kurtis energy makes me worry about my safety😭🤣

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

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don't test me!

cottagecore

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https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/peakdistrict

countryside type beat, aesthetic so cool dk if i could pull it off again tbh

verse:
all these long walks n self reflection (so tiringgg
a couple thousand miles but the air feels the same (does it? {¥©{
ik what i’m doing but why am i still afraid? (stfu pussy
let go of the need to control what ain’t mine
maybe you can show me what it means to feel time
cos every day i jus wanna rush to the end of life (ok dude

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (chad?)
well, fuck em!

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it’s the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 
they all breathe

break
saxman solo (city leaves, they’re oh so wilted x3)

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (ahhhh#+#
well... fuck em!!!!! (THE BUILDUP BRO

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it's the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 

i think i exist now. (so... what tf this mean

peakdistrict

stream the mf song

prod - @prodbyaustyn 
Tryna find my time, just once again.
I’ve been kinda lost inside my head.
Life is kinda fucked. So I just fled.
Leave me alone I just wanna be dead.

I spend all this time, in misery.
Building it deep inside of me.
Lost in a world where I can’t see,
Wishing I just had clarity.

I don’t know why,
You really just be wasting my time.
Turn your life, into my own crime.
My secret thoughts inside my own mind.

It’s funny how I really think it to existence.
It’s like I conjure everything inside my soul.
I’ve been really kinda stuck up on persistence.
Everyday I make a way on to my goals.

Everybody wait for a second , wait for a second.
Show me how you go with baby, go with it baby.
Ive Been on a roll , lil baby. Roll lil baby.
Show me how you roll with it baby, roll with it baaaaaaabie.

In this life, yes we all just perceive.
Different sides of life in our reality.
Stuck up with the cost and mans duality.
 I’ve just been living way too long.

clarity (prod. austyn with a y)

Codeine ft.Viizzi (prod.lil biscuit)

https://www.instagram.com/luv_kurtis/
https://www.instagram.com/1viizzi/
https://www.instagram.com/mordecai.s_narrator/

codeine w/ viizzi (lil biscuit)

prod. frost'd + zeqish
whereyouat
mastered by @weial

@kuriositylol
@swazyhq
@rans0m
@aftrrs

wya (kuriosity + swazy + rans0m + aftrr)

222

Lryics:
I aint been loved in a minute 
I miss your touch but I hate you now
Feel too fucked up but I love it
I dont wanna stay so now im runnin

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)

Stuck in this mindset
Digest everything my mind gets
I been watching how you move
You pick him know that im best

Tight chest disect
Everything you said back
Girl I know youre fucking lying 
I can hear it in your dialect

Girl whatchu said to me
Youre talking blasphemy
Im watching centipedes 
Crawl over everything
(yeah-yuh)

shh

Girl I can hear in how you talk
I wish that I was him 
(awww)

fuck

I still remember whatchu said

Cause you were everything I wanted without love
Im so sick and tired girl I know I was never enough
Im slowly drowning put a 40 in my cup
Mixin vodka with my sprite im still drunk when I wake up

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)
2x

s/o @indi_tky + @dethwshh

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centipedes (slicky)

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

Headshot! W/ Moodyriley & Kuriosity

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

but u cant see past it
empty carts empty bottles on the mattress 

its like my whole world blackened
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention x2

yea all ur words cut 
deep and down to my soul
yea thats some shit that you wont ever know

you left a bullet
flyin right to my skull
when i saw you and him tho

cuz i been running it up and i do not care bout your opinion 
no i dont give a fuck cuz i did it
walk in the bank and im walking out counting up digits 
take a look at my stats girl im winnin
you are not me no you cannot be in my position 
bitch im reppin the M like a piston
if a bag on the mf table lil bitch imma get it
but, i know

you cant see past it
the empty carts and empty bottles on the mattress 
the empty BO- oh…

its like my whole world blackened
(i think i blacked out!)
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static
(no…NO! LIKE OH MY GOOOOD)

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention:( x3

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention 


and i try, to stay inside your mind 
and i tried, but i ran out of time 
and i know, i might’ve crossed the line 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention x2

intention 🤷🏾‍♂️ (tonycomputerlove + elxnce + nomu + kuriosity)

w/ @kidarjuna 
brought2u by @00Clique !

lyrics-
you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull the trigger on a loaded gun(x2)

but you dont even know it
you cant even show it
now give me one reason why you would do this all for me
im so tired of being lost
you may be shit but at what cost
you can load the bullet 
you dont have to show it
now give me one reason why youw would go all out and bleed
pull the trigger you might get shot
this '12 gon bang you might get dropped

i might be doing fine, even tho im falling apart
and what to do with you, i do not even know where to start
i gave you my heart, but you still leavin me scars
you shot me right through the heart 
you shouldve aimed for the stars

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull da trigger on a loaded gun

someone tell me where the party atttt (x2)

im in the lane you in the gutter
my pockets thick like peanut butter
and im the highest in this room
and no i dont be taking shrooms
they said at the top its lonely
so id rather be with my homies
im at the function with @kidarjuna
and we just being goofy

arjuna-
put my heart in a box and i’ll seal it away
bury it in the dirt so i keep it away
you don’t know what to say so you argue the point
i really gotta keep it moving so i get through the day
i’m not an actor
stop tryna bite me
i’m not montana 
don’t call me miley
i pull up with a cyclone and shoot it up
you see my jeans and they rock hard, keep it tucked
you made me turn into a monster
imma pull up, imma smash
keep a toolie in my boxers
why you keeping all my cash
i would really appreciate if you gave me a lil flash
i rain it up, gotta keep it a buck

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you pull the trigger on a loaded gun

1sloan-
i might be doing fine, even tho im falling apart
and what to do with you, i do not even know where to start
i gave you my heart, but you still leavin me scars
you shot me right through the heart 
you shouldve aimed for the stars

you stop my heart like a loaded gun
i cant believe what youve become 
and now your gone like a setting sun
you stop my heart like a loaded gun

1sloan and arjuna-
ill paint a picture, and ill see your spirits
ghost in my vision, i see your apparition

loaded gun 🔫 + arjuna (1sloan)

imma make something of myself
kurtis#3288

centipedes (slicky)

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