Hey everyone! Enjoy this song I recently recovered from some lost files!

[ LYRICS ]
hook:
No, I don't wanna go there
caught up in my head, thoughts just feel overrun with despair
No, I don't wanna go there
what was the point if we're stuck in the middle of nowhere

walked and travelled all this way just to find out there's not home
don't get any calls, pushed the moon button on my phone
17 and Im just finding demons roam where I roam 
fucked up from all the problems I could've stopped if only I'd known

verse 1:
If I'd only known, I'd be a hero
Run this myself, don't really got a fear, no
melotonin my brain, still can't sleep though
there's too much shit going on, right inside the unknown

feel I'm backed up in a corner, I don't like that
Been in pain so much, that I don't have the strength to fight back
We're just so out of luck, our heads under attack
fake a smile at the poloroid cam flash

at the polorid cam flash
get real happy the moment I see cash
take the bands, store it right inside the cache
balling so hard, I'll be the head coach, steve nash

hook:
No, I don't wanna go there
caught up in my head, thoughts just feel overrun with despair
No, I don't wanna go there
what was the point if we're stuck in the middle of nowhere

walked and travelled all this way just to find out there's not home
don't get any calls, pushed the moon button on my phone
17 and Im just finding demons roam where I roam 
fucked up from all the problems I could've stopped if only I'd known

verse 2:
see a shooting star now Im wishing all the pain away
aint no superman, got no chance to come save the day
just go get high instead
sitting up in my bed
bouta thousand texts on read

teachers asking me what I'm supposed to be
they went away after getting close to me
instead of bad days there's bad weeks
where'd the child go, I'm not happy

bridge:
I can't stand it
I can't stand it
feeling damaged
x2

hook:
No, I don't wanna go there
caught up in my head, thoughts just feel overrun with despair
No, I don't wanna go there
what was the point if we're stuck in the middle of nowhere

walked and travelled all this way just to find out there's not home
don't get any calls, pushed the moon button on my phone
17 and Im just finding demons roam where I roam 
fucked up from all the problems I could've stopped if only I'd known

middle of nowhere (prod. young taylor)

produced by arey and shadow!

[lyrics]
verse 1:
Everybody tells me that this is how it's supposed to be
I always end up getting hurt, please don't get close to me
I turn the lights off my in bedroom, I don't want to see
All the pain, all the anxiety covers over me

hook:
things are better on my own
I just wanna be alone
It's so difficult to cope
With the emotions that I hold

I think that I have to run away
Just to find a better place
Cannot hide my mental state
so please don't look at my face

verse 2:
Darkness all around, the problems have begun
What's there to laugh about, nothings ever fun
Float away and drift up into the sun
Just remember me when I'm gone and done

so many highs and lows
guess this is just the life that I chose 
colors gone, every single flower is a black rose
what's keeping me grounded, cons outweigh the pros

hook:
things are better on my own
I just wanna be alone
It's so difficult to cope
With the emotions that I hold

I think that I have to run away
Just to find a better place
Cannot hide my mental state
so please don't look at my face

emotions

New cover! I don't really have an upload shcedule for these, I just put them out when I'm bored LOL hope you enjoy

[ LINKS ]
Instrumental used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dp5znWIeqv8
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Jxdn-so-what-lyrics
JXDN: https://www.jxdnmusic.com/

jxdn - So What! (Cover)

This is a song I wrote early in the morning and worked on randomly for a few weeks. If it receives enough love and support, I'll throw it up on streaming platforms in the next few months! Hope you enjoy <3

--- SONG LYRICS ---
[CHORUS]
I'm screaming out for you
We've done it before, this is nothing new
I regret that it was you that I ran into
Cause now you're gone and I'm split in two

I wish that I dreaming, dreaming
Damn, I wish that I dreaming, dreaming

[VERSE 1]
Why do I have wake up
To all the bullshit you make up
I'm feeling in this stuck in this fake love
I can't find a way out of it

Why the fuck do you I'd talk if there is nothing left to say
You're never matching your persona that you put up and portray
Everything you say is fake and you wonder why no-one stays
Go along the path you want and pull your loved ones astray

I'm getting high, all the time, forgetting everything you say
When we're together, all the memories come back up and bring the pain
For being the person I am, this price is too hefty to pay 
No matter what you say, there's no way this will all be okay

[CHORUS]
I'm screaming out for you
We've done it before, this is nothing new
I regret that it was you that I ran into
Cause now you're gone and I'm split in two

I wish that I dreaming, dreaming
Damn, I wish that I dreaming, dreaming

[VERSE 2]
Reminisce about the time
That we both called each other mine
Hearing your voice on the other line
Brought me happiness that I can't deny

We're just perfect
I don't even know if all these games are really worth it
It's so hard for me to love you once I saw under the surface  
After it's all said and done, I'm feeling you hurt us on purpose

