sad! (prod. proxen + nefa)

watching my own world fall down in front of me


lyrics and vox: me
prod: me

note: i made a thing
note 2: beat inspired by shrinemaiden - ugh

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why'd you talk to me
one wrong step, you don't wanna see
is it make believe?
i just want you to love me
oooooh
cause in this world of make believe
nooooo
my heart, my mind is crumbling

everything is crumbling
watching my own world fall down in front of me
under the magic tree
i can hear your voice calling me
oooooh
in gensokyo with the family @fabs4k :)
nooooo
there's nowhere else i want to be

High Vox:
turn it back, turn around
fall into my arms this time
take a leap of faith
and come with me and leave your world behind
take a repeat, take it slow
in this endless winter snow
everything will be alright
and the end will be real bright (x2)

Low Vox:
take it back, i <3 you
turn back time
cast our memories aside
hoping you will reappear
and one day we can reunite
but until then hope you know
i will love you to and through
after all it has been fine
but i still want to rewind (x2)

bring you back (remilia)

searchin' + yuske (sparr00w + punk)

@bedhead2001
@benjithemachine
<3
synthetic 4evr

Time Stops +bedhead [benjithemachine]

diegointhedark - castles

3d$sucks — #Ground Ft Tropes (prod Space)

Track 3/5

@znth01

prod. zenith and @prod_promise

(experiencer)
and it’s still not over
i get fucked up when im sober
cry all night, eyes red like rover
yea i fuck with you but id rather be a loner
all my friends are stoners
real lung closers
decomposers
tryna be myself why do i feel like a poser
fly on the wall, im right next to your poster

(zenith)
always wanna get fucked up
im high and im crushed up
don't cry if i fuck up
i'm not like the last one, i'll always come back yeah
we hate being sober, all my friends are stoners
feel like Uzi i'm a hi-roller
i'm so high, rollercoaster, i'ma climb over
and i can't fwu if you're whack and mediocre
yeah that's the closer, yeah

2078

all my friends are stoners

all my friends are stoners (prod. zenith + promise)

pic from @honeymoon on ig

lyrics :D

whats in ur heart to miss
saying u wont let my heart break but it did
thinking i wouldnt cry on the floor but here i am
thinking i wouldnt fall for that bullshit never again

thinking u wouldnt lie again
thinking itd be rough for a day then we're fine again
do u love how i talk to u or am i a bother to u
like u love to flirt w me then push me at arms length

u push away
rain on parades
its like u gon show me love then tell me u dont feel that way
are u afraid seeing who ull become
treat me like a girlfriend then act like im so dumb
u gon switch all the damn time
u should take that pendant off ur neck
u gon act like u want me and then u switch and just go left
i was down bad but that journey i never left
bullshit in my head
make me filter what i said
give me some respect
contaminate the air i breathe i shouldve double checked
u just wanna take off and run
still tryna shake off what u did
but all ill dos reflect

push me away
ill try to fix us today
u laugh at my arm when it breaks
and laugh at my journey when im on the way
i wish i could take off in the rain
and bloom like i never did before
i wish i didnt crack under weight
and i had room to make mistakes

here i am (iroha)

Do i even exist?
Am i part of you?
Was I made with flowers like the others too? 

Will I suffer like the rest of the garden?
Birthed to bloom, and wilt from pressures of your touch

Do I even exist?
Can I claim my blossom mine?
The soil beneath me gave me life as the sun shined

What’s there to cherish? 
This husk was built to comfort eyes
if it’d fail, then it'd be cut down from its height

Efforts to shed, regrow, rebirth, repeat
A final end to my own means
A means to an end left unreceived
Face my fate assigned to me

The constant molting of the skin
Has left a trail for bugs to eat
Space to burrow in my roots
For what does my essence precede


Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, for what you think is love 

Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, all in disguise as love

Well do I exist?
What did you make me for?
To be created and accused and nothing more

My petals ache with 
Your purging of my thorns
To be grown and stripped of what you take me for

Take my heart, rip it apart
And place it in a house of glass away from harm

All that's left is gone now
I cannot go on

Reduced to what i was before the day you fell apart




sad! (prod. proxen + nefa)

xache!

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