when I'm alone
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still

heaven's answer

Type of love

KMT KI Media 2025 (18.06.2025)
Album Nr. 82 "From Darkness, Hope by KMT" - Style: Vocal Trance, Pop, Ambient | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Track 01: Echoes of Resilience
Uplifting progressive vocal trance, ethereal female vocals, soaring

Track 03: A Light in the Abyss
Melancholic yet hopeful progressive vocal trance, male vocals, emotional

Track 05: Wings of Tomorrow
Energetic progressive vocal trance, inspiring female vocals, fast-paced

Track 07: Sanctuary of Souls
Calm and soothing progressive vocal trance, gentle male vocals

Track 09: Unbreakable Bonds
Powerful progressive vocal trance, duet with male and female vocals

Track 11: The Dawn Will Rise
Optimistic progressive vocal trance, powerful female vocals

Track 13: Tears of Starlight
Sentimental progressive vocal trance, emotional male vocals, melancholic

Track 15: Hope's Horizon
Uplifting progressive vocal trance, angelic female vocals, soaring

Track 17: Embrace the Unknown
Mysterious progressive vocal trance, deep male vocals, atmospheric

Track 19: Fields of Serenity
Peaceful progressive vocal trance, calming female vocals

Track 21: Whispers of Strength
Inspiring progressive vocal trance, strong female vocals, empowering

Track 23: Heartstrings of Light
Emotional progressive vocal trance, heartfelt male vocals, touching lyrics

Track 25: Ocean of Dreams
Dreamy progressive vocal trance, ethereal female vocals, floating

Track 27: Echoes of the Heart
Reflective progressive vocal trance, thoughtful male vocals, introspective

Track 29: A New Daybreak
Hopeful progressive vocal trance, uplifting female vocals, inspiring lyrics

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Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the your journey through my artificially generated music paradise.

© Album cover and music generated with AI by Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

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heaven's answer

Amotti (@luvamotti)

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