i was nodding off when i wrote this song 💤😴

nodding (ft benedixhion)

you were always so fake
you’re so toxic
always tryna save face
never gave a damn babe
you jus wanna play games
i’m outta options
i’m fucking gone bitch
it’s your fault
don’t you fucking blame me
i’m so done
i don’t give a fuck bout what you want
for real
i can’t take this shit no more
i need like 5 more pills

till im feelin it
i jus mix benzos wit percies until im feelin lit
oh whoa
oh my god im tweakin
always geekin
i live in slomo
i don’t even really what to do tho
so damn lost
ya 
like what the fuck
ya
can’t sober up
oh well
i’ll see yal down
in hell

yah yah
til i’m feelin it
nah nah
til i’m feelin it
ya ya

itsurFAULT [prod. Ayo16]

accessary

whoa
i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

chasing down a bag
‘cause that shit gives me a distraction 
everybody knows this whole life has no traction
no real meaning

but i’m here for your love girl
my only reason
i’m always tweakin
monday to sunday catch me always geekin
ain’t gun lie
wish that i could make things right
but i can’t
too late
it’s too late
ain’t no way

brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

corpse [prod. shades]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

i just wish this life was painless
pop more pills cause i can’t take it
no i can’t take it
life just sucks
i’m over this

you left me feeling empty
you left me feeling dead
i wish it’d just be over
my life’s a fucking mess
you left me feeling empty
and nows there’s nothing left
i do not have a purpose
i might as well be dead

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

inthaDark

you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim
you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim


bottomless pit inside my head
wish that i could get some rest
but nah
i can never pause
everything i try is not enough
well fuck
so i always turn to drugs
no duh
‘cause your love jus really ain’t enough
no it ain’t enough
i need pills my brains so fucked

gone
i needed you
you’re gone
i’m fiendin
for your love
i needed you
but you’re gone
guess im not enough

ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
oh no
i can’t let go

martyr :/ [prod. spacecore]

fuck!

i've become so numb

ima lost soul
but i tell em that i’m better now
i feel like a fool
she got me higher than fentanyl
thought we was cool
then she left me bleeding on tha ground
always keep a tool when im racing towards tha cheddar now
always bout that action
i can’t get caught lackin
i be in tha trenches catch me dishing out
still trappin
had to cut her off why tha fuck that ho still yappin
i can’t care at all i got too many reasons jus to leave it in tha past tense
that girl way too ratchet
and she actin manic
i can’t get attached bitch
promise that i’ll manage
i don’t need your love
‘cause you don’t give a fuck
so ima fill my cup
and ima run it up
yuhyuh
everyday i put my life at risk but
fuck it
i don’t give a fuck about shit
i can’t
i jus wanna have a iced out wrist
when im dead

ya ya
in my head
i feel like there’s nothing
in my head

LostSoul

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LYRICS:

(benedixhion)
i don’t wanna talk at all
you said you love me but you don’t
you never fucking call
not at all
once had feelings
now i’m fucking numb
hope the end comes quickly
no one’s gunna miss me
miss when you would kiss me
now i guess i’m better off alone
tell my mamma i ain’t comin home

(cyzun)
I really hate my life 
I wasted so much time 
You played with my mind 
I’m leaving you in the past 
Because of you I’m sad 
But i want you back 
I’m taking these drugs so I can’t feel
It makes it much easier to fucking heal
It’s killing me slowly but I’m still here
My minds getting fucked up can I disappear

(benedixhion)
i don’t wanna talk at all
you said you love me but you don’t
you never fucking call
not at all
once had feelings
now i’m fucking numb
hope the end comes quickly

i've become so numb

LuvvSickk

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