Now I'm wide awake this time
Make mistakes, do another line  
Wishing I saw the warning signs
Before you ran off and left me behind

[CHORUS]
I'm screaming out for you
We've done it before, this is nothing new
I regret that it was you that I ran into
Cause now you're gone and I'm split in two

I wish that I dreaming, dreaming
Damn, I wish that I dreaming, dreaming

--- CREDITS ---
Writer: thatsblaise, senpaimaterial (https://www.twitch.tv/senpai_materiall)
Producer: Jkei (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCe5IrOsDWFAz64T0E9vfLjg)
Engineer: thatsblaise

dreaming - Single

dreaming (prod. jkei)

Available on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luvblaise/until-it-kills-me-2

Produced by Grayskies

until it kills me

delaware

bloom

manic

eyes

reminiscent (interlude)

your star

overdrive

Available on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luvblaise/wheel-of-fate

Produced by drma & nihil2free

wheel of fate

seasick

Planet Nobody

Bulletproof

Production by prodbykg

LYRICS:
[Intro]
I have questions sometimes
They lay inside my mind
I try to not tell a lie

[Chorus]
I need more time
I need your love
I can't give up
Just fill my cup
x2
I need your love
x2

[Verse 1]
It's like you took my heart and ran
Bitch, that wasn't in the plan
Broke my trust
I wasn't enough

You said I was going big
But, you weren't even a fan
Get the fuck up out my face
Done with fucking holding hands

Just fill my cup
x2

I hope to forget all the words that you said
The lies you told me float in my head
You said I ruined you and you want me dead

One day, you gon see me on your TV
Seems like you doing fine even though you said you need me
I just take the pain and then I put that shit on repeat
I was good, you let me go, one day bitch you'll see it

[Chorus]
I need more time
I need your love
I can't give up
Just fill my cup
x2
I need your love
x2

[Verse 2]
That bitch really done turned me to an addict
Sometimes savage but I'll forever be a sad bitch
You already know that I'm broken inside
And I already know forever, I can't hide

I can't, I can't hide from the pain now
you been talking shit, talking shit, whatchu say tho
I just needed time and now I see that you a fake hoe
don't ask me for anything, because Im not getting played hoe

[Chorus]
I need more time
I need your love
I can't give up
Just fill my cup
x2
I need your love
x2

Need - Single

Need

demon eyes - single

demon eyes

Demon Eyes (Ft. Luxy)

Production by Silo & Ryan Benvolo

LYRICS:
hook:
I just want to forget
All that you said
Leave the memories dead
Cause theres no space in my head

There's no space in my
I get way too high
all these people sell lies
I'm the first one that buys

verse 1:
Doing shows, like every other week
Up till 4 cause I don't need no sleep
blocked the number, I don't need to hear you speak
devil bouta take me to the bands that I seek

feeling jolly, put the ranchers in the lean yeah
numb to the shit, go and leave me on seen yeah
when I'm down, I just go fendi the shoes yeah
don't try and come back like bitch who are you yeah

bridge:
I done had enough of you
There ain't nothing left to lose
Buy em both, don't have to choose
One day, we gon be huge

hook:
I just want to forget
All that you said
Leave the memories dead
Cause theres no space in my head

There's no space in my
I get way too high
all these people sell lies
I'm the first one that buys

Dead Memories - Single

Dead Memories

Production by Tennis Player

Lyrics:
verse 1:
I feel pain in my chest now
fill me up with your stress now
tried to do my best, now

wasting time, nothings worth it
over and over, said Im just worthless
on my head until I quit
on my head until I quit

oh
oh
oh
oh

not enough
feel Im not enough
not enough
feel Im not enough
not enough
feel Im not enough

oh
oh
oh
oh

Not Enough (Intro)

Production by Suli & 05

Lyrics:
hook:
that's just how it is
and that's just how it goes
no matter how far we came
this is the end of the road

Starting to lose my faith
As I lose my control
and I'm tired of all of the pain that I know

verse 1:
nobody cares I'm always on time
I don't know where I'm going this life
just making songs, shoutout 05
always awake, all the red in my eyes

just say fuck it, get high, yeah
we gon touch the sky, yeah
got people tryna take my life yeah
but I won't let em this time, no no no

I don't really wanna talk, I'm just tryna fight it out
I just fall over and over and that's why I'm running now
I can always see the pain
wondering why shit's this way
all of these niggas really be some fakes
it's all a nightmare but I'm awake

hook:
that's just how it is
and that's just how it goes
no matter how far we came
this is the end of the road

