happy without me

(gurushawty + cloudbxy)

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

yea im finna get to the cash now
yea im finna get to these racks now
we hit up saks and we get the racks out
you dont want smoke so you better pipe down
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk into the trap looking brand new
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk up in the function brand new
rhinestones on my jeans and they shine
oh how you so beautiful and you so fine
and im wondering still if you are mine?
oh why do i try?

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

Maybe I Should Call?

kick the bucket w/ dolly & bixby #SILLYTEAM

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

/////////

part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

far from you

this time of year again,
i always wonder why,
if u still hate me still?
you'll know ill try to find,
i need that reason why,
to just be satisfied,
you know its hard to break me down like this.

once again im obsessive with the past again,
ill try to forget it as much as i can,
but you know it hurts just to think about now,
ill distract myself,
to forget about the pain.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it'll take a while for us...

it'll take a while

prod bhertuy + luvlxckdown

im by myself 
got no one left to blame
i cant begin
on whatever thats
left
i cant control
oh whatever u do
i cant control

i look at whats left of it
i am feeling way too sick
what should i do without?
what should i do without?

your love
what should i do without?
your touch
what should i do without?
cant break myself from it
cant break myself from it

(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?

what should i do without you?

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
know tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more

i acted out of love
i cannot help but to be with u
not looking back is hard
when all im thinking bout is just u
i hate to see u cry
i see it all the time
i see the pain when i look into ur pretty eyes
dont kno what 2 say
i like u too much
tell me honestly
is this just a crush?
i hate this feeling
of loving someone
that dont love me back,
my heart weighs a ton!!!!!

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
kno tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more!!!!!!!!1!

your fake smile (recyclebin + irby)

prod luvlxckdown

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

ft https://soundcloud.com/1wonka :p

i do wat i can
u done watch me fell
i seen dis b4 i just smile n wish em well
locked in w my bruddaz taking dubs aint taking L’s
i jus wanna kno if u feelin wat i felt?
im sorry i cant tell
im jus tryna treat u right
taking drugs swear ts takin my life

jus want ta kno wat u want
i hope u kno i aint giving up
dont worry
m right here :3
i would do it all for u
i swear that i would get involved for u
dont worry
m right here :3

wonka:

yeah if that is okay
if you were my thing
if you were my only one
that i want that i need
that i want that i dream 
take me away 
you’re the only one that knows how to make me okay 
and give me everything that i want and i need
yeah you’re my queen
you’re my love 
you’re my thing
yeah i don’t wanna go oh oh oh 
i need to know oh oh oh
you got me singing these no oh oh oh otes 
your making me wanna flo oh oh oh oat 
cmon let’s go
do you feel my heartbeat 
cause i just want you to want me 
it’s unconditional 
i just wanna know what you really want

m right here :3 ft 1wonka (goyxrd)

find ur way home

prod luvlxckdown

mv: passive kneeling + twinlite https://youtu.be/Qx03wo-nlPQ?si=GvrWedzcMYRVfEcK

cover art text by the 1 n only @sidneyphillips ⭐️

Ep out soon 🫂

dont have to tell me now
i can wait on you
wish i held u down
so i will wait on you
it couldnt go no other way
it turnt to something that u hate
couldnt handle all the change yea
it’ll b fucked up if it all stayed the same yea

(thats right, thats right)
i aint got no worries
u kno im all for it yea
just tell me now
u kno i’ll wait for it yea
just tell me now
u kno i’ll wait for you yea
(just tell me now, you know i’ll wait for you yea)
cause i aint go no worries 
u kno im all for it yea
just tell me now
u kno i’ll wait for it yea
just tell me now
u kno i’ll wait for you yea

i dont need my life u can take it
( u can take it, u can take it)
everyday im trying not to fake it
( not to fake it, not to fake it)
i hope that one day we will make it
( make it, make it)
just one day
i hope that u kno that i am staying 
forever, forever

WHAT DO U SEE?
WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO BE?
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO BE? 
I NEED U CLOSE TO ME
FOR I’D DO ANYTHING
I HOPE THAT UR HAPPY
I NEED U CLOSE TO ME
SO I’LL HAVE NO WORRIES

