u shud have been w me i see u in my dreams

produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

amecandy

i don't exist

nvr rly give my advice ;(( @omgartixan

stress, blood, real world
do u evr think abt me?
sharp blade turn 2 rust
hiding from the reality
stress, blood, real world
do u even care abt me?
ur sick, so am i
need some1 2 medicate me

stress, blood, real world
do u evr think abt me?
sharp blade turn 2 rust
hiding from the reality
stress, blood, real world
do u even care abt me?
ur sick, so am i
so am i

baby, ur going nowhere 2nite
the separation feels like suicide
who am i? the devil in disguise?
break me down slowly till ur satisfied

come activate me, baby
i cnt motivate without u
im livin 4 u, baby
im nothing if i cnt have u
ill rip my heart out just 2 feel something
do it again, i feel the blood rushing

deny insanity, controlling energy
mayb u could b my final fantasy

blood on my ds :33 (prod. ilybeam)

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

@1stress
@hateoryx
@1lav
mastered @9surgery
https://www.instagram.com/ihateyoustress/
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/

spotify soon

iv
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hanging by a thread
stitch my eyes wanna die 
im so fuckin sorry bby 
but you just tell me lies
cause my life have been so horrible 
but darling youre adorable
methanol n adderal 
idk where im goi-
yea cut me up
sew my flesh up 
why is it so hard to open up
bpd n xtc
everyone has left me 
can you feel feel my heart 
im like omg its dying



stress
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now my life’s so horrible 
i won’t ever feel complete 
shes dying in a car but 
tht whore she always used me 
i’m dying inside cuz u said
 u missed the old me
u must have never known
 me i’m going trigger happy 
i’m cutting down to styro 
while she’s watching me bleed
bby do u even know 
the way u talk to me??
i don’t feel alright everyday
 i wake up there’s a scary sight 
there’s a monster in ur bed im
 the one tht killed the flashlight



oryx
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outside in the night im alone, i'm so terrified
catch me in the party wit my shawty getting dumb high!
i cant even go on i dont even think i feel right
i dont even know what i wanna do with my damn life

you wanna torture me
wanna be left alone
i wanna feel the beat
n hit the microphone
why u send me a message?
u looking way too desperate
im laying on my deathbed
imma overdose

haunt me w/ stress + oryx (lavendr)

*out now on all platforms*
prod. me
featuring @blairrwitch

dont stop + iveyy's lullaby | (prod. die4yourlove)

cant sit wit us

cant sit wit us w/ hauntingclaire

delusionallllllllllllllllllllllllllll


wanna make my thoughts go away but they won’t 
like the scars on my wrists permanent til im old 
ur the reason that i bleed but i need u next to me 
i feel when ur by me girl im begging on my knees 
i just love getting high everyday im a joke 
i replaced her pain with hate i dont think she’ll ever know 
but u should’ve been with me i still see u in my dreams 
i’m not delusional but i don’t get any sleep 
idc at all if i stay so obsessed 
ik that ur the best 
but ur so cynical find ur corpse on the web 
i can’t deal with the stress 
im always so depressed 
i can’t feel my heart cuz ur the voice in my head 
i hate it change my face 
fucking change everything 
i’ll be somebody else for you idc ur all i need 
turned my bed into my grave but without u such a shame 
ik that i’ll be gone soon

pathetic love story

prod. me 
feat. @xxcrush
rushed master by me 

i want 2 fucking givee uppp

lyrix;
@misalivee
ohhh ohhhh i just want
i just want it all, i just want

i hope that you forgot everything i said
i hope that you deleted every message that i sent
im a fuck up, an addict, i should kms
why am i living? bitch i wna know myself

i still see you in my dreams
like omg bitch youre the one i need
its hard to funtion when youre like all i got
been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon stop
and baby all i want, i might fucking give up
talk to me cuz i been twisted off my drugs
i wont talk to you again and it sucks

@xxcrush
You know this is bad for me
You don’t know what im battling
Like don’t talk this way
 it’s hard to say
I wna kms yahh like I have too
 like she bad news
Well im bad too
Bat wings actually 
i had too Feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
Ina void promise I’ll get back too you 
tryna be fly like me
These not angel wings
Uu can’t ever see the way I see 
Ima freak like that’s so me
You look so cute with those bangs omg

pathetic love story

☆luvhex☆

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