Starting to lose my faith
As I lose my control
and I'm tired of all of the pain that I know
x2

outro:
no matter how far we came
this is the end
x4

End of The Road

Guitar sample from Nick MIra

Lyrics:
hook:
I don't want the pain
But I still want it all
I don't want to fight
Guess I'll just fall

why does everybody else have it all
but I just lie here in these walls
x2

verse 1:
they have it all
I been tired, sick, and stressed 
try and try, give just my best
after all this work, still sad upset

and I know 
that maybe shit's not meant for me
I fucked up, barked up the wrong tree
god damn, this aint how it was meant to be

bridge:
run run run away
ill be back another day
time flies by, it was just may
can't have shit just stay this way
x2

hook:
I don't want the pain
But I still want it all
I don't want to fight
Guess I'll just fall

why does everybody else have it all
but I just lie here in these walls
x2

verse 2:
life's a mess, once again
I can't attest, everythings okay
no motivation, so here I lay
get away, through the fire and flames

been told more than once
that I'm not enough
what happened to all these months
I don't have no trust

Want It All

Production by Jody & Lockhome

LYRICS:
verse 1:
I'm tryna find the light
I'm tryna get out of here
I'm tryna save myself
Before the devil is near

But I like wasting time
really don't know why
fucking give me a sign
that everythings just fine

lies they told me
dont understand 
lifes real lonely 
but Ill keep on dancing
but Ill keep on dancing

hook:
Im a lost soul, I need some help
to find a way right out this hell
on the inside, I scream and yell
fuck the world, I cant even save myself
x2

post-hook:
another pill another one
fight these demons until Im done
its hard for me to not just run
the final part has just begun

verse 2:
bad times, bad thoughts will end someday
not mine and It's fine and its okay
alone now, not found, its a bad way
come on now, just smile, they all say

nobody helping me but I help them
fakes out thats why I got like 3 friends
not sad, not sad, with all these gems
Im lying, lying, its pretend 

hook:
Im a lost soul, I need some help
to find a way right out this hell
on the inside, I scream and yell
fuck the world, I cant even save myself
x2

post-hook:
another pill another one
fight these demons until Im done
its hard for me to not just run
the final part has just begun

Lost Soul

Production by Miler

LYRICS:
hook:
here I am with the stars again
honestly, this life don't make no sense
and when it all comes down, what happens then
I'll just sit and sing this song my friend
x2

verse 1:
walk through fire, the flames
dont got time, an empire awaits
I been lost inside of this maze
even though Im free, I feel locked in a cage

everythings so unexpected
I cant just accept this
when did it become hard to stare at my reflection
why do I feel like this, what is this depression

I've been told, I got manipulative ways
but dont think about that just look at my face
tell me it once and then tell me it twice
find it real funny, when I hear all these lies

hook:
here I am with the stars again
honestly, this life don't make no sense
and when it all comes down, what happens then
I'll just sit and sing this song my friend
x2

verse 2:
and I ain't gon fold
and I can't fall down
know Im better than that 
know that Ill still be around

I know I gotta face it 
Noone wanna say shit
Everybody's basic
Devils got my soul, now I wonder where he takes it

yeah, Im swerving a lot
cant think straight, my 3rd time on the block
times moving fast but its slow on the clock
catch me and the lake where I'm skipping the rocks

hook:
here I am with the stars again
honestly, this life don't make no sense
and when it all comes down, what happens then
I'll just sit and sing this song my friend
x2

WORLDONFIRE

Production by BruferrBeatz x Bapsxx

Lyrics:

Hook:
I reach out but no reply
I fall down every time
That I do something wrong
it's hard to even find a place I belong
everyone'll like me as soon as I get on
fucked up world, watch it or Ill be gone

I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm around all these people but don't know what to say
swear I'm just hard on my self, same shit I do everyday 

verse 1:
thought this was my winning shit
I got an album, I aint even finish it
thought way too many times about just quitting this
but I'm not done, me and this shit aint finished
planet nobody, you know I been living

my emotions been dead a long time ago
life moving fast but I'm moving slow
asleep at the wheel bitch I lost control
fuck it, Ill start a problem, see how it unfolds

yeah, Im tired of it all
Im tired of the pain
and Im just tired of the cost
don't really know why Im trying anymore 
everybody so fake, kick em all out the door

I don't need your opinion
Get my genie, I got some wishes

hook:
I reach out but no reply
I fall down every time
That I do something wrong
it's hard to even find a place I belong
everyone'll like me as soon as I get on
fucked up world, watch it or Ill be gone

I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm around all these people but don't know what to say
swear I'm just hard on my self, same shit I do everyday 

verse 2:
swear I'm just hard on myself
But I can't stop now
gone too far, deal with the shit that gets me down
live in a real small town
shit real boring, cant remember how much I been around

nobody fucking with the percs or the xans
but get me high, Im just going to france
if labels want songs, I get paid in advance
this shit just marks where the story begins

hook:
I reach out but no reply
I fall down every time
That I do something wrong
it's hard to even find a place I belong
everyone'll like me as soon as I get on
fucked up world, watch it or Ill be gone

I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm just not ready to die (no no)
I'm around all these people but don't know what to say
swear I'm just hard on my self, same shit I do everyday

Not Ready To Die

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