feel like i need drugs to get rid of her 
got me taking anti-pills just to stop the hurt 
she don’t believe me anymore when i say i’m cursed 
but all i notice now is her when everything is blurred 

wanna be faded 
wanna be sedated 
spend every second of my days getting wasted 
I don’t see any other way to stop thinking of you 
just hoping that these drugs make me feel something new 

so high 
got the party feeling like the sky now 
way up 
shoveling clouds need a snow plow 
did you 
already forget all about me? 
moved on? 
tell me how it feels to be so free. 

i don’t think i can last much longer 
always wished that my mind was stronger 
does our love ever make you wonder
would it last if we stayed in the summer 

feel like i need drugs to get rid of her 
got me taking anti-pills just to stop the hurt 
she don’t believe me anymore when i say i’m cursed 
but all i notice now is her when everything is blurred 

wanna be faded 
wanna be sedated 
spend every second of my days getting wasted 
I don’t see any other way to stop thinking of you 
just hoping that these drugs make me feel something new 

counting up the hours
counting up the doses  
heart still breaks even when there’s no noises   
everyone says “you’ll be fine when you’re sober”  
but you’re still here 
even when the high is over  

I don’t even get high for the fun of it  
I just want a second where you’re gone from inside of my head  
telling myself that this is temporary medicine  
numbing myself for the mess i put myself in 

feel like i need drugs to get rid of her 
got me taking anti-pills just to stop the hurt 
she don’t believe me anymore when i say i’m cursed 
but all i notice now is her when everything is blurred 

wanna be faded 
wanna be sedated 
spend every second of my days getting wasted 
I don’t see any other way to stop thinking of you 
just hoping that these drugs make me feel something new

EVEN WHEN THE HIGH IS OVER

LuvLeonard