flatten out ur brain and prepare for reality again

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

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leaking red glitter

leaking red glitter w/ cholorofilm 🩸🪖( ҂ × ཀ × )

make you happy (ft. kaneda7, rebzyyx) [prod. neioxo]

@1stress
@xv_l

omg let’s go and slit our wrists 
i know that you love me baby know that u like this
why do you like me
crazy i need therapy
u don’t need me
u complete me
baby u complete me
plz don’t ever leave me
playing russian roulette 
My Love for u plz don’t forget
U make me wanna die I hate u
U give me so much love I need u
black cats and broken mirrors 
I see ur full of terrors
u look so horrified when both our worlds collide

ur so pretty in ur dress
u dont need ur makeup 
i pull up on the scene 
gonna make a scene 
u feel like life a bad dream
u wont ever wake up 
pull the flessh up off her skin u wont ever feel again
yea i caught u talkin down now its time to meet ur end time to meet ur end 
cuz u wont ever feel again ever feel again ever feel again ever feel aagain

im losing my mind idk wut to do
n i fuck up all the time make myself bleed 4 u
cut my name into ur skin ik that u love too
omg lol i lied nevr loved u
im better off on my own
yea im not sorry
n im losing all control
i dont wanna feel my body
i dont need any frends cuz they js forget me
ur the only one i Love baby im so Sorry :(

life's a bad dream ft. stress & rylorie [prod. luvwillow]

FBF COVER
check out fried: https://soundcloud.com/user-470248955

Too Far Gone

Lyrics:
This world will gonna kick you in the face
Sometimes It's best to know your place
Put your head down and get on it

This world will prey upon your dread
Some days you'll wish that you were dead
But you're told that's how it's s'posed to be

The stress will go straight to your head
If you're lucky you'll get ahead
But if it doesn't work out for you
You'll have breakdown in your own living room

Everything's a stymie
No strength to keep on fighting
There's no point in trying now

It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's hopeless now

It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
There's no way out

It's Over

kiss me in ur casket (luvwillow)

art https://www.instagram.com/gorelette/
first part @luvwillow
second part me
produced & mixed me
inspired by grave5

moron ft. luvwillow

@pixelhood
@luvwillow
@kaneda_7
@6arelyhuman

sy

club lights theyre in our eyes
let me show you my bloody surprise
its hard to hide but we'll do it right
theres a lot of things that i would do for uu
bby lemme read ur mind
this sacrifice for the holy divine
u always sin ur such a waste of time
dumb stupid slut
why would i wnna be with uu¯\_(ツ)_/¯

luvwillow 

shut up i dnt care
leave me alone now
my head hurts whenever im with u
ur so cute i think i could miss uu
we want different things and
i dnt know what to do
in the club and im sad
i dnt wnna b like that
girl u got me so down bad
put kandi on ur wrist and u did my hair
i guess its too bad that u never even cared

kaneda 

shes hitting me up i dnt know whats going on
scratching my face till im bleeding asking me whats wrong
dnt even know why the fuck i liked you
if i see you kiss another guy imma stab you
shes the one for me and im the one for her
if she doesn't see it that way shes gonna suffer

6arelyhuman 

come and pin me down yeah put me on the floor
top notch bitch imma represent the whores
i be playing with his soul i can play them love chords
yeah give me another year imma be selling out the tours
he said he love me im fucked up
he only wnna be with me cause im on the come up
yeah he fuck me good fuck me good till the sun up
yeah you know im hot yeah hot no sauna

shut up, we don't care

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shut up, we don't care (+ luvwillow, kaneda7, 6arelyhuman) [pixelhood]

reuploading cause reb deleted his acc:// 

prod rebzyyx

lyrics:

[Verse: Rebzyyx]
Nothing last forever
We should just die together
Take me to a new home
So I don't feel alone
Take me to your place that feels like home
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Please just let me know if you wanna go
Baby, we can go where ever you like

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at mе
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna bе your enemy

[Verse: syris]
For tonight, baby, I can treat you right
For tonight, baby, I'ma take my life
You tell me all these lies and you do it all the time
I just want the real you, I don't wanna fight
Baby, can you pick up the phone? I know that ur all alone
We're not perfect but I can be what you want
We're a real love story
Would you, would you do it for me, for me?

[Bridge: syris]
And I'll reach out for you when it's hard
I know that love will break us apart
But I'll always be right here next to you
To you

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy

nothing last 4ever

nothing last 4ever + rebzyyx

KANEDA7 - SLASHER + rebzyyx (Kaneda)

From Tri Subversions 3rd album "Free Chopper Rides" , recorded "live" in single takes at Quad Studios by Bob Bryars, Produced and Mixed by Stuart Robinson/Bo Bo Nomad

Motherland - Tri Subversion

Our debut album "When It Was Now," is now available on iTunes- smarturl.it/atlas

Subscribe for more new music on YouTube- bit.ly/W8yTQS
iTunes - www.smarturl.it/atlas
Facebook- facebook.com/atlasgenius
Twitter- twitter.com/atlasgenius
Tour Dates- atlasgenius.com/tour

About Atlas Genius-
The members of Adelaide, Australia’s Atlas Genius do things a little differently….They set about building a studio where they could write and record music for their newly formed band 3 years before they even played their first live show as Atlas Genius. For two years, they devoted their days to constructing their dream studio and spent their nights performing songs by The Police, The Beatles and The Rolling Stones at local pubs to pay the bills. “We really got down and dirty with dry walling and literally laying the floorboards, and at the same time we were taking a couple of days a week to focus on writing songs,” recalls Keith Jeffery, Atlas Genius’s vocalist/guitarist. "We had a lot of song ideas and it was important to us to have our own studio where we could experiment and hone in on our sound," adds brother and drummer, Michael Jeffery. The studio was designed and outfitted by the brothers with the help of their father (who comes from a music and engineering background). Once the studio was complete, the first song that Atlas Genius finished was a song called “Trojans,” which they wrote, recorded and produced in collaboration with their friend, keyboardist Darren Sell. After many weeks tweaking the song, Michael insisted that the song was ready to be heard outside of the studio walls. Within an hour, “Trojans” was on the Triple J Unearthed Website, SoundCloud, and for sale via TuneCore on iTunes, Amazon and Spotify worldwide.

“We had begun to think that music was a pipedream and we had all gone back to university to pursue more realistic careers,” says Keith. “We’d had such a long slog of playing late nights and working all day, and it felt like we didn’t really have anything to show for it.” But then, in the midst of cramming for their Fall 2011 semester final exams, Neon Gold discovered “Trojans” on the Triple J Unearthed Website and wrote a post praising “Trojans” as a song sure to “invade your head, all dressed up in a clever disguise of earnest vocals riding a hooky riff.” Checking the band’s email account for the first time in over a month, the band found that dozens of record labels, publishers, lawyers, booking agents and management companies from all over the world had contacted them.

“We were trying to focus on school, but it was just impossible,” recalls Keith. “So we said, ‘There’s something going on here. Let’s get back to the music.’” The band added manager, Jonny Kaps from +1, to their extended family to navigate all of the interest as the band focused on writing and recording more songs.

Quickly named an iTunes Single of the Week in Australia and New Zealand, “Trojans” reached #4 on Hype Machine by the end of May. In August, SiriusXM Satellite Radio’s Alt-Nation discovered the song on a blog and decided to give it some spins. There was an immediate reaction from listeners, and in September, “Trojans” was placed into heavy rotation, where it maintained a top-five position on the listener-generated Alt-18 countdown and peaked at number one for 4 consecutive weeks in January 2012. “Trojans” began selling over a thousand tracks per week on U.S. iTunes and soon climbed to 45,000 sales - all with zero promotional efforts from the still-unsigned Atlas Genius.

“Knowing we had this audience that was waiting on new songs, we had a much greater sense of purpose than we had before,” says Keith. “It was really exciting to know that there were people who wanted to hear more of our music.” Although labels were clamoring for the band to come to the U.S. and play a series of showcase gigs, Atlas Genius turned down those offers in favor of staying in Adelaide to keep writing and recording new songs. In February 2012, after months of communicating with numerous labels via Skype, the band chose to travel to the US in order to make their label decision.

“We’d never been to America before,” says Keith. “We flew in at night and saw this sea of lights, and it really became apparent to us how massive the U.S. is. It was pretty intimidating - like ‘How do we fit into all this?’” In April 2012, the band returned to the states having made their decision to sign with Warner Bros. Records. “We felt a connection with them,” notes Keith. “Everyone there feels very creative and dedicated to the music.”

The band’s first release from their new label home, the EP Through The Glass (produced, engineered and mixed by the band), came out in June of 2012. With Through The Glass completed, Atlas Genius then holed up in its studio and worked on writing and recording its first full-length album, while at the same time rehearsing for their first ever tour. The tour started in August 2012 and led to three more tours back to back taking them thru to the end of the year. Thus, their full-length debut was finished up between tour dates and got completed just before Christmas 2012. When It Was Now is set for a US release on February 19th, 2013, with an international release to follow soon after.

The debut captures Atlas Genius’s singular combination of sophisticated musicality and warm, wistful spirit. Infused with a classic sensibility, each of the songs would fit seamlessly if somehow slipped into a long-treasured mixtape. On the shimmering “Symptoms,” for instance, taut keyboard riffs mesh with urgent acoustic strumming before the band bursts into a gently frenetic, guitar-drenched chorus. Meanwhile, “Back Seat” blends its pulsing bass throb with a sweetly infectious beat and tender vocals that alternately soar and sigh. And on “Trojans,” Atlas Genius begins with a restrained guitar melody and vocal (“Take it off, take it in/Take off all the thoughts of what we’ve been”) before giving way to the handclap-accented, harmony-soaked refrain and lush yet kinetic bridge.

“It’s still surreal,” says Keith of all that’s happened over the past 18 months. “I think when we were very young, we had hopes that something like this might happen one day,” he continues. (Thanks largely to encouragement from their Beatles fanatic parents, who encouraged the brothers to begin playing music by age 14.) “But then you grow up a bit and it seems less and less likely. So when we put ‘Trojans’ out, we figured it would be a success if maybe a hundred people heard it. We don’t want to force our music onto anyone. Our goal is to write songs that we love and we hope they connect with other people too.”

When It Was Now

If So

I don't wanna go home 
I don't wanna fight 
I just want to stare (tear) into your eyes 

I don't wanna give up 
I don't wanna try 
I don't wanna be here 
Stuck in a new year 

I don't wanna get drunk 
I don't wanna get high 
I just want to feel some things sometimes 

I don't wanna grow old 
I don't wanna die 
I don't wanna be here 
Stuck in a new year 

I'm stuck

2013

2014

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

finnish song eww prod by me
lyrics in english:


i still want u back
i still love u
u told me how much u love me
but u arent here helping me
i remember summerdays
there was no worry
but then u left
without u i wouldnt be here

u are special for me
does this make sense
u are special for me
every part hurts
what im gonna do now
u  have flown away
what im gonna do now
u left with no reason

lmfao im sorry

luvwillow

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