Ferryman

RUZOVY SEN

Last summer I went on a bike ride and never came home. I woke up in a hospital room with a broken spine, a traumatic brain injury, and had fucked up my face so badly I could barely speak. Every doctor I saw said I was lucky to be alive. I can’t remember anything about the accident. I’m still trying to piece together some of it from dreams and what others have told me.

From what I can tell, there's a period of around 6 months there, where I have little to no memory at all. But I guess somewhere in the middle of recovering from all that, still wearing a chest brace and floating through some strange drugged up dreamlike existence, I started making music again. Hearing songs in my head about dying, about the trauma and the pain. And songs about gratitude. Choosing to live. I later discovered that I had recorded an entire album during this time. I have no memory of making it.

When I first re-discovered these songs it was kind of disorienting. It was almost as if someone else entirely had written and sang them. Some of the lyrics are pretty bleak and intense on paper. But the feeling I get from listening to the album now is actually quite hopeful. It sounds like someone who’s inspired to create something in the face of all that pain. It sounds like someone who wants to keep on living.

I'm so happy to still be here. And so excited to get the chance to share this new music with you all!!

Thanks all, love you.
xoxo
Chris

Endless Melody (Chris Chu Solo)

With You

2.Odd Boy

Whats you Gonna Do

Telephone

Dog on the Internet Mix 2

Coeurs en solo

The Mirror

In this silence
I sit here and think
When will the day come
When will I be unique

What can I do
To make things happen
Do I let them believe
Or do I fake a happy

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above

The fire
The ashes
The rubble
The torn
The destroyed
The damaged
The devastation
The burn

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above


Dream of Greatness (Acoustic Version)

demos/songs/recordings by jesse miller

jessewilliammiller@gmail.com

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