I don't blame you for anything.
We are all broken, I needed to accept I had to get away to become some stronger and different to oppose the situation our world has put us in.
I'm tired of not being enough to change fate, so I'll alter it through creating my own future before fate itself.
I might sound crazy, our too deep but this is my ultimate honesty, which we both know you deserve after all my lies..
 It feels like if I can't succeed my fate I'm not enough to succeed at all.


I added this later tonight about past an hour from thoughts cus you should know, I lied a lot about petty stuff (Still defending myself over ur dope ass knife though cus smokes ass actually did lie to me about it) but in all pure honesty I never lied about loving whether I was upset with you or not.

From my soul I really just want the best for both of us being together or not


I wish I ain't have to let go . Still Da dah I love, you. And it still hurt too but I bet u didn't know everyday still think about you. I HAVE HOPELESS HOPE but I still care bout chu . I haven't found nobody else tht make me happy like u made me . and with u I was happy I jus ik srry I was sick & ill I didn't know what to do other then- ....*******





I'm still a loner out here to be fr, my number is 6128070013 ik you said you wanted to talk 


Lux