( i aint got no worries, u know im all for it yea, just tell me now, u know i’ll wait for it yea, i aint got no worries, u know im all for it yea, just tell me now, u know i’ll wait for it yea)

i aint got no worries u know that i love you yea
you dont got no worries u know that i love you yea

no worries

prod luvlxckdown

dont want u to waste all my time
i see right thru all these lies
u left me up running dry
u left me dying inside
i kno its hard to explain
wont let this happen again
i kno u think im insane
i kno u think im insane

ima tell u but u never seem to call back
tried to tell u but u sayn this n all that
u kno it hurts to see u like this
im exhausted so i will not try to fight it
i wonder what love is like?
cannot contain it
was thinking suicide
cannot explain it
you kno i’ll love u till the end
if i die, u dont have to b with me again

all my love is all i had for u
we’ve been here for so long
no i can’t wait for u
leave me just run away
u kno its hard for me to
u say its all my fault
i kno its hard on u
i kno its

i dont wanna go, not just yet
i’ll rather die than leave again
i know that u was in my head
i know that u was in my head
was it all, for you?
dont wanna feel no more
i dont wanna feel more

all my love is all i had for u
we’ve been here for so long
no i can’t wait for u
leave me just run away
u kno its hard for me to
u say its all my fault
i kno its hard on u
i kno its

Find Ur Way Home...

♡(♡)

prod luvlxckdown

i will never understand just what i did
i think about it all the time i cry until i cant
tell me what u want, ill give it when i can
tell me what u want, hold back until i cant
ill never understand 
whenever im by ur side i keep on talking
u told me that we were thru then u kept walking
i will find it just 4 u if u still want it
everyday just feels the same i think i lost it

i-
dont know what i did wrong
all remorse all regrets
u want me dead
i-
dont know what i did wrong
all remorse all regrets
u want me dead

so tell me goodbye fore’ i go
u understand it but i dont
tell me goodbye fore’ i go
u understand it but i wont
so tell me goodbye fore’ i go
u understand it but dont
tell me goodbye fore’ i go
so tell me fore’ i leave this world

i-
dont know what i did wrong
all remorse all regrets
u want me dead
i-
dont know what i did wrong
all remorse all regrets
u want me dead

find ur way home

understand

i still dream that i wanted this
takin drugs i cant even quit
let me love if u feeln me
yea i get in yea im dippin in
im tryna c sumthn picturesque
pick ur choice jus like truth n dare
its in my reach i cant reach 4 shit
what would it b if u had one wish?
you’d wish me dead
karmas a bitch
u should let me kno if u take the risk
u should let me kno cuz its killin me
u should let me kno b4 its too late
i wanted this
if its for ur dreams take a leap of faith
i wanted this
u should let me love if u feeln me

sometimes i can hear u callin
tellin me that im a fool
when i wake up in the morning
will u still want to be true?
me n all my bros keep ballin
and we rep that stealthyn00b
all the tears they keep on fallin
and they fall right out for u

 still dream that i wanted this
takin drugs i cant even quit
let me love if u feeln me
yea i get in yea im dippin in
im tryna c sumthn picturesque
pick ur choice jus like truth n dare
its in my reach i cant reach 4 shit
what would it b if u had one wish?
you’d wish me dead
karmas a bitch
u should let me kno if u take the risk
u should let me kno cuz its killin me
u should let me kno b4 its too late
i wanted this
if its for ur dreams take a leap of faith
i wanted this
u should let me love if u feeln me

i still dream (ggabriel + kentaxo)

id rather stay home (k1ro)

Fantasy is dead (jugowickd + 1ggbrl)

just leave me in the dust ill still love u

4anotherday (feardorian)

couchsurf prod balla

#scfirst

prod me (watch me EP out soon)

lyric: 

sippin soju sippin on wine
"whats up w u? r u alright?"
im in my mood, pain still inside
moment of truth tearz fall right frm my eyez
y u so rude? "kunt u shld try 2 smile"
you shld just move, move right out from my life
why u act cool? when theres nothing you do yet?

we keep on losing
thats just me and you yea

yea im outside posted up feelin cut up
plz js fuck up! i dont wanna hear ur drama
plz js shut up!! n go ahead hit ur iget bar
these kunce stuck up, they gon treat u like a number
keep it hush hush, cld you keep it? 'undercover'
dont cha know? that i get it all from my mama
dont cha know? (u goin crazy) that i am a sucka 4 love
it all comes back 2 u, im a sucka 4 ya

cuz iiiii, iii cant stop itttt 
its here till im dead
iiii cant
just let u go, this time, i cant go
iii kno i cant stop it
watch me
leave youuuuuuuuuu

sippin soju sippin on wine
"whats up w u? r u alright?"
im in my mood, pain still inside
moment of truth tearz fall right frm my eyez
y u so rude? "kunt u shld try 2 smile"
you shld just move, move right out from my life
why u act cool? when theres nothing you do yet?

