drain and pain

Late car rides

Hyper pop

made on my 15th birthday

lyrics:
knife to your gut you getting cut up on the floor
keep on talking shit you'll be nothing but a corpse
blood on my hands and im fiening for some more
you can call me sosa baby, he don't want no war
maggot filled lifeless body slouching dead
hands on your throat, bullets to your head
raining blood not slayer but you seeing red
beg for your life fill you up with dread
not juicy j but come n' get your wig split
stop playing with your life before you lose it
keep talking on the net that's on some bs
dig up all her bones like a misfit
knife to your gut you getting cut up on the floor
keep on talking shit you'll be nothing but a corpse
blood on my hands and i'm fiening for some more
you can call me sosa baby, he don't want no war
clogging veins, pressure building, leave you petrified
saw you on the news, laughing while your mother cried
ya i practice devil shit, you can see it in my eyes
no escape from your fate destined to be mine

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STYROZ - KNIFE IN YO GUT #DREAD [PROD. R0T]

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

just 1 second
@1yugenn
@mkne
me

you'll hate me forever
can't sleep when u have me tethered
you'll have me forever
underwater holding all this pressure
ughhh i need time for me girl
said i love you but that is not me girl
got me crying feel like i'm gonna hurl
i rlly wish that you where not my world

i dont wanna feel right now
i dont wanna feel right now
i just wanna heal, i might drown
i just wanna heal,, i might drown
and i don't want you to go away from me rn
i don't want you to go away, go away, rn

let me pick you up
you help me pick my mood up
oh no,, i think i screwed up
u stuck to the past like grow up
yah i messed up so what
now ur in my dms so i know u peeped my glo up

forever (yugen x maknae)

fren

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

http://menitrust.tumblr.com/

https://www.instagram.com/menitrust
https://menitrust.bandcamp.com
https://www.facebook.com/menitrust

Show me how you care, 
Tell me how you were loved before 
Show me how you smile, 
Tell me why your hands are cold 

I’m turning around, 
I’m having visions of you 
But then I understand 
The friend I’m dreaming of is far away 
But I’m here... I’m here 

Show me how you’re proud, 
Tell me how you reach the moon 

My thoughts err away tonight 
My heart fell to love again 

I’m turning around I’m having visions of you ( 
But then I understand 
The friend I’m dreaming of is far away 
And doesn’t feel my love 
But I do... I do

Men I Trust - Show Me How

Premier: http://www.thrdcoast.com/read/2018/7/16/video-premiere-vansire-that-i-miss-you

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=40&v=CG-Qco4zs_s

Download: https://vansire.bandcamp.com/track/that-i-miss-you

Josh Augustin - Vocals/lyrics, synths, drums
Sam Winemiller - Bass, Guitar

Cover photo by Josh, design by the band

Catch us live http://bikergangbooking.com/tourdates/vansire

That I Miss You

Welcome, Friends

Зеркало (feat. лэривэйн)

prod. @sanriorose

drawing by 9ball
https://twitter.com/ok9ballgogo

don’t know why I just feel this way 
hide my face I know I can’t change
blow my brains cuz you think I’m strange
run away, I don’t wanna change 

disconnect me from my pain now  
but I don’t know how 
I just wanna lay low 
don’t wanna see you gotta stay down 

taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru 
taught myself I don’t need you 
all ur lies are so see thru

I don't wanna change「prod. dolly」

****music vid :..)****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRFS_aVCJHw&list=LL3LaZlYVsBqvGfNMzTtNPwg&index=2&t=0s

@oaf1
omg b--
imso off it
i b pouring up grl u never catch me coughin
kiss me while i count it :*
she dnt rly like me but she rly like my outfit
i jus smoked a bat 2 the face 0.0
i am walking with my bros in da rain
grl u look just like aghost thru the screen
i dnt think u ever kno what i mean 😪

Aha im so gone
imon my phone
i hate this song
i do it wrong
x2

@dreamcache
imspillin it on my shirt
im fuckin everybodys night up :)
im gettin2 work
i cannot show out if its light out 
y is she tryna flirt
rly not feelin it rn
im steady sippn on dirt
me n my bros tryna die ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿(◡︵◡)
fuckin rox onmy jeans hurt n its weighing me down
fuckin heavy w that leisure i stay sleepn on em 💤
mixin liters of seizure im jus tryna stay calm
christian™️ im rockin clean i dont fw this song🖕 

@oaf1
me n dreamcache
smokin out the fiend pack
its like a movie u shuld go n see that
swag at the imax™️
i dnt check the price tag
i kno u like that


prod me

doing it wrong

doing it wrong w/ @dreamcache

unforgettable

yeaaaaaaaaaaah woooooooooohoooo
edaaaaatinnnng

i dont want your snapchat baby whats ur discord
ima fly you out fast, you could call it import
money so long that it distort
talk about your zodiac sign bitch i been bored

i could be your duo, just dont drop me too low 
fly you to the goon show, sing to you like bruno,
ill never need a new hoe, ill like all your new post
put you in my bio, cuz ur my number uno

ur the reply guy, im in her dms
she never reply, musta not seen it
she want a eboy, i couldnt be him,
ill boost your rank, better believe it

post your ass on the timeline baby delete it,
please dont mute the facetime when ur peeing,
i thank god ur not here, when ur bleeding,
spending hours on the call, fuck sleeping

i might book a flight, thats my golden ticket
when ur offline, a part of me is missing,
we dont talk much in the call, just hear clicking,
i dont give a fuck what they think, if im winning

E-Dater Anthem (prod. lj)

｡:°ஐ｡- - - - https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers +https://soundcloud.com/atlgrandma - - - - ｡ஐ°:｡
i remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day
i remember the face you made when you got the call that stole your hope away

i type out too many messages
a million things
i wish that i could fix
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]

if it was up to me, i wouldn’t have to be
counting the heartbeats in my chest
you want me to believe, i’ll escape from tragedy
but destroying myself is what i do best

get me out
of my fucking head
sometimes i wish 
i could take back what i said
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]

maybe this is as good as it gets

if it was up to me, i wouldn’t have to be
counting the heartbeats in my chest
you want me to believe, i’ll escape from tragedy
but destroying myself is what i do best

get me out
of my fucking head
sometimes i wish 
i could take back what i said
i wonder if this is as good as it gets
[as good as it gets]
maybe this is as good as it gets

i remember the way the light fell on your shoulders that day
i remember the face you made when you got the call that stole your hope away

as good as it gets

Part of
http://actinginconcert.bandcamp.com/album/fragile-solidarities
Donate if u Can <3333

u keep me safe 
i cannot repay
sunshine ur my angel
wake up every day
this is not a game
u dont gotta play
im not giving up yet 
imma find a way

sunshine +++ (prod. @kidtrashpop)

@blackwinterwells @midwxst @barrenwaste

produced by @prodkaito + @torenberios
art by @n9kki

instagram

everytime i see you w/ blackwinterwells, midwxst & barren (kaito + toren)

Every Time Around

upload on matter bugged out so posting it here for ppl that wanna listen to it properly :)

SEBii - GOLDfiiSH (Delto remix)

BodyPartz

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

happy birthday 2 me <3 
all love to hallow
@avit69
@1hallow
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24Y6ZUvXsrLW9eIQUulaSn
[lyrics]
[verse]
she wish i was good at being something im not 
i waste all my time i think i wish it would stop 
she wake up at 10 and then she put on her makeup
and i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up
my ex just hit me up to tell me im still an asshole
im worried bout the future but im stuck on the past tho
im looking at my phone and i been talking for too long
and you thought that you knew me, you knew wrong.

[hook]
and i think its my insomnia
i could write a book on everything thats wrong with you
and i figured out that aint nobody solid uh
it started adding up i think that im the problem (x2)

[AViT]
can you, feel it
coursing through your veins just like its venom
toxic, posion, its keeping me alive but i feel dead inside
and everynight i stay up thinking how you fucked me up
and every toss and turn i do you haunt my every move
and i need you out my head
so i finally go to bed

[hook]

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

kurtis