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Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

I DONT WANNA BE MYSELF

ONMYMIND x prodbyiof

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Kiremi - Stressed

Nightmares

lyrics:
I think you might become my new addiction
Never seen someone so attached
Baby if I could make a prediction
I'd say this thing's gonna last
I know what you want
I know how you work
Open up your heart
And Let me be your perc
Show me how you feel
How you know it's real

Gimme a good reason
I can't kiss you now
Boy you know you need it
All the way to town
I read your texts yea
When I'm in bed
And I reply
What's already in your head

I could talk to you for hours at a time now
You know everything I think it's gonna work out
Hold your hand cuz I'm tryna stay close
You ain't leaving me alone
Tell me where should I go now

I think you might become my new addiction
Never wanted someone quite this bad
I know what you want and what you're missing
Cuz this love's in high demand
I can always tell
What you're gonna say
You're not good at hiding
The look on your face
Tell me how you feel
So I know it's real

Talk to me don't look at her
I know what you're waiting for
Someone that you can rely on
Got you stuck and you know I won
Hold your hand cuz I'm tryna stay close
You ain't leaving me alone
Tell me where should I go now

We don't need to talk long just for me to know
You're the one for me you're such a chemical
When I'm with you feeling high
Cuz you're a miracle

Gimme a good reason
Gimme a good reason
I can't kiss you kiss you
I can't I cant kiss you now
Boy you know you need it all the way to town
Read your texts
Read your texts

I think you might become my new addiction
Never seen someone so attached
Baby if I could make a prediction
I'd say this thing's gonna last
I know what you want
I know how you work
Open up your heart
And let me be your perc
Show me how you feel
How you know it's real

Addiction (with Yung Bucket)

please don't get close to me

honestly (prod. dustin) *out on all plats*

LYRICS:

I don't know i'm
Just
So tired
Fighting to stay awake for you is
Harder than it seems
Even though I make it look easy

No you never gave your all (All)
I don't really love you
And through hail, rain, and thunder
Start to wonder a thing or two
Like what about the love?

Oh the love, the love
What about your everlasting,
Never ending
Moon expanding
Rotten rancid, good for nothing love?
Oh no, was that just a lie too?
What devils inside you?
And it wouldn't surprise me if horns pierced your forehead
With black in your eyes boo

Because when you leave it's with half of my soul
Feeling lucky that I'm leaving with half one at all cause-
Your hearts not -
Beating it's freezing its cold
You would kill me for no reason, no reason at all

Two feet moving on the run
Ain't no looking back now
And if I die another
So be it, better than loving you
Oh-ah the thing about the love (Love, love)
The love
The thing about the love (Woah-oh)
The love
The thing about the love, love, love
The love
The thing about the love
Bout the love

No you never gave your all (Your all)
I don't really love you (I don't really love you)
And through hail, rain, and thunder
Start to wonder a thing or two
Like what about the love?

It's cold when we're together
Walk out and you go (Ooh oh-ooh oh)
Even though we're forever
Don't you remember?
The thing about the love?
(That it neva-ahh)
The thing about the love
Oh-oh-oh
The thing about the love, love, love
The love
The thing about the love
Bout the love

The thing about your love is that it never lasts
And every time I go without I want it back
The thing about your love is that it hurts so bad
And if I don't escape then I won't leave in tact

No you never gave your all (Your all)
I don't really love you
And through hail, rain, and thunder
Start to wonder a thing or two
Like what about the love?

ABOUT THE LOVE

Huh, look
Every time we talk I don't a get a word in
Like whatever I say it's just not important
What's your going through is just more intense
Compared to my own, you're a dollar, and I'm just a 10th of a cent
You said just simply get out of my head
Told you I questioned my worth, you said I'm nothing but dirt
But baby that's how I came into this earth, I doubt me enough
I'm not needing another, especially one who's fucking another
A friend, is not what I want, it's not what I need
Writing this song and you're still texting me
Don't you see what I see? I don't need you to breathe, I'm just fine on my own
But thank you for all of the inspiration, it really fueled me when we separated, cause I've grown

But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
I don't got time for relationships problems, I said it, I meant that shit
So please just respect that shit, find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
I just don't play that shit
But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
I don't got time for relationships problems, I said it, I meant that shit
So please just respect that shit, find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
I just don't play that shit

Still you wanna try me
A subtle reminder, to everybody who ever told me I couldn't
Just give me a reason I shouldn't, reach for the moon
I told you, and you wouldn't believe me, but you see my views
Not talking on numbers, Im talking bout having an impact on others
Im finding my purpose to make the pain worth it, to lift up the curtains that draped on my life
Covered me up from the person inside, not anymore I refuse to just hide
Or tell another persons life through the rhymes, I've been writing
At 4 in morning, no food in stomach and nothing for money inside the bank
Working a job that I fucking hate, just capture a wage, that I give for my time
Well not anymore imma spend it on mine

Apathy

CARVEYOURNAMEINTOMYSK!N !PROD JLMUSIX!

I Know (prod. nvy)

I Get It Now

hurt </3

big thanks to dead røses

xo.jalen
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produced by: @the-sarcastic-ashole
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lyrics: 

Fuck, drugs in my system,
Got the whole world shakin’,
Thought you were mine,
I was yours for the takin’,
Fakin’,
Love, for a demon,
I’m just tryna find a motherfuckin’ reason,
Search through the rain, all seasons,
But I can’t hide the pain, don’t even,
Act like you loved me back,
You just loved my fucking drugs,
Every night heart attack,
I thought you were the one,
Heart looking like a setting sun,
Blackout drunk from all the fucking rum,
And I can’t help myself but think,
Damn, I guess I’ll have another fucking drink,
Toast to the memories we had, huh,
Tryna cleanse my soul from the bad thoughts,
Dig a grave, just let them rot,
Cause I gotta move on, can’t fucking stop, damn,

Do you ever feel tired?
Like you can’t go on, but you must go on,
Do you ever feel undesired?
Like you’re just not wanted, just not wanted,
Feel the drugs in my veins,
They’re the nerves to my pain,
I’d be lying if I said I don’t enjoy it, (I fucking love it)
Drown in the lake of my sorrows,
Can’t count the mistakes that followed,
Heartbreak, heart ache, I’m lost,
You’re fake, I’m baked, I’m crossed,
Tear down your pictures, it’s time to forget you,
Do another line as part of the scripture,
All my pain locked up in the vault,
To be honest, this is my fault,

hurt f/ dead røses p/ sarcastic sounds

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

Push You Away

its normal to be sad <3
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Nightmares

luvlilk💔 - @luvlilk

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