we keep on losing
thats just me and you yea

thats just u N i

Stealthyn00b 2025

So fucked i cant lie
It was off my mind
This was the highlight
Sniffn dat snow white
Kno once it hit me
I tried to not cry
Kunt ima stay fly 
Like a g6 ima stay in flight
Not SNG kunt its denied
I was kickin back listenin to Kite
G6 flyer than a kite
They say etaan y oh y?
You keep stuntin all the time?
I dont know y
I jus farkin kb n watch these kunts bite
I need u here tonight

Was it always this easy to see?
Cut me up leave me bleeding
So deceiving
Don’t you look back when you leave me
Leave me breathless stop me breathing
Don’t you look back when you leave me
Lately i don’t give a damn
Smacked out i catch the tram

So fucked i cant lie
It was off my mind
This was the highlight
Sniffn dat snow white
Kno once it hit me
I tried to not cry
Kunt ima stay fly 
Like a g6 ima stay in flight
Not SNG kunt its denied
I was kickin back listenin to Kite
G6 flyer than a kite
They say etaan y oh y?
You keep stuntin all the time?
I dont know y
I jus farkin kb n watch these kunts bite
I need u here tonight

SnowwWhite (Phoenica + GROVE)

IN AH NITE FT PHOENICIA (PHOENICIA)

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

passed out in the shower
i cant feel nothing
got me feeling sour
about my existence
no i will not fit in
no i dont wanna be you
fuck that i dont wanna be a fool
fuck that i dont wanna be cool no
imma kick you out the house
playing games like cat and mouse
you dont know what im about
talking crap boy shut your mouth
you said that you wont cry
wipe your tears and wipe your eyes

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 

just let me know

just let me know
just let me know

cant believe im gone (northeast lights x odece)

prod me

a message to myself

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain
if im worth living

fuck
aye the clock is ticking
cant waste no time
the world is spinning
dont leave me now
let me come with you
let me come with you
let me come with you

time and time again i tried
kill me now and do it right
fucked up once wont do it twice
my biggest mistake was being nice
i fucked up and im feeling gone
i fucked up and im feeling wrong
let me sing you this song
before you go home

time and time again i tried
to get your heart back to me, oh
why did i even try?
cause you are with another guy
thought it was worth it but its worthless
i fucked up and now im hurting
sometimes i think i deserve it,
do i deserve it?
cant write songs i cant write verses
in real life i feel unnerving
in person i feel uncertain

if im worth living

message to myself

produced by me <3
(at first it was a cover to 'heiswe - i wouldnt mind' but i made my own thing out of it lol)

*merrily we fall out of line out of line
i'd fall anywhere with you im by your side
swinging in the rain humming melodies
we not going anywhere until we're free*

its hard to make my mind up
what can i say?
ur messing with my head girl
i cant think straight

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere
so goodbye

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere
so goodbye

i sit down and think about all the things that you say
its fucking up my mentality but ill think ill be okay
just know that i care for you and ill be here
if you dont want me i wont interfere.


so goodbye...

won't interfere

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

girl in a dress (dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

tbh i dont like being social

should i even keep going?

life is so fun! (not)

i dont think i need you
i dont need anyone
im better without you
now my life is so fun!
you say that he wont do
and hes not what you want
i have nothing to lose
god im SO fucking done

im so bored, out my mind
think my health, will decline
im so bored, of this life!
dont need a reason why -
to keep on going
i am showing
way too much of my emotion
sick of growing
hope you know this
that i didnt even want it!!!

i dont think i need you
i dont need anyone
im better without you
now my life is so fun! 
you say that he wont do
and hes not what you want
i have nothing to lose
GOD IM SO FUCKING DONE!!!!
(x2)

life is so fun!

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho

you dont even hear from me
what the fuck you want from me?
i need fucking energy
please dont fucking play with me
you say that you chose to stay
please dont fucking go away
actually...
get the fuck outta here
YOU FUCKING CUNT!!!

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho
(x2)

low effort (lileffort)

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

all for you, i stumble round looking for clues, looking for you, its hard to find, so hard to find, just what to do, i feel you close, i got to leave, i got to go, when im not seen, everything just hurts the most.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

im so naive, how should i compete? you made me complete, you made me complete, who am i to keep? please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

behind closed doors, theres nothing more, im looking for, im looking for, you make me complete, cant make you be me, i need you to leave, just leave me just leave.

please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go, you tell me everything, but i know... i know... i wonder bout my worth, if everything's absurd, i know that everything will be gone. be gone.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

bleed